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Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

Unholy hell-miracle achieved! Welcome to Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves 2: Electric Boogaloo. AKA the seamy sexual-violence-and-violent-sex underbelly of Captain America fandom, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

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Round 2 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 3.

Double Meaning of Asylum, or How Do You Know It's Abuse When It's the Best You've Had?

(Anonymous) 2015-08-21 01:09 pm (UTC)(link)
As much as our heroes care about Bucky, none of them are mental health care professionals. They tell Bucky that he'll be staying in an asylum for a little while (couple months tops) while a place at the Avenger's tower or wherever is prepared for him and some good medical staff are found. They find a place that seems fine from the tour, and it's close enough to visit frequently.
Bucky agrees. Sure, he's subjected to humiliating searches and verbal abuse, the showers often involve being hosed down like a dog, and sexual assault happens very occasionally. All of this is way better than Hydra. He doesn't even bother to tell Steve about it.
A lot of the other patients talk to each other about how horrific (and illegal) this place's treatment is. Bucky's just like, "What the hell are you talking about? This place is great!"

-I'd really like it if the place is shut down.
-All the apple cores I've been hoarding since spring if Natasha get's suspicious and goes in undercover, then she and Bucky help the other patients make that place a crater (literally, or metaphorically).

Re: Double Meaning of Asylum, or How Do You Know It's Abuse When It's the Best You've Had?

(Anonymous) 2015-08-21 01:52 pm (UTC)(link)
This is actually pretty good. I've seen a psych hospital prompt like this before. (I'm not sure if they call them asylums anymore?) But the prompt I've seen before is where it's secretly Hydra. Obviously places don't have to be secretly run by Hydra to have abusive health personnel.
Lol everyone being horrified at the end like "Bucky I'm so sorry!" and Bucky just being like "What it was like summer camp!"

Serial killer trash

(Anonymous) 2015-08-21 02:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Well we've had battle boner prompts before where WS loves his missions and gets turned on during combat. I was thinking it might be fun to have post CATWS Bucky avoiding Steve because he realizes that Steve doesn't like to kill people and that Bucky enjoying this would be a problem. I'd prefer Bucky to only go after Hydra or other 'bad guys' but you can make it all morally ambiguous up the wazoo and have victims that 'aren't that bad' in relative terms of being Hydra agents.
I'd also love to see a defector from Hydra joining him. Maybe one of the agents who used to be on the STRIKE team like Rumlow or Rollins. And of course, they have post combat sex all sweaty and covered in blood.

(Anonymous) 2015-08-21 03:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I need to write sonnets to your abilities as a writer. I didn't know how much i needed this in my life until i read it GET ON TRASHCHAT SO I CAN FLAIL TO YOUR FACE -sevvie

sex pollen up to 11

(Anonymous) 2015-08-21 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Hydra doses Steve with sex pollen. Steve's his typical stoic self about it, reasonably level-headed for all that he feels like he's crawling out of his skin and he wants to fuck everything that moves, but he's handling it. He figures that'll have to do until it wears off. But then it doesn't. Turns out it's less like typical sex pollen and more like a retrovirus, and it's not going away anytime soon (if at all). So he has to just learn to function like this, and he severely underestimates how difficult that's going to be.

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+ ngl, more Hydra gangbangs Steve fics are always, always welcome, plus the fallout of that while trying to work around his condition, OR they get the jump on him after a few weeks of slow torment by the infection
+ Bucky's obviously got his own shit to deal with and after his own trash past, he's not handling this particularly well
+ eternal consent issues with Steve's partner(s) trying to figure out if they can still even have a sexual relationship at all, or maybe going ahead and just feeling really uncomfortable and having to stop

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(Anonymous) 2015-08-23 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
*maniacal laughter* I approve

Bucky needs to be fucked open all the time

(Anonymous) 2015-08-22 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
Okay, so hear me out here.

Hydra started raping Bucky from the start, when the were still infusing him with the serum. They tore up his ass pretty badly by repeated forced penetration, but once enhanced with the serum, Bucky's body started treating his damaged ass as a wound, perpetually trying to heal it.

The result is basically that he needs to be penetrated on daily basis (at least) to keep his ass from closing up. Letting that happen would be rather unpleasant, like he'd have to be surgically opened up again.

My heart craves aftermath trash where Bucky has to live with the fact that something needs to be put up his ass all the time whether hi likes it or not. He can do it himself, with a dildo, or he can ask someone to fuck him, but it needs to be done.

+ if he actually lets it go as far as to let it close up and need surgery one time

++ if you pair him with Steve, who participates in this fucking regimen, feels terribly guilty about it but still enjoys it.

+++ if he then allows Bucky to fuck him back "for equality"

++++ if being penetrated is and remains traumatic and unpleasant for Bucky, but he decides t alternative is worse, and finds (possibly dysfunctional) ways to deal with it.

+++++ if someone not-so-nice finds out and mocks him for it.

++++++ if there are traumatic flashbacks to abuse because of the penetrations.

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Bucky doesn't remember feelings

(Anonymous) 2015-08-23 12:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Hydra didn't treat Bucky like a living being, so Bucky's forgotten a lot of things about being alive, and that includes knowing what feelings feel like. Sure he knows what emotions are, that they exist, that people feel them and that he probably feels them, but he has no clue how to tell if he actually is, or what he's feeling. He doesn't remember what happy feels like, so he can't identify when he's happy, if he's happy. He doesn't know when he's sad or scared or lonely. And since he doesn't know, no one else can tell.

He doesn't remember what love, or being loved, feels like.

He doesn't even remember what 'safe' is.

(I'm not sure if this is trashy enough for this meme, but I just want Bucky to have been dehumanized - hell, to have been treated like an object - to a point where he's lost the absolute basics of being a living being. Even animals know when they're scared or happy or sad, even if they don't know why. They can tell when they're safe. Bucky's lost even that. I want him and everyone around him dealing with this. Steve/Bucky is always preferable, and if you can write him relearning feelings, I will give you so many mouldy cookies!)

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So to clarify, he doesn't know how to identify his feelings and he doesn't really exhibit emotions? Like he feels things but he doesn't display those emotions in terms of like facial expressions?
I think it's an interesting prompt. There are similar prompts, like one where Bucky doesn't show when things upset him.

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Steve vs. German Official

(Anonymous) 2015-08-23 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Sometime during the Howlies campaign through Europe, Bucky gets captured again (he's getting pretty damn tired of this routine by now), but the unit who captured him is delighted to have "Captain America's Right Hand" at their mercy. On top of that, their commanding officer is an egotistical sadist, who wants to show his men that he's just as good as Captain America. So, he makes Bucky his own personal plaything, because "look how I've destroyed Captain America's best friend"

Of course, when Steve shows up for the rescue, he is not happy.

(I just have this image of Steve, all bloody from fighting his way through ranks of soldiers, glaring down this German guy. The German guy is all relaxed in his chair, and he's got Bucky kneeling at his feet while he pets Bucky's hair and strokes his face and everything. Steve can't do anything cause the German guy has a gun to Bucky's head)

+ the German unit has Bucky for a decent amount of time (at least a week) before the Howlies catch up

++ use of demeaning pet names

+++ Extremely humiliated yet defiant Bucky, who can't believe that he's being tortured all over again.

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This is exactly what I need, omg. MORE PRISONER!BUCKY ALWAYS. Especially when we can see the aftermath with Steve burning everything to the ground because they hurt Bucky. This sort of thing happened a lot in the comics, actually. In conclusion: COSIGNED. YES PLEASE.

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Bucky thinks his rape was consensual

(Anonymous) 2015-08-23 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Back before HYDRA, Bucky had a lot of really kinky rape/domination/humiliation fantasies. Maybe he and Steve used to have pretty kinky BDSM sex, maybe he just liked being dominated by his dates when they were up for it (though I will offer all the moldy take-out containers and hearts made of overcooked spaghetti I can find in my corner of the dumpster if Peggy also dominated him alongside Steve a few times during the war, given that Peggy/Steve/Bucky is my OT3). However it happened, Bucky had already had a lot of sex full of consensual humiliation and rape/domination-play by the time he got captured again by HYDRA.

When he starts regaining his memories, he remembers how he used to ask people to make him do the sorts of things HYDRA would make him do, and how he almost always got off when HYDRA raped him. Therefore, he comes to the conclusion that he must have asked HYDRA to use him like that, too. Then give me all the shame and self-hate as he tries to navigate recovering with the Avengers while thinking that A) the sexual abuse he suffered was not abuse at all, and B) if Steve ever finds out that he used to be HYDRAs willing pet in bed as well as in the field, he'll never forgive him.

+++Bonus: Bucky wants to start sleeping with people again (my preference is he wants to sleep with Steve, but I'm up for others or just vague desire to have sex in general), but he's terrified of what people would think of him, because he can't imagine admitting to [whoever] that he remembers what he used to like because he remembers doing those things with his HYDRA handlers and how much pleasure he got from it. So, he starts sneaking out and having dangerous, unhealthy sex with strangers instead. Which, of course, just furthers the shame and self-hate.

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(Anonymous) 2015-08-23 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Ooooh. I'm also intrigued by "what he used to like." In your imagination, does Bucky no longer like domination/consent play because of the negative associations, or does he still want it but not understand his own desires?

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Steve/Bucky, noncon blowjob

(Anonymous) 2015-08-23 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve rescues Bucky from Hydra, and tries to help him recover from all the awful shit he's been through. Bucky sorta knows academically he used to be friends with Steve, and he definitely feels a lot of affection for the guy, but he doesn't remember most of his life.

For whatever trash reasons, Bucky thinks he has to do something to pay Steve back for his kindness. Steve tells him he doesn't, but Bucky (maybe remembering flickers of a past relationship they had to keep hidden) doesn't believe him.

So the obvious thing to do is slip into Steve's room in the middle of the night and start giving him a blowjob while he's asleep. Steve would wake up with it still in process. Up to you if Bucky manages to finish the job and assumes Steve liked it as a result.

Bucky thinks he's done exactly what he's supposed to and feels proud of himself, while Steve mostly feels like he wants to puke up everything he's ever eaten. Delicious awful aftermath is what I'm really looking for here.

Bonus points if Bucky wants to cuddle after.

(frozen comment) Devious Bucky Steve/Bucky, Sam/Bucky

(Anonymous) 2015-08-24 12:16 pm (UTC)(link)
What if Bucky was never really broken or brainwashed? What if he actually woked for Hydra willingly? Then when Hydra was exposed Bucky only pretended to have lost his memories because he realised he was losing the fight, and there was no Hydra to help protect him anymore.

I want a story where Sam agrees to council Bucky, and when they're alone for the first time Bucky tortures, rapes him and confesses that he was working for Hydra willingly all that time. Then Sam tries to tell Steve, but Steve either doesn't want to believe him or makes a bunch of excuses.

Bonus:

+ Bucky comes back to Sam several times afterwards taunting him

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the inherent danger of prostitution is possible rape

(Anonymous) 2015-08-24 02:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Say in the 1930s, Bucky prostituted himself to supplement his income and keep himself and Steve fed and clothed and warm and alive, and every now and then he got raped. Sometimes someone wanted way more than he was willing to give at the time or for that amount of money, sometimes someone didn't want to pay at all and wouldn't hear the no, etc. It happened. Multiple times. It's not like he could go to the police, so Bucky rolled with it best as he could. Kept food on the table and the heat on, so he didn't stop, and Steve couldn't know, of course. He'd kill himself making sure Bucky never had to again.

Bucky deals with it alone.

Post-TWS, along with recovering from brainwashing, torture, imprisonment, and identity loss, Bucky's also very clearly recovering from rape. It's pretty obvious he's a sexual abuse survivor to anyone who's looking, and they all know Hydra abused him sexually as well. It's in his files.

Only Bucky doesn't remember being abused by Hydra, because of the wipes. What he does remember, is what happened to him in the 30s.

Steve can never, ever know.

So they play this game until the truth comes out.

(I don't care how it happens, I just want angst and trash and pre-war Bucky struggling to deal with what happened to him alone, then post-TWS Bucky still trying to deal with it alone. Steve/Bucky preferable, but I'd love if Bucky had other friends in this too, or if someone unlikely found out first.)

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(Anonymous) 2015-08-24 06:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I loooove this prompt. If I have time I might see if I can work something out. Question, for if I do: how flexible are you on what Bucky does/doesn't remember from Hydra, and what Steve & co do/don't know from the files?

Bucky's metal arm leeches energy from his body to power itself - Gen or SteveBucky, no death please

(Anonymous) 2015-08-24 02:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Human bodies weren't built to power machines.

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I'm having a little trouble figuring out the trash element to this?

The Drawbacks of Superspeed

(Anonymous) 2015-08-26 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
So I saw a few pages back that Maximoff trash was okay, so...

The Hydra guards at the facility the Maximoffs are held in don't even think about messing with Wanda. Her powers are too expansive, unknown, and frankly terrifying, the last time one of them even tried it didn't end well.

But Pietro's fair game. As long as he's locked up or properly restrained, he can't retaliate with his powers. And those powers have some fun side effects to mess around with;

- Tying him up and seeing just how desperate he gets to break free and move.
- His brain moves faster, so time becomes relative for him; a five minute fuck for one of the guards feels like an hour for Pietro.
- Superspeed vibrations and muscle movements.

And to top it all of, he's got a short enough temper to wind up 'deserving' these punishments and a weak link in Wanda, always ready to submit to spare her pain.

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[i]And to top it all of, he's got a short enough temper to wind up 'deserving' these punishments and a weak link in Wanda, always ready to submit to spare her pain.[/i]

Yesss self-sacrificing characters always get me good.

Bucky needs to be clean for Steve

(Anonymous) 2015-08-26 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
Guilty Bucky who is still more asset than Bucky, early on in his recovery. He feels dirty because Hydra fucked him and he enjoyed it sometimes. He remembers that he and Steve used to be something but he can't be with Steve because he's too filthy now.
He desperately wants Steve to slap him around and then whip him until he's bleeding all over. And then he'll be clean and good for Steve to fuck.

Bonus points for Steve actually doing this 'because Bucky says he needs it' and lots of tender aftercare. Steve taking care of Bucky until he heals and then giving him all the hot sex he wants.

My trash kingdom if Bucky is a wriggling, desperate mess during the sex, just needing Steve inside him YESTERDAY, but Steve is taking his time being tender and making love to Bucky.

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False flag operation

(Anonymous) 2015-08-27 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
For seventy years, Hydra has been secretly feeding crisis, reaping war--not to intimidate their enemies, but to make potential allies turn to SHIELDRA as the only option for peace.

And when history didn't cooperate--say, by not staying safely dead and frozen in the Arctic ice...

Or: Steve joins SHIELD after the battle of New York, and Hydra decides to kill two birds with one stone. They pick an unstable region that's getting a little too close to a ceasefire, come up with an excuse for Steve to lead a SHIELD mission there, and pay off some mercenaries to capture the mission commander and make it look like one of the warring factions is making a humiliating public example of him. Once the identity of the poor guy getting raped and tortured to death in the propaganda videos gets out, the region will explode and Captain America's posthumous reputation will be forever tarnished.

Except Steve can take a lot more punishment than anyone expected, and eventually he gets loose and wipes the floor with these losers, even with two limbs out of commission and a dozen loads still leaking out his ass. But it would've been a great plan if history had been a tiny bit less stubbornly uncooperative.

Re: False flag operation

(Anonymous) 2015-08-27 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
OP

Muck around with the details of the cunning plot as much as you want to, by the way. I just want a fic where Hydra arranges for Steve Rogers to be raped and tortured and humiliated... but in a sneaky image-conscious SHIELD!Hydra fashion where they can pin it on their enemies, publicly deplore this outrageous defilement of an American legend, and make the whole thing advance their political ends.

Bonuses--grab 'em and run with 'em, or take as much or as little as you want:

#1: Steve grabs the hard drive with the video footage on his way out, and it also happens to contain intel that could expose who ordered the hit if anyone looks too close. So Hydra's win/win turns into a lose/lose/lose where all parties have a vested interest in making sure that data stays buried. (Good thing there's no chance those classified SHIELD files will ever make it onto the internet, right?)

Bonus 2: Steve's a wreck, but he gives a remarkably sensible account of the ordeal during debrief, which makes Hydra worry that he could be talked into swallowing his shame and going along with an investigation. So they take systematic steps to isolate him. SHIELD sets him up with a therapist, Steve cautiously starts outlining his experiences, and the shrink gives him such a load of condescending crap in response that he storms out after one session. He tries to get hold of Natasha or Clint, not to dump on them, just to be honest about what happened without having to worry about fending off bullshit, but they keep getting called away on long-term undercover ops. Even Victoria Hand, who at least stayed clinical and levelheaded about putting him through a grueling debrief session, is at loggerheads with the STRIKE team Steve's suddenly been assigned to train with. So he keeps the whole incident a secret and copes by stoically throwing himself into his work--but only after he's tried to find people he could be candid with and come up empty-handed.

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recapture; suicide pact

(Anonymous) 2015-08-27 08:22 am (UTC)(link)
Steve and Bucky are recaptured by Hydra. They're thrown into a cell together to await the mischief Hydra'll enact upon their persons. In that cell, Bucky -- who knows how useless hope is, who can't go through this again, who wishes he'd simply died when he fell -- begs Steve to kill him (or commit suicide with him, if you prefer).

But Steve hasn't learned the same lesson about how it's better to die before they can hurt you, and he can't make himself do it.

As a consequence, he has to watch them rape, torture, wipe, and recondition Bucky -- knowing as soon as they're done with Bucky, they'll start on Steve himself.

Author's choice whether they break Steve too, or whether he and/or Bucky are rescued before they can start. In either case, +++ for fallout where Bucky is hugely retraumatized, suicidal, hopeless, feels uncontrollable bitterness toward Steve, etc., and Steve blames himself.

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OP here: another variant that would work is Bucky is trapped somewhere Steve can't reach him, but Hydra can and will, and because Steve won't shoot him Hydra carries him off. Steve thought that he could chase them down straightaway, but... it doesn't work out like that. Instead it takes weeks/months before he finds Bucky again. In this scenario, he's not there watching them hurt Bucky; he just sees the evidence of what happened on Bucky's body and mind when he's finally retrieved. This might be fun too!

rapists are everywhere!

(Anonymous) 2015-08-27 08:46 am (UTC)(link)
So Steve knows that Bucky was raped in captivity, but only in general terms. Bucky doesn't like to talk about it. Steve doesn't pry.

On one mission they capture someone from Hydra, and when Bucky can't hide his bad reaction to seeing him, he has to admit it: that guy raped him. So, what, that's a pretty bad day. Probably Steve tries not to punch the rapist's face in, Bucky takes himself to a different room, they have to talk about it a little. But that's just a single fucked up mission.

Except then a little later they capture another Hydra agent, and it turns out he'd also raped Bucky.

And it happens again. And again. Not nearly everyone from Hydra they're rounding up, but... way, way too many of them. In this way, Steve learns what Bucky hadn't wanted him to know: just how much, how often, and by how many people he was raped. The emotional impact of that hellish information = just what I'd like out of this prompt.

+ when they see Bucky, the captured rapists run the gamut from apologetic terror, to taunting him, to acting like it doesn't matter because Bucky doesn't really count

+ Bucky stops admitting when they capture a new rapist, because he can't stand seeing Steve getting more and more worked up. Of course, then he can't display discomfort or take any steps to protect himself when he's in their presence

+ eventually Steve totally loses it and does smash someone's face in

+ at some point they capture someone who apologizes for raping Bucky, only Bucky doesn't even remember this guy, at all. Maybe it had been part of a gang rape, so Bucky didn't see his face, or was too out of it by then, or...
++ if this rapist awkwardly tries to jog Bucky's memory ("you know, they were... um, with the stun batons... it was in 2005?"). and it just gets more and more horrifying, because nothing he says narrows it down enough

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WS/Hydra in a club, forced intoxication

(Anonymous) 2015-08-27 11:11 am (UTC)(link)
I want to see Bucky meet up with Hydra agents in a nightclub, maybe for a rendezvous after a mission, but either way they're already buzzed and rowdy and decide to have fun with him, i.e. feeding him shots, doing body shots off him, fucking his mouth with the bottle etc etc. It can be Rumlow or Rollins if you want, even Ward, anyone in Hydra really but I'd prefer two or more people involved!

I'd like it if Bucky's compliant and not violent but NOT overtly docile or happy about it--maybe he's at the end of a mission where he had a strong cover, or he's at the end of a cryo cycle or something--but then gradually progressing into VERY DRUNK BUCKY.

+ Somebody straddling him in a corner booth and feeding him shots.

++ Forced drugging as well, maybe cocaine or ecstasy or something that would really fuck with his responses.

+++ It's a VIP section with a curtain that can be drawn so they can fuck him.

++++ Alcohol poured on him and/or alcohol poured on him that they try to light on fire I'M NOT SORRY

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NGH this is so hot. I love the image of some Hydra agent fucking his mouth with the bottle

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Establishing dominance

(Anonymous) 2015-08-27 02:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Hydra experiments with how to condition the WS to be obedient to his handler, but in the end one method shows most successful: being fucked by said handler.

Theoretically, it needn't be be rape, but in practice it always is.

Bucky gets fucked by every new handler to "establish dominance". Once that has happened, Bucky will not be able to physically harm that person, will actually even protect them with his life if needed, and will obey their orders. In the case two handlers would go up against each other, he would do nothing and wait to see who ends up on top, so to speak.

Sometimes the handlers would also "re-establish" dominance post-cryo, or simply because they enjoyed it.

Fast forward to Bucky being free, he still has a lot of old WS programming and triggers, and is potentially dangerous to others. The Avengers try to dismantle triggers and programming, but with limited success. Steve refuses to accept this, but after an incident of the writer's choosing, he's forced to admit Bucky is still dangerous.

Following this, Bucky begs Steve to fuck him, in order to make him obedient to only him.

Steve refuses at first, of course, but after things escalate even more he gives in.

Cue terrible guilt during the actual sex, when he's literally fucking Bucky into submission. If one or both of them cry, that would be great.

After the sex, things seem to go well, somewhat...until Steve starts noticing Bucky isn't just obeying him in terms of missions or combat stuff, but also more basic stuff like what to eat or wear.

Cue Steve being completely horrified and trying to undo it.

Up to author to choose if/how to fix this.

Bonus points if Bucky KNEW exactly what the results would be but asked to be fucked anyway to make himself non-dangerous.

Extra Bonus points if at some point Steve and Rumlow get into a physical fight, Bucky can't intervene, and Steve understands this means Rumlow raped him.

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"Your Bucky" ensuing trash

(Anonymous) 2015-08-28 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Inspired by this post: http://kehinki.tumblr.com/post/126792750396/but-its-rumlow-saying-your-bucky-rumlow-so

Bucky comes back, and he's mostly better. He has gaps in his memory, sure, but he's putting them together. The only problem is that he seems to think that he and Steve were an item back in the day – and the stuff he talks about is, frankly, kind of sleazy. It's making Steve uncomfortable. (He wouldn't mind getting together... but not like that!)

Basically, the Asset had to listen to Rumlow's insinuations/insults/elaborate no-homo-but-I-know-you-guys-were fantasies for long enough that it actually seeped into his subconscious and he started believing it.

+1 if Steve and Bucky weren't together but did (and still do) have hella UST
+1 we inadvertently learn way too much about Brock Rumlow's id. ("I bet Cap sucked cock like a champ and gave it up real easy, but that wasn't enough for you, was it? So you'd turn around and beg, beg for it –")
+1 Rumlow never touched or raped Bucky, but he did make him listen to him talking while he jerked off

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yes yes yes

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(Anonymous) 2015-08-29 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Anything where the Winter Soldier is used as a cockwarmer by HYDRA. He just sits between someone's knees with their dick in his mouth for hours on end.

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Ooh, this one has especially nice potential for aftermath trash too! Steve wakes up in the morning to find that Bucky has been cockwarming him for hours while he slept, because HYDRA didn't let him stop just because the handler fell asleep. That would be silly! Why keep an asset around if it can't be on call to suck your dick 24/7?

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Steve is so done with this shit

(Anonymous) 2015-08-30 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
So, your usual Hydra-on-Steve massive gangbang or public-use scenario (chained up or locked into some kind of pillory and left out for anyone to abuse). At first Steve is in overwhelming distress--rage, shame, revulsion, internalized homophobia/masculinity issues, physical and emotional agony. But after a while he just kind of... snaps and hits a zen plateau of No Fucks Given. And that's when the sarcastic running commentary starts. Give me your best unimpressed, disgusted, done-with-this-bullshit Steve Rogers, making snide remarks about his captors' performance, mentally doing up his grocery list, asking himself why all these jerks are so obsessed with rape and whether it has anything to do with Tony and Rhodey's continuing devotion to arguing about Game of Thrones. The more odd mundane details the better--I'm imagining some Hydra office grunt forgetting his keycard and his Starbucks cup after he's done his fly back up, having to come back for them and bitching about how strict the security desk is like he expects Steve to commiserate, and Steve just being like "...seriously?"

Bonus: Aftermath where Steve copes eerily well, downplaying the whole experience and making morbid little jokes about it--until it turns out that, whoops, high-octane emotional numbing is actually pretty terrible, especially for friendships and relationships.

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"of course I fucked him, look at him"

(Anonymous) 2015-08-30 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Anything, please, with one of Bucky's rapists arguing, directly to Steve and Bucky's face, that it wasn't rape, maybe that Bucky couldn't be raped, certainly that he was too tempting to resist, which makes it his own fault. The more the rapist truly does not think of himself as having done anything wrong, the better. Perhaps he doesn't even understand at first what they're accusing him of, then when he gets it, he just laughs; that's how ridiculous it is to him that they'd even care what he did to this non-person. Dehumanization, blaming, shaming.

+ if this rapist doesn't address Bucky, preferring instead to talk to Steve. Not as some kind of malicious rejection, just casual dehumanization, in the same way that adults in conversation will talk over the head of a child or a dog.

Body Horror

(Anonymous) 2015-08-31 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
So, I'm not really sure how this idea fits into anything, but just hear me out.

So the serum speeds healing, right? But if you don't set a broken bone, it'll just heal itself crookedly if it's left on its own. So whenever Bucky (or Steve) gets a bone broken, they have to set it pretty quickly to avoid having their bones get all out of whack.

Now! The prompt: For any reason (punishment, humiliation factor, just for fun? I dunno), Hydra loves to torture Bucky with this. They'll break his legs and leave them at right angles so he can't walk, then let them heal like that. They'll break his arms and twist them up, then make him live with that for days before re-breaking his arms to get them back to normal.

If someone can figure out kinky, impossible sex out of all this (pet-play opportunities, maybe? Like breaking his legs to make him look like a dog with his knees bent backward), I have a shrine of melted candle wax and old fingernail clippings for them.

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You. Are a genius, my friend. Body horror and pet play? A match made in trash heaven!

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"So fucking tight"

(Anonymous) 2015-08-31 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
Steve gets together with the partner of your choice, they're ready to start having sex, Steve expresses curiosity about bottoming... and when they try it, he's so fucking tight it almost doesn't happen. But Steve's enjoying the prep, and his partner's surprisingly into how much of a blushing virgin he is, so they agree to give it a shot.

Only when Steve's actually got a dick up his ass does the bombshell drop: his partner starts talking dirty about how amazing it feels to deflower him, and Steve braces himself and admits he's not a virgin. The curiosity, the shame, the total inability to relax or loosen up--they're all due to a violent rape at the hands of '40s Hydra, which Steve kept secret and never really dealt with. He's been enjoying experiencing the act for real with someone he trusts, but it's still stressful, especially when he's worried what his partner will think when the truth comes out.

Comfort and reassurance and careful, tender sex are appreciated, of course, but an extra garbage crown if talking about it is weirdly, guiltily hot for both of them. The thrill, the trust and vulnerability, the reclaiming of something painful, the layer of distance provided by storytelling, the guts it takes to survive that and climb right back up on the horse that threw you--they both get off, hard, and aren't sure how to feel about it.

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Oh god what if it's Bucky...

But also, oh god, what if it's Sam. Because Sam guilt boners haven't really been explored and...
I'm so conflicted xD

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