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garbage all the way down ([personal profile] trashmod) wrote in [community profile] hydratrashmeme2014-12-07 08:43 am

Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

Unholy hell-miracle achieved! Welcome to Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves 2: Electric Boogaloo. AKA the seamy sexual-violence-and-violent-sex underbelly of Captain America fandom, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

[Round 1] [Fill post] [Chatter post] [hydratrashmeme Pinboard archive (maintained by [personal profile] greenkirtle)] [Round 2 in flat view (comments in non-threaded chronological order, most recent last)]

Round 2 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 3.

Re: Bucky tries to protect Steve by hiding his trash past

(Anonymous) 2014-12-10 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
This fic seems pretty close to what you're looking for: http://archiveofourown.org/works/2550842

Cum only diet

(Anonymous) 2014-12-10 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
The Winter Soldier only eats cum. His nutritional needs are filled by IV, but that's never explained to him. What is explained is that he's only allowed to eat cum. Maybe he's even been fed by IV for so long that solid food makes him throw up, so whenever he tries to eat anything else he gets only pain.
The IV, while keeping him alive, does nothing to fill his empty stomach.
Basically looking for complete cumslut Winter Soldier, who will go to his knees and nose at the crotch of nearby male agents whenever there's downtime; will lick up any cum that spills on the ground, even outside; and if someone uses his ass instead, will happily stick his fingers up his own ass to lick off that delicious cum.
Note that none of this means the Soldier actually has to enjoy the sex - he just needs for his partners to get off.
Bonus if HYDRA tells him he was modified to live off it - you have to send fewer supplies along on missions if one of the agents gets food from the others.

Re: Cum only diet

(Anonymous) 2014-12-13 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
OP I am all over this though weird question: are you okay with a female HYDRA agent joining the party?

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#ikeabucky

(Anonymous) 2014-12-10 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
Something goes wrong on a mission, or maybe Rumlow just wants some Swedish meatballs, I don't know. Either way, the STRIKE team is forced to make a detour and temporarily abandon ship at IKEA, leaving the Winter Soldier in the back of the van. Cue a disoriented and confused WS wandering around the Ikea parking lot, in a shearling coat with nothing on underneath it (why? Trash reasons, obviously), scaring the shit out of a whole lot of people just looking for versatile solutions for modern living.

Bonus if Bucky gets picked up by someone other than the STRIKE team, taken to a hospital, and is blandly accepting of the idea that medical personnel need to put things in his mouth/butt/whatever in circumstances where the medical personnel don't need to and aren't trying to do that.

Re: #ikeabucky

(Anonymous) 2014-12-10 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
Oh my god this is hilarious and awful at the same time. Can you imagine if Bucky gets IN the IKEA? Imagine the Winter Soldier creeping through a maze of clean modern design, bleeding all over the minimalist tables.

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Sometimes the Avengers Want the Mask Back

(Anonymous) 2014-12-10 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
I love how expressive the Soldier is in the movie. His handlers had to stick a muzzle on him to mask his sad puppy dog expression.

Blank Bucky is fun, but I want his friends trying to survive every feeling being written large.

-He's sad that he's still being transitioned to solid food and other people have delicious burgers? Cue love of DEVASTATED sorrow.
-He needs a checkup? TERROR as he obediently walks over to the doctor.
-Gets something nice? Complete CONFUSION and LOSS.
-He gets turned down when trying to offer oral sex in the kitchen? All the SHAME and fear of punishment.

No one's cared about his feelings for 70 years, so he doesn't even know they're displayed for everyone to see. But Steve and Co. are wading through the aftermath of sex, violence, and emotional abuse every time they interact with him.

(I find my terrible trash to much more thrilling when it's obliquely referred to past events. Comparing to present kindness just makes it so much more ~chilling~.

Re: Sometimes the Avengers Want the Mask Back

(Anonymous) 2014-12-10 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
Man I don't know if you meant this to be funny but I laughed and laughed. This would be good (even if not funny).

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Bucky getting fucked by a sharp spiked dildo

(Anonymous) 2014-12-10 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
A scenario of trashy fun and torture involving Bucky getting fucked by a large sharp spiked dildo intended to tear him up and make him bleed. Any scenario up to you. My personal favorite is Bucky being tormented in front of a helpless Steve (other Avengers optional) or his torment is recorded and sent to Steve.

Re: Bucky getting fucked by a sharp spiked dildo

(Anonymous) 2014-12-12 11:02 am (UTC)(link)
Man, I'm so here for second hand torment. + 1000

Literal garbage fic

(Anonymous) 2014-12-10 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
In one of the other fills, Bucky gets a sad trashy potato chips treat. The creepiest part to me, though, was that he saved the napkin to use as a pillow. Maybe he's so used to having nothing that he hangs onto (or steals) literal garbage. Someone discards a Snicker's wrapper? He stuffs it in his pocket. Somebody leaves a moldy apple? He tries to eat it. Up to you whether this becomes a problem and he must be disciplined, or if HYDRA thinks it's funny that the Soldier is so obsessed with Saran Wrap and bottle caps and bread heels. Maybe they give him their discards at the end of a meal break and tell him it's a special gift.

“Suck my dick! Better yet, suck yours!”

(Anonymous) 2014-12-10 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Brock Rumlow enjoys coming up with punishments for the asset over the tiniest mistakes during a mission, such as ordering him to suck his own dick. What entertainment this provides!

Bonus if Bucky being further verbally taunted for his dick size or getting really into it.

Bucky's Broken Dick: Retrograde Ejaculation Edition

(Anonymous) 2014-12-10 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Retrograde ejaculation (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Retrograde_ejaculation) AKA dry orgasm. I want HYDRA breaking Bucky's dick in a way that he still gets hard, still feels pleasure/sensitivity and comes, but can't ejaculate.

Naturally, HYDRA considers this the pinnacle of trash achievement and a license to use Bucky until he's delirious, dehydrated and sore. Pierce welcomes the innovation as it means he can satisfy his teenage ambition to blow a Howling Commando without swallowing being an issue. STRIKE get into the humiliation aspect, ridiculing Bucky's dry dick and spunking out on his skin and clothes so he can learn how dicks should work.

After HYDRA, Bucky won't let anyone know - he's too ashamed. Bucky wears condoms with Steve to have a few miserable minutes in the bathroom afterwards to throw away the condom he pretended to fill. He likes blowing Steve - loves it, even - but won't let Steve return the gesture for fear of him finding out how broken his dick is. But the worst of it is, not being able to has given Bucky a fetish for making/watching Steve ejaculate and one time he gives Steve a dry orgasm...

+ The only ways Bucky can ejaculate is by having his prostate milked without pleasure stimulus or waiting until his bladder is full and, effectively, being fucked until he HOPES he doesn't piss himself.

Re: Bucky's Broken Dick: Retrograde Ejaculation Edition

(Anonymous) 2014-12-10 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Christ on a cracker. Yes yes yes.

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trying desperately to hide trash party past/not being able to have sex without imagining it's rape

(Anonymous) 2014-12-11 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
At some point in the future, once he's better and mostly has dealt with what happened to him, Bucky gets together with Steve(&/Sam). And it's great, wonderful, the best thing to happen to him in seventy years, made even better by the fact that here, now, holding hands and cuddling and kissing in public is something that's allowed.

And everything could be perfect, if it wasn't for the physical aspect of the relationship...

It's not like Bucky doesn't want sex, he does. It's just that he's too scared to come clean about the fact that part of his duty as the WS was to provide sexual pleasure and has been conditioned to only get hard/get off when it's degrading, painful and non-consensual - he's just so sure that at best, his partner would be sad, at worst he'd see him as the soiled piece of trash he believes himself to be, and neither of these options seems desirable, so he says nothing.

Instead, Bucky happily pretends to be into whatever he thinks his partner will like best while secretely fantasizing about being forced and hurt and being subjected to demeaning dirty talk.

Re: trying desperately to hide trash party past/not being able to have sex without imagining it's ra

(Anonymous) 2014-12-11 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
YES PLEASE

Rumlow gives the asset a lovely present

(Anonymous) 2014-12-11 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
Bosnia, 1993. Hydra is staging atrocities to be blamed on the other side when someone suggests the asset might like a turn.

A younger Rumlow (or OC, I guess) talking the Winter Soldier through raping a prisoner. Wweet, kind Rumlow sharing something so nice with the asset. It must be his birthday! He didn’t know he had a birthday, but there you go.

Steve deals with Bucky's abuse

(Anonymous) 2014-12-11 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
I really a fic from Steve's POV as he comes to term with just how awful Bucky's been treated. Bonus points if he learns it from a third party (the file/Rumlow/etc) while Bucky denies he was treated badly to protect Steve.

Inappropriate Bucky

(Anonymous) 2014-12-11 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
Prompt: Bucky keeps making very off-color rape jokes during sex with Steve, along the lines of "C'mon, Steve, those Hydra assholes used to fuck me harder", etc.
Bonus points for sassy, super competent Bucky. No murder dolls please, at least not in the present tense.

Re: Inappropriate Bucky

(Anonymous) 2014-12-11 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
This is great. I would love to be a fly on the wall for this shit.

I imagine Steve dismounting faster than if Bucky was on fire. I mean talk about "what combination of words during sex will make Steve Rogers' dick go soft and have him crying on the bathroom floor the fastest."

This has to be some horrible Hydra survivor in-joke between Natasha and Bucky to troll everyone else with their fucked-up past.

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WS + straightjackets

(Anonymous) 2014-12-11 07:31 am (UTC)(link)
I've been thinking about the costume meta that compares the Soldier's uniform to a straightjacket. So, lovely trash nonnies, any thoughts about how Hydra might have used an actual straightjacket (in fashionable black leather if you like) to help control the Soldier?

I would love any type of story that takes this on.

Re: WS + straightjackets

(Anonymous) 2014-12-11 01:00 pm (UTC)(link)
!! I'm pretty sure that was my meta, and I'm thrilled that you enjoyed it enough to make trash from it!

nonconsensual body modification

(Anonymous) 2014-12-11 07:53 am (UTC)(link)
"Hey Rumlow, d'you think Steve's dick would grow back if we chopped it off?"

"Well, I mean, his asshole fixed itself just fine after we tore him a new one."

"Would Pierce kill us?"

"Nah. Not like he's got a use for the captain now anyway, besides being an invincible self healing blow up doll."

Re: nonconsensual body modification

(Anonymous) 2014-12-14 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
*grabby hands and hissing* I had no idea that I needed this until now

Trash Party Girls Night edition - femdom, feminization

(Anonymous) 2014-12-11 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
The female members of Hydra get a freshly wipe Bucky for their entertainment. They all enjoy the feared and powerful killermachine confussed and helpless in their hands.
They start of with sleepover stuff like dress him up (cute panties), paining his nails and braiding his hair. They tell him that he is a pretty girl. (Maybe he believes them?) Sucking strawberry flavored liploss off his mouth is much fun!
After a few drinks they bring out the sexy toys and take turns fucking him with a strap-on. One of the science girls has a very interessting programm for Buckys arm, that can make his hand do very nice things to a woman.

Re: Trash Party Girls Night edition - femdom, feminization

(Anonymous) 2014-12-14 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
Oh god oh god please someone fill this, it's nearly Christmas!

The combination of the whole soft/fluffy/gentle (cute panties! Doing nails and hair! Oh Soldier you're so pretty! Lipgloss!) thing and the brutality/rape/usage thing really turns my crank.

(...once more, this time on anon).

Proudly fisting the fist of HYDRA

(Anonymous) 2014-12-11 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Can it be that we haven't had this prompt yet? Really??

Re: Proudly fisting the fist of HYDRA

(Anonymous) 2014-12-12 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
I have prompted Bucky-getting-fisted on this meme more times that I care to count. I'm seconding this with the power of a thousand suns, and gdi, if someone doesn't write this then I will have to write the thing and It Will Not Be Pretty.

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Tumblr Tagging

(Anonymous) 2014-12-12 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
Hey guys, just a friendly reminder to tag your stuff if you're putting HTP stuff on Tumblr; this stuff can be triggering for a lot of people. I saw a post earlier saying they had the party blacklisted but still saw a post because it wasn't tagged at all.

Now, back to your regularly scheduled rummaging.

Re: Tumblr Tagging

(Anonymous) 2014-12-12 06:49 am (UTC)(link)
I feel like people on tumblr think we have some sort of authority over everyone who likes dubcon and noncon when really there's plenty of people in the fandom that don't identify as HTP and wouldn't use that tag for their stuff. But because we're the most open about being here for that and talk about it amongst ourselves, it's now our fault if there is any insufficiently tagged triggering material in the fandom.

Of course, I can't prove this one way or another since if it wasn't tagged HTP then by definition I'll never find it in the tag. And the stuff that IS in the tag by definition can't be what they're complaining about. It will forever be a mystery~

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Mortification of the Flesh

(Anonymous) 2014-12-12 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
I would love to see some mortification-heavy trash.

Rumlow seems interested in the use of pain for higher purposes, and it's easy to imagine that this could be Hydra-wide theme. There is certainly a pleasurable release in tangible physical punishment and I think the Soldier might come to love and even crave a good whipping when he feels he has transgressed.

It could be a special, intimate moment between Rumlow and the Soldier where he gets exactly what he asks for, what he feels he deserves, and Rumlow dutifully performs it, not with the intent to humiliate but to satisfy. I would love to see the asset waiting patiently and trying to contain the pleasure he feels during this, and Rumlow might feel a combination of privilege and discomfort.

Or with Steve, he still craves this abuse, maybe even performs self-flagellation, but with only minimal fulfillment, fantasizes about Steve doing it for him, but knows that this is something Steve would never accept.

Please?

Re: Mortification of the Flesh

(Anonymous) 2014-12-12 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
Holy shit. Usually I like the post-WS part more but in this case both parts sound so amazing. The Soldier has probably been broken down to the point where he can't cope with having disobeyed or broken rules and craves physical punishment to process what happened.

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WS ordered to rape Sam

(Anonymous) 2014-12-12 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
I’ve seen scenarios with Bucky, as Winter Solider, ordered to rape a captured Steve. Would like something with a captured Sam. Something awakens in Bucky’s mind. Maybe he has some recollection of who he used to be (Sam mentioning Steve’s name triggers a memory?), or he’s so taken by Sam’s handsomeness he cannot bring himself to hurt him. He makes the contact as painless, and as pleasurable, for Sam. But one of the HYDRA agents catch on and Bucky’s punished severely for it, perhaps right in front of Sam.

Bucky is the one who gets off on nasty dirty talk

(Anonymous) 2014-12-12 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
Basically, the reverse of stoat's "Hostile Work Environment", where Bucky is the one getting off on Steve telling him about horrible things.

Re: Bucky is the one who gets off on nasty dirty talk

(Anonymous) 2014-12-12 11:09 am (UTC)(link)
I read that and loved it to bits! What do you mean though - Bucky having (surreal) kinky fantasies and Steve playing into that by dirty talking and making things up, or do you want Steve telling Bucky about something that happened to him , making Bucky believe it's just dirty talk even though it's real, or something else entirely...?

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The Winter Soldier was taught to do everything with a gun, so now that he's recovering, he does. Brush hair? Use a gun. Eat oatmeal? Use a gun. Jacking off? Has to rub with a gun or can't come. Everything. Guns. Always. All the guns.

+100 if Steve tries to fix him (healing cock?) and all that happens is that it expands to guns-and-knives.

+1000 if he names the guns (and the knives) after the STRIKE guys and his favorite is Pierce.

(Anonymous) 2014-12-12 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
What, um, I just made a tumblr post where I used this as a joke example of a hydra trash party prompt and are we friends??? or is this just great minds thinking alike

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Bucky/Steve - Roleplaying non-con

(Anonymous) 2014-12-12 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
The Winter Soldier was never allowed to orgasm (and was punished if he did when his handlers used him for sex/he was caught masturbating) except when he was ordered to brutally rape HYDRA prisoners in lieu of conventional torture. As a result, post-CA:TWS, Bucky can only get off in violent non-con scenarios with him as the rapist - which, obviously, he finds horrifying, choosing self-imposed celibacy over the risk of hurting a lover.

Steve finds out and offers to help. Cue hardcore BDSM with Steve pretending to be the Winter Soldier's victim, crying for help and begging him to stop (the more wretched the better - but always consensually, with a safeword). Steve doesn't get off on it, but he wants to help Bucky (and while vanilla sex does nothing for Bucky, maybe he finds it emotionally soothing to be gentle with Steve before/after their roleplaying?).

+1: Someone walks in on them and thinks it's real.

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oh wow, want want want

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Rumlow waiting for the WS

(Anonymous) 2014-12-12 02:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Post-TWS fic where RUmlow's 'retired', shortly after his hospital stay, in a flat somewhere and is obsessed about finding where the WS is.

The WS hasn't been outed anywhere yet, but there are inside news about Hydra people dropping off the radar around the world, so basically the WS could be everywhere in a happy killing spree and waiting to off Rumlow himself. Maybe he's leaving him as his last victim, for all Rumlow knows.

I just NEED the WS to be represented as a merciless avenging angel on this one through the POV of someone who has seen him perform in battle, but the WS is not necessarily out to kill Rumlow too. Ending is totally up to you.

Designing and Testing Corporal Punishment

(Anonymous) 2014-12-12 06:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Before the Soldier needs to be disciplined, if he ever does, a format must be in place. The agents who are charged with it will have to structure a protocol that is safe and effective.

Different binding methods will have to be tried out, to see what can hold him. What equipment will be used, to fit his body? Because of his strength, how can he be positioned to make it difficult for him to break away?

This is a job, like a math problem, for the agents working on it. Tying him down in awkward positions, dealing with his confused and frightened expressions is just part of it. He's never punished or hit, doesn't need to be, just moved around, stripped and situated, tied down, asked to escape, succeeds, lots of frowning, and then it starts all over again.

The anticipation, the vulnerability, the objectification, the shadow of pain that never happens - yeah, that.

Re: Designing and Testing Corporal Punishment

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HHHHGGGNNNN yessssss

*excited trash hissing

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Bucky + misc early hydra trash

(Anonymous) 2014-12-12 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I love stories about the early days of Bucky in Hydra's possession.

three trashy scenarios for your consideration:

Bucky snarls and bites and spits at anyone who gets close enough. HIs captors force the muzzle on him as a way to curb the behavior.

(inspired by a few tumblr posts combined in the dumpster of my mind) Bucky self harms by tearing, picking, and scratching at the join between his flesh arm and his metal arm. His captors try to keep him from doing this, but he always goes back to it. His arm is a mess. His captors force humiliating mitts over Bucky's hands. Bonus if he gets told off for damaging HYDRA property.

As punishment for non-compliance, Bucky is whipped in public. Bonus for leaving him there, or any trashy public use after the whipping.

Any or all of these - or even something trashy on the general theme- would make my garbage heart soar. With all of these, I will give extra trash gifts for crying.

Re: Bucky + misc early hydra trash

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yyyeeessssss esp the self-harm & crying

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