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Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

Unholy hell-miracle achieved! Welcome to Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves 2: Electric Boogaloo. AKA the seamy sexual-violence-and-violent-sex underbelly of Captain America fandom, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

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Rule 63 (female Hydra member/s abusing Bucky)

(Anonymous) 2015-08-31 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Trash party story where instead of it being assorted Hydra dudes that raped Bucky when he was the Winter Soldier, it was female Hydra agents. They did things like sit on his face until he blacked out from not being able to breathe (and punish him if he tried to catch his breath). Or have him fuck them (maybe a whole group?) and punish him if he came. Maybe some face-slapping and hair-pulling in there, too. Bonus points if they victim-blame him for getting an erection.

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(Anonymous) 2015-08-31 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
OP with a related idea: Bucky/Nat, post-WS, having to navigate the trauma and disfunction caused by the above mistreatment. Preferably from Natasha's POV.

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Rape schedule, systematic rape

(Anonymous) 2015-08-31 05:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Most of the time, the WS is either in cryo or off on missions. So Hydra agents who want to enjoy his secondary functions don't often get chance to use him.

So, when he's in between mission and not in cryo, they basically set up a "rape schedule" of who gets to fuck him when and how long. Maybe people like Rumlow get first pick. Maybe they draw straws as to who gets to use him first, and who gets to have sloppy seconds, and thirds, and tenths...and you get the picture.

What I'm interested in, I guess, is the systematic and dehumanizing nature of it.

Like "Jones, you get him at 5pm. Hope he's still tight for you, he's got 24 cocks to go before you get a turn" or "Okay, guys, I'm going to try out if he really doesn't have a gag reflex, want to watch?"

It would also be cool if stories of previous such abuse get told and passed down - "Hey, you heard how in 1962 they literally filled a bucket with the cum that leaked from his ass?"

I like the idea of Bucky basically not getting any reprieve, and just being fucked for hours and hours on end until utter exhaustion, maybe being barely awake, sore and bleeding near the end, because everyone wants to have a go before he goes back to cryo or needs to rest before battle. I like the idea of Bucky silently hating them but complying because his choice is between being raped, or beating beaten half to death - then raped. I also like the idea of hydra agents just casually conversing while using him, and/or talking about him like he's an object.

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(Anonymous) 2015-08-31 06:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm imagining various agents bickering over how much time they've been assigned, too! Like it's insulting that they're limited to five minutes each ("I have stamina!"), but then also things happen like six guys in a row finish early and so some people miss their turn because they haven't shown up yet and no one's willing to wait.

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Natasha was Bucky's handler at some point

(Anonymous) 2015-08-31 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm thinking a young Natasha in Department X one day tasked with proving herself by being the asset's handler on a mission. The student becomes the master, blah blah.
Except then Bucky gets on his knees for her. Maybe they're on the mission and they have to wait in a hotel room or something for the target to arrive at the hotel, etc. And she just looks at him, completely puzzled and realizes he's offering to please her because that's what assets do for their handlers.
Up to the writer whether she takes him up on it.

Bonus points for aftermath post CATWS where he remembers her but not completely, just enough to know she was a handler at some point and he glues himself to her, follows her around, etc.

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(Anonymous) 2015-08-31 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Ooh I love Bucky-Natasha dynamics! Is there relationship here a father/daughter type? Because then imagine her confusion when Bucky tries to service her, and her feelings afterwards when she realizes that that's how her mentor was treated.

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Widow Trash

(Anonymous) 2015-08-31 10:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Inspired by the Rule 63 prompt above. Black Widow gets captured by HYDRA and is raped repeatedly over a period of months by its female agents. They stop short of violent penetration, but everything else is fair game. Stripping her naked, suckling and fondling her breasts, going down on her and make her orgasm against her will multiple times, and taunting her for getting wet.

How does she deal with it afterwards? Is it the first time it's happened to her? Maybe this was a thing her female trainers used to do with her to assert their dominance when she was back in the Red Room.

Re: Widow Trash

(Anonymous) 2015-09-01 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
I feel like the most trashy part of this would be that she's not even shocked by this and she realizes it's just manipulation, like them trying to make her feel ashamed. And she's not even ashamed because she's been through so much worse.
So they just have to keep doing increasingly horrible things to try and break her. But she has this amazing poker face so she's just continually unimpressed or at least pretends to be.

Bucky's worst fear, and also gangbangs

(Anonymous) 2015-09-01 08:05 am (UTC)(link)
I think we pretty much have a consensus about Bucky's worst long-term fear: "Steve doesn't need me" (at least, take it as a given for the premise of this prompt).

So, Steve got raped a lot. Back alley in Brooklyn, captured by HYDRA both during and after the war, his own STRIKE team... You get the idea. Point is, Steve eventually developed a taste for gangbangs. It takes at least a dozen rounds to satisfy him, and he's got to have cock and come inside him for every one. Regular sex simply isn't enough anymore; he needs whole groups, or elaborate fucking machines courtesy of your friendly neighborhood Tony Stark. This probably has all kinds of terrible emotional consequences for him; but I'm looking to hurt Bucky here.

Extensive torture at the hands of HYDRA has rendered Bucky completely impotent, and thus incapable of helping Steve (in the case of a group) and utterly irrelevant (when the machines are in play). He just has to watch a dozen strangers or an unfeeling robot fuck his lover for hours, helpless to do a single useful thing for Steve.

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(Anonymous) 2015-09-01 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)
But Bucky has a metal arm...
... and super strength ;)

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Hydra agents one upping each other

(Anonymous) 2015-09-01 06:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Like the movie The Prestige where at first it's competition and then it's this cycle of increasingly fucked up revenge.

You could do this with Rumlow and Rollins or some other Hydra agents. I've seen fics where they fluctuate from fucked up sex partners/"in love" to being at each other's throats. Kind of like To Build a Better World but just focused around their fucked up relationship.

+Bonus points if one outmaneuvers the other into crying uncle and submitting
+ Bonus points if neither submits to the other and they just drive each other to the point of going from fighting to sudden rough hate-sex.
+ Everyone else is like 'Wtf...'
+ Bucky is somehow drawn up in this shit. Either as the WS or post CATWS? It's all good.

Bucky/Schmidt

(Anonymous) 2015-09-01 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Totally rare type of fic but I love it when Bucky has a thing with Johann Schmidt.

If it's Bucky/Schmidt I'd love to see a Bucky who sleeps with Schmidt or tries to seduce him to get information out of him. Maybe Bucky is trying to find a way for the other prisoners to escape? He's playing a very dangerous game. Either way something causes him to be attracted to Schmidt. Maybe it's just the man himself? Maybe Bucky hasn't seen his ugly red face? or maybe Bucky has some kind of kink for Schmidt's deformity? I just want to see dubiously consensual Bucky/Schmidt where Bucky gets off hard and feels guilty about it.

Bonus points if he and Steve were together before he fucked Schmidt.
My trash castle of angst if Bucky remembers post CATWS that he willingly fucked Schmidt and feels horribly dirty.

And yes, I've read The Long Road to Ruin and various other Bucky/Schmidt fics on AO3

Early WS & Zola

(Anonymous) 2015-09-01 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm thinking post initial electrical brain-zapping Bucky who is out of it, kind of the empty vessel Zola wants for the foundation of his 'weapon.'

Sometimes during his early conditioning (which I always imagine to be pretty brutal) Zola or another handler shows some occasional kindness. Maybe he follows them around during the day between his training sessions and they teach him random words in German or Russian? Zola gives him a small gift when he's well behaved, like chocolate or candy, whatever. This progresses to occasional pets or even sitting on Zola's knee.

Not really looking for sexual trash. Something more along the lines of a creepy father/son dynamic. Zola calling Bucky 'my boy' and giving him little presents when he hails Hydra. Bucky doing these things and desperately wanting Zola's approval but not knowing why.

+++ Bucky starts to recover from the brain damage but has serious Stockholm syndrome. Where else can he go if he doesn't remember who he is? What is he without Hydra?

+ Increasingly skilled and deadly WS being all gentle with Zola and concerned for his health

WS puts his dick in things... on things... on people...

(Anonymous) 2015-09-01 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe it's spring or something. He's just horny lately and he starts to pull his dick out. Maybe he's been out of cryo too long and he's noticed he has a dick and like a little boy he has to play with it.
He starts rubbing his dick under a table during a STRIKE briefing. Nobody notices then the table is shaking.
He notices people don't like him doing it so it's a point of rebellion for him. He pulls it out and rubs it on someone.
Maybe he does it on purpose... to be a dick. badum tish!

Cue Hydra trying to find ways to get him to stop. They tell him he'll get hair on his palms or that touching his dick will ruin his aim, idk.

There's potential recovery trash where Steve lets him get away with it when it's just the two of them 'because he doesn't know any better' or because Steve 'doesn't want to make him feel ashamed of his body'

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(Anonymous) 2015-09-01 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh man, I love the image of the world's deadliest assassin running around some Hydra bunker in full fledged LOOK AT ME I HAVE A PEEEEEEEENISSSSSS three year old mode.

Does Pierce take advantage for his creepy ageplay scenes? Only time will tell!

Safewords aren't that safe

(Anonymous) 2015-09-02 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
A slight rehashing of the "Steve and Rumlow had a thing going on pre-catws" trope. But with an additional twist. Rumlow and Steve hit it off, and they get kinky. So it follows the usual Rumlow getting Steve to admit to his submissive side and be active in it. But here's the twist from how it usually goes. Rumlow is an actually good dom. He stresses the use of safewords and checks up on Steve throughout a scene. So while he's always pushing the boundaries past what he probably should a bit too often, Steve feels comfortable enough to safeword out of things that he really can't handle either physically or psychologically. And Rumlow always listens.

And then all hell breaks loose with Hydra, and Steve is captured. Rumlow then heads a gangbang, directing everyone on what to do to Steve. And it's mostly if not all things that Steve had safeworded out of before. Cue buckets of emotional trauma as Steve's earlier trust is entirely shattered by what's happening. Sure it seems like it should go without saying that secretly hydra scum will be scum, but it really hits Steve that something that is a pure sign of trust was used against him like that.

+Post movie Steve and Bucky (or anyone really I'm not picky) try to start a relationship. Steve still gets off best on kinky things, so they set up a safeword. Except Steve can never bring himself to use it because now it feels like admitting to a weakness that can be used against him (even though rationally he knows that won't happen here). So he keeps assuring Bucky (or whomever) that he's fine when he's really, really not.

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(Anonymous) 2015-09-02 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
oh my god this prompt is pure gold. please, PLEASE someone write this. all the wonderful trust issues and Rumlow rubbing it in Steve's face and betrayal plus Steve being confronted with everything he didn't want to face even at the hands of what he thought was a loving dom now being wielded by a bunch of sadistic rapists and ahhhhhh yessssssss

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The Winter Soldier gets cocky, so his handlers put him in his place with a gangbang

(Anonymous) 2015-09-02 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
That's it. That's the prompt.

If you want more detail, I'm imagining something where, as other people have noted from the scene on the bridge in the movie, Bucky is allowed to do some of his own strategizing, demand weapons, tell his backup where to be, etc. So, he starts thinking, "Hey, I'm kinda important, and maybe my handlers should be treating me better." When his handlers (who any filler is free to cast as they wish) realize that their precious weapon is starting to think of himself as a person, they decide that just won't fly. Obviously, from that point, the best way to remind their Winter Soldier that he belongs to them, and any of the things they do for him are things they do for HYDRA, because he isn't a person, is to brutally gangrape him after the next mission.

All the trash bonuses for horrible, dehumanizing trash talking throughout. Extra bonus love if they take all the things he was getting all proud of (ie how good of a soldier he is and how necessary he is to HYDRA) and making it all about how good he is at getting them off, and just turning it into objectification to the billionth degree.

bucky was never actually raped

(Anonymous) 2015-09-02 03:39 pm (UTC)(link)
HYDRA did all sorts of generic torture and horrible things, but there was never any rape involved. nobody else realizes that, though-- they all assume that he was raped like crazy and treat him accordingly, being super gentle and not making him talk about it at first. the gentleness is bad for him, though, because he thinks they're afraid to touch him or he's too dirty to be touched or something.

when they finally try to get bucky to acknowledge his "rape", he denies that it ever happened, and they don't believe him, they just start being even softer and more hesitant with him, because he's clearly too traumatized to know the truth.

Brock/Sam, gaslighting, brainwashing, fake relationship

(Anonymous) 2015-09-02 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Hydra wins, Rumlow gets Sam, that sparkling trash gem. But somehow Brock has gotten a look at the relationship Sam had with Steve and decided “I want that,” and they have a brainwashing chair on hand anyway. Brock has them program Sam to think he’s in a legitimate relationship with Brock, and to forget the pesky HYDRA stuff.

The problem is, even with Sam at a starting point of “you’re in a relationship with this man and you love him,” Brock isn’t Steve and can’t maintain anything like the relationship Steve had with Sam. He’s not a respectful, caring, open person. He’s not anyone Sam would actually pick for a boyfriend. Brock’s stuck hovering on the edge of what he wanted because every time things are “going well” between them and he gets a little domestic bliss, he fucks it up. Sam is stuck unable to conceive of LEAVING Brock but unhappy and uncomfortable staying. Brock is always suspicious that Sam WILL somehow think to leave, or figure out the HYDRA thing, so he spends a lot of time gaslighting Sam and making him think he’s sick and has to go in for “treatments” (brainwashing chair) Sam can’t remember afterward.

Alternatively/additionally: the aftermath of this, starring Sam dealing with how what he remembers as just a shitty relationship was actually him being brainwashed and raped.

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(Anonymous) 2015-09-02 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
+Bucky being a weird, sick kind of jealous, because there was only so much they could do to Sam's head without messing up his personality, which Brock was very against. They never tried to make Sam a soldier for HYDRA because they would have had to mess him up too much. Bucky, meanwhile... no one worried about HIS personality.

Rumlow's Monster Cock

(Anonymous) 2015-09-03 09:12 am (UTC)(link)
Rumlow doesn't like boys (or so he insists, because of his fragile masculinity). But he can't keep a steady female partner because his dick is too big and it hurts to have sex with him, and he's too proud of his dick to deal with it and try to accomodate them. So he takes out all his insecurity by fucking Bucky instead, since he can take the pain and he can always count on him to be tight between sessions.

Since Rumlow does a really shitty job at prepping Bucky, and he only tightens back up after a while's passed since his last fuck, Bucky tries to do what he can to keep Rumlow coming back. Once he's been opened up a little the pain isn't so bad, at least Rumlow is pretty vanilla unlike the rest of his handlers not to mention the sessions are briefer when his sexual frustration isn't pent up, but if Rumlow doesn't fuck him periodically with his big cock Bucky's worried he'll be in for another world of pain the next time it comes around.

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YES PLEASE.

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Bucky kidnaps Skinnyfied Steve

(Anonymous) 2015-09-03 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
I have this vision of Steve being kidnapped by post CATWS Bucky.
Maybe Bucky realizes that Steve is so important to him but he can't allow Hydra to find Steve and take him away/ use Steve against him. And he knows Steve will probably want him to join the Avengers and he isn't interested in being anybody else's weapon ever again.
So he kidnaps Steve and takes him far away. Preferably somewhere in Europe. I don't know why, just humor me. Like, Austria or Russia.

Bonus points if he uses some kind of device he stole from SHIELD to make Steve smaller again because A) he's easier to control that way and B) He always liked his Skinny Steve memories better

I just want to clarify that Bucky is NOT evil in this prompt. He's just really really traumatized and doesn't want Steve to be used against him.

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(Anonymous) 2015-09-03 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
OP: Alternately, they could go to Canada or Mexico. Maybe they just travel all the way down into South America like in the Hulk movie where he ends up in Brazil xD

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Chest... kink?

(Anonymous) 2015-09-04 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know why I have such a kink for this, but I love it when people call Bucky/Steve's pecs "tits". So can I have a fic where Bucky (or Steve but preferably Bucky), in the care of Hydra, has his chest completely abused. Calling his pecs "tits", smooshing them around so they look like cleavage, fucking them when they're pressed together, pinching his nipples until they're sore and swollen, etc. *shoves my face into the trash in shame*

If you want to take this even farther, into a forced feminization thing, that's totally okay too, just as long as the focus is on Hydra agents humiliating Bucky by playing with his tits.

The Ultimate Guilt Trip Steve/Bucky

(Anonymous) 2015-09-04 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
This is my first time posting a prompt so let me know if I do it wrong.

I have the ultimate shame boner for Steve's guilt. In a lot of fics Steve finds out about what happened to Bucky by reading the file, sometimes Bucky tells him things, but I feel like a lot of time Steve never gets to feel the full brunt of how absolutely awful it was for Bucky.

What I would love, is Bucky somehow laying it all out for Steve, not just what happened but how he felt. He's got all his memories back so he remembers when they first started trying to break him, how hard he fought, remembers when he started to give up, and he finally remembers giving in and how the shame of obeying slowly faded. And he tells steve all about it.

Actual circumstance is up to author. but I'd love something where bucky isnt' completely himself yet so he doesn't realize how awful it is for steve.

Bonus 1: There was rape in the beginning and by the end bucky just calls it sex.

Bonus 2: Bucky eventually comes back to himself and tries to convince Steve it really wasn't that bad, even though it obviously was.

Bonus 3: Steve has trouble seeing past all that's been done to Bucky even once he starts really coming back to himself.

Bonus 4: Somehow they come to terms with everything and there's some kind of happy ending.

Re: The Ultimate Guilt Trip Steve/Bucky

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I'm here for this.

Trash Island

(Anonymous) 2015-09-04 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
Okay hear me out. Hydra wins, whatever. Steve is captured and sent to... Trash Island! where he gets hunted by Hydra's elite. Whoever captures him gets to do whatever horrible shit they want.

bonus: Usually Bucky is the victim of the annual Hydra trash party island hunt but now because he did such a good job capturing Steve he gets to be a lucky contestant!

Bonus points if it's a broadcasted tv show like the Hunger Games with all our favorite Hydra STRIKE members rooting for their faves (and surviving Avengers being horrified)

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I'm just having fun picturing each contestant being interviewed and these other people have bloodhounds and all kinds of high powered rifles and shit and the WS is just like "..." to all the interview questions.

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Steve & Bucky are recaptured by Rumlow

(Anonymous) 2015-09-04 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
And Bucky is used against Steve to ensure his compliance.

It starts out that Bucky is recovering with Steve and everything is great. Yay, happy endings, right? They're finally together and they've loved each other for years, are just now admitting it and having amazing sex, etc.
But as we all know, a Hydra Trash party don't stop!

So Rumlow captures Steve & Bucky. I'm imagining him as a pretty big, head honcho type in a particular surviving Hydra cell. Maybe he rallies the surviving Shieldra types?
Anyways, Bucky is wiped and back to being his usual WS self and Rumlow uses him against Steve. But Rumlow isn't stupid and he realizes that if he lets the WS actually SEE Steve there's a chance he'll regain his memories. So Steve only gets to see him through a one way mirror in another room while he's getting maintenance.
If Steve is "good" ( for whatever definition the writer wants Rumlow to have of "good," wink wink) he gets to see Bucky unharmed, just getting usual arm tech maintenance. If Steve is bad, he's forced to watch while Bucky is tortured.

As for how Steve isn't kicking the crap out of Rumlow, idk, mag cuffs? Some other means of control.

HYDRA convinces Bucky he had a trash past with Steve

(Anonymous) 2015-09-04 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
Even with SHIELD and Pierce dead, there's still some members of HYDRA alive and kicking, and they find Bucky first. Since he definitely knows that he should know Steve, now, and the people who knew how to completely wipe Bucky are all dead or something, they decide to go with good old fashioned gaslighting to get Bucky back on their side.

They concoct a story where Bucky used to be Steve's Asset, but Steve left him to die when a mission went wrong, and HYDRA rescued him. Somehow, they also know that Bucky and Steve used to be together in the 30s/40s (maybe there's records from when Bucky was still being broken, of random things he let slip before the wipes started), so they also convince him that the memories he's regained of their relationship was Steve taking advantage of Bucky. HYDRA never sexually abused him, so they can use that as proof that they treated Bucky better than Steve did. Last but not least, they tell him that the only reason Steve wants him back is because Steve is worried that Bucky will ruin his plans to destroy the peace that HYDRA and Bucky have been working so hard to achieve. They make sure he knows how clever and devious Steve is, and how Steve will say anything to make people fall for him. They explain how Steve's golden boy cover is just an act, and he's not innocent at all (as evidenced by all the memories Bucky has of being fucked by Steve, killing people on Steve's orders, and watching Steve kill people).

Steve, of course, eventually tracks them down, kills the HYDRA agents, and brings Bucky in. Bucky doesn't trust Steve at all, and the fact that Steve can't stop staring at Bucky with naked desire doesn't help. Nor does the fact that Bucky hasn't been treated with kindness or been shown such overt physical desire in decades. From there, I don't care what happens, just so long as it breaks my heart (and Bucky's, and Steve's).

Re: HYDRA convinces Bucky he had a trash past with Steve

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This is an A++ Steeb Is Sad prompt, I swear.

very very extreme sounding

(Anonymous) 2015-09-04 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
awhile back we had all kinds of insane asshole stretching prompts... can I ask for some of that with Bucky's urethra? like, so much urethral play (read: torture) that the head of his dick is gaping, won't close for hours after they're done with him, and he has to sit down to piss or maybe he can't hold it at all. and of course it's not just actual sounds they're fucking his dick with-- it's fingers, pens, dulled stilettos, a thinner model of stun baton, a syringe filled with capsaicin (my personal favorite), his own metal fingers, and so on...

if you're trying to cause someone pain, you might as well take advantage of all those raw nerve endings that have never touched anything more caustic than piss.

Re: very very extreme sounding

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SECONDED WITH THE FORCE OF A THOUSAND SUNS. My god OP I perked up in interest when I saw the title and my girl grew progressively wider until you mentioned the syringe of capsaicin because if there's two things that make my brain gurgle helplessly it's syringes (without needles especially) and capsaicin. I made a emotional whale noise when I saw the word capsaicin and nearly dropped my phone from sheer glee.❤️❤️

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Natasha witnessed Bucky getting raped as the WS, but never told.

(Anonymous) 2015-09-04 09:09 am (UTC)(link)
So, turns out Nat didn't tell the whole truth.

After she was shot by the WS, she did actually find a trail and stumbled across a Hydra nest (but didn't know it was Hydra at the time). She spies on them in cover (through the ventilation system or whichever way author chooses).

She witnesses the WS being gangbanged, but doesn't necessarily understand it's rape at the time. She lso doesn't know it's Bucky, because he has his muzzle on. She just thinks this is a very fucked up band of mercenaries.

Except...the WS is the only one who notices her in her hiding place, but he doesn't sound the alarm. He just makes eye-contact with her while being fucked, and sort of looks at her with pleading, teary eyes until she looks down in embarrassment, but doesn't break cover.

She leaves to ponder her strategy, but by that time Hydra's nest is already gone. She never sees WS again until the events of CA:TWS.

Nat has tried to repress the memory, telling herself she had been imagining that look...until she meets Bucky again in recovery, and she realizes he knows that she knows. Added complication is her having lied to Steve about it.

How you work it out, is up to the author. And romantically I'm fine with any combo of Steve, Nat and Bucky.

Re: Natasha witnessed Bucky getting raped as the WS, but never told.

(Anonymous) 2015-09-04 02:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, this is so interesting!!!

Chastity Device

(Anonymous) 2015-09-04 05:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Inspired by an unfinished fill over on Avengerskink: To keep the WS under control, Hydra implants a chastity device. Any time the WS might get aroused, the device makes him feel like his groin is being shredded by a lawnmower.

+Hydra agents know this and love to tease him through his tac uniform to get him to scream

++If they put it in early on, so that when Bucky starts regaining his memories he remembers how horrible and humiliating it was

+++Aftermath stuff with Steve, the two of them wanting to have a relationship but Bucky terrified to tell him what Hydra did

Re: Chastity Device

(Anonymous) 2015-09-04 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
What if Bucky *doesn't* tell Steve what they did? What if things start getting hot and heavy and he's just gritting his teeth and bearing it because he *can't* let Steve know how bad it's hurting him?

Re: Chastity Device

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Re: Chastity Device

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Erections are a sign of submission, Bucky's broken dick but different

(Anonymous) 2015-09-05 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
So with hyenas, males displaying their erections are a sign of submission to the dominant female. Random nature faction during your browse of the kink meme today, bet you didn't expect that.

When he was the Winter Soldier, HYDRA would taunt Bucky whenever he got hard. They'd tell him that his dick was useless now that he was the Winter Soldier, it was a distraction to his mission, threaten to cut it off if it started being a problem, etc. HYDRA agents could get hard, jerk off in front of him, have sex with each other, but Bucky showing any interest in that was hilarious at best and insubordinate at worst, to HYDRA. So the fear and the anxiety about actually having it cut off led to him just ... never getting hard anymore.

Post CA:WS, Bucky is living with Steve and recovering. Though he's obviously still recovering from the horrible trauma and always will be, Bucky honestly does want to have sex with Steve. Problem being: his now broken dick.

After weeks (months?) of rolling around, cuddling, still nothing works for Bucky. Steve says he really doesn't mind, just having Bucky back is something he never dared to hope for. But Bucky is frustrated and Steve is secretly worried about being inadequate.

Then one night Bucky does get hard, for the first time (that he can remember) in decades. Steve is thrilled, he thinks this is a good sign.

Bucky has a panic attack, flashing back to all those times HYDRA threatened to castrate him.


+ bonus points for WS!Bucky getting hard after a brutal murder and HYDRA calling him a sick freak for getting off to that of all things.
++ that's the last time Bucky can remember getting hard.
+++ female HYDRA agents taunting Bucky about his dick and saying they wouldn't touch it if he were the last man on earth
++++ Bucky crying and begging Steve not to cut him

Different version of erections as a sign of submission

(Anonymous) 2015-09-05 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
...Because I thought that last prompt was going somewhere else completely and now I want the different version of Bucky's broken dick that happened in my head when I read that subject line.

Erections are a sign of submission, like showing belly/throat. Getting used sexually was the least painful thing that ever happened to WS, and he always had to demonstrate how much he ~liked it~ and beg convincingly for more to keep the party going and put off other punishment/training/freezing/wipes.

Now Bucky's back with Steve and the other Avengers. They tell him he's safe, but he can't be sure, so his body is falling back on the old way of making sure: he has constant erections and is ready and willing to proposition anybody--not (as far as anybody can see, maybe including Bucky himself) in the cringing dutiful way of a lot of abused Buckys, but with every appearance of just having an out of control supersoldier sex drive and being indiscriminately attracted to everyone.

Maybe Steve's delighted when he thinks this is only directed at him--but then he finds out Bucky's been hitting on every Avenger, his doctors and therapists, random staff...

+1 Steve doesn't find out until more than one other person has taken Bucky up on it

+100 Bucky doesn't figure out why he's doing this until he's already cheated on Steve/established himself as the uncontrollably slutty teammate. He told everyone it was his choice and he just liked having sex because he didn't understand what was driving it, and now he can't explain that it was a defense mechanism or convince anyone, even himself, that Hydra was actually raping him when he obviously ran around initiating it.

Re: Different version of erections as a sign of submission

(Anonymous) 2015-09-06 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
What if, because he's subconsciously doing it as a sign of submission, Bucky can ONLY get hard when he's mistrustful of someone and trying to gain their favor to stay safe? So, because he trusts and loves Steve, he can't get it up for Steve at all. Steve feels inadequate, but Bucky-- it makes him so bitter and angry at himself that he starts acting up, and when Steve finally snaps and yells at him for it... he experiences a moment of real fear that Steve is going to throw him back out, and THAT is when he can finally get hard for Steve.