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Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

Unholy hell-miracle achieved! Welcome to Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves 2: Electric Boogaloo. AKA the seamy sexual-violence-and-violent-sex underbelly of Captain America fandom, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

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Round 2 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 3.

Procedural but not episodic memory

(Anonymous) 2015-02-17 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
The Winter Soldier never retains episodic memory (even after CATWS), but he always retains procedural. He knows *exactly* how to...

not so unsullied anymore

(Anonymous) 2015-02-17 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
The obvious remix of the prompt just above: Steve and Bucky get captured and get the "pick which one of you gets to be the Hydra party favor" ultimatum, and Steve is the one who volunteers.

+ Steve has seen (and immediately wished he could unsee) footage of Bucky being raped in Hydra custody. Bucky doesn't know. At some point the Hydra guys figure it out, based on the way Steve is bracing himself against stuff he shouldn't know is coming, and they have an absolute field day with it: did it get you off? is that why you volunteered? remember when we did this to him? and this, and this, and this? hey Barnes, did you know he'd seen you take a fist up that nasty ruined asshole? bet it won't go in half so easy when we do it to him...

+ Steve knows some of what's coming, but not all of it. And knowing it's coming doesn't even remotely prepare him for what it's like.

+ Bucky is furious because it should've been him, he's been through this before, he knows how to take it, and this isn't a kind of innocence Steve should ever have had to lose. There might as well be one of them who hasn't been fucked up by this particular horror, right? Seeing Steve undergo the same treatment he did is one of his worst nightmares brought to life... and even that isn't as bad as the fact that there's a horrible animal part of him that's just so fucking glad it isn't him, and as the ordeal goes on it gets harder and harder to keep that part subdued.

+ On his end, Steve is determined to do everything in his power to make sure Hydra never gets to hurt Bucky again. Especially like this, when Bucky is just starting to heal from it. And Steve's tough, he's resilient, he's got deep reserves of stubborn dignity to hold out against the dehumanization, and what Bucky thinks of as "innocence," Steve thinks of as "at least I'm not getting re-traumatized and having a bunch of old wounds ripped open by this." But in the aftermath, he's so intent on convincing Bucky that he's gonna be fine, he was the one better equipped to take that bullet, an isolated incident isn't even comparable to the trauma from years of torture and abuse, etc. that he can't admit how very, very far from "fine" he is at the moment.

Re: not so unsullied anymore

(Anonymous) 2015-02-17 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
Oh wow, I need this. I have such a trashy soft spot for the "tortured in his place" trope and all the guilt wrapped up in that...

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Steve Rogers or the Winter Soldier - Extreme Haunt

(Anonymous) 2015-02-17 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
Because the idea of HYDRA agents being lazy and committing atrocities by proxy amused me.

There exist a number of extreme haunted houses (McKamey Manor, Blackout, The Victim Experience, etc.), some of which are open year round, which offer up experiences such as being bound, groped, beaten, force fed rotten food, held down in water, being stripped, screamed at, blindfolded and given noise-cancelling headphones, and being locked in an active freezer. Some of these houses have safewords that allow patrons to exit, some do not. They can last anywhere from one to eight hours.

Scenario A: The STRIKE team decides to have fun with Rogers and tricks him into one such house, maybe by setting it up as a charity thing. They pay off an employee to film the inevitable freezer-induced breakdown and all of HYDRA has a good laugh. Bonus points if STRIKE is there to pick up the pieces and comfort Steve after the fact, bringing them all closer together as a team.

Scenario B: The agents put the Winter Soldier through such a house and bet inordinate sums of money on his ability to make it through the whole experience. They know he can make it; they routinely put him through worse.

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(Anonymous) 2015-02-17 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
Seconding but with Steve in scenario B, the whole experience - no safewords of course: why not to test how Steve's serum affects his mental resilience too?

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Re: Bucky's violent rape fantasies

(Anonymous) 2015-02-17 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
OK so rape fantasies are fairly common, estimated around 40 present of woman have them and that's not counting men . so I can see Nat at least getting it if having personnel reservation with it (Dom drop?) But ultimately OK wit it

Steve at least in my one headcannon just word not like he gets playing rough and even mabey a bit of pain but there is a clear line (for him ) with right and wrong and rape falls on the latter side. So of course he freak's out and has all the internal debate of no rape is not OK but he is litteally asking for it like out and out saying I whont you to holed me down and have your way with me please *insert pupey dog eyes * but Duse he know what he is asking for he can't he word never whont that (I thing Steve may have been witness to some horrible things when he agent all back alley hero ) so he word take quite some conviensing

Sam well I just see Sam as this rely intelligence guy who know a lot of random shit (and being a conncelor he word need to know a lot of it ) so he all bucky do you know the difference between fantiay and reality /what's your safe word and just being generally understanding/ supportive and gluing them all together



So sorry if I mispeled some things

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(Anonymous) 2015-02-17 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
OK so rape fantasies are fairly common, estimated around 40 present of woman have them and that's not counting men . so I can see Nat at least getting it if having personnel reservation with it (Dom drop?) But ultimately OK wit it

Steve at least in my one headcannon just word not like he gets playing rough and even maybe a bit of pain but there is a clear line (for him ) with right and wrong and rape falls on the latter side. So of course he freak's out and has all the internal debate of no rape is not OK but he is literally asking for it ,like out and out saying I whont you to holed me down and have your way with me while i beg you to stop please *insert puppy dog eyes * but Douse he know what he is asking for? he can't he word never wont that! (I thing Steve may have been witness to some horrible things when he whennt all back alley hero ) so he word take quite some convincing

Sam well I just see Sam as this rely intelligence guy who know a lot of random shit (and being a councilor he word need to know a lot of it ) so he all bucky do you know the difference between fantiay and reality /what's your safe word and just being generally understanding/ supportive and gluing them all together



So sorry I reposted this with fixing all the wored I could and adding somting I forgot , holed out used spell check paper as piece offing

(Anonymous) 2015-02-17 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
Because Bucky's had most of his memories erased, he's able to make pretty quick recovery once he starts getting therapy. He starts rebuilding himself to his pre-Winter Soldier personality. But as his memory recovers, his mind regresses. 70 years of conditioning, routine, and memories drowning out the previous 20. He starts returning to the blankness and passivity of the Soldier.

Basically, the people around him having to watch Bucky disappear all over again. And Bucky horrified at the beginning, but slowly getting less and less aware of what he's losing. (Has anyone read Flowers for Algernon? Don't. But that's what I'm thinking of.)

Bonus points for a tiny bit of hope at the end, and maybe a little partial recovery.

consent confusion

(Anonymous) 2015-02-19 07:02 am (UTC)(link)
post-ws bucky doesn't really understand consent.

he likes steve, he likes being near steve, and he likes the idea of touching steve. but after all bucky's been through, he doesn't fully understand the notion that you're supposed to ask before you touch someone else.

bucky ends up making a shitty, spontaneous, non-consensual move on steve.

maybe he gropes him or grabs him or rips off his clothes or goes in for a bj or something. whatever it is, it's not premeditated and he stops when steve says so - but it's something that's Definitely Not Okay. it's something that surprises and deeply unsettles steve.

after, bucky's embarrassed and confused and doesn't understand what he did wrong. they always liked it before when he was eager to please, what's the difference now? he knows he fucked up in some capacity, he can tell steve's upset and he knows he didn't want to hurt steve - but he doesn't get it. bucky doesn't even really get why he did it in the first place. he doesn't get why he wants to touch steve so badly.

and every time steve tries to have a conversation about The Fucked Up Thing That Happened, bucky shuts down. he doesn't know how to talk about sex, or his sexual abuse, or his sexual desires. he gets frustrated because he doesn't understand what steve wants from him. he doesn't understand what he wants from steve. he's probably blocking and repressing so much that talking about sex in any capacity is difficult and scary for him.

and meanwhile, steve's feeling, you know, really violated and not not not at all okay. he knows why bucky is like this and wants to sympathize with that - but can't get rid of the awful feelings he has in the wake of bucky's transgression. he's really shaken up over it.

basically - i want a story where post-ws bucky makes a fucked up move on steve and both of them struggle to deal with the aftermath.

Re: Windmills, Fill 7/? (aka Bucky's sense of tmi is faulty)

(Anonymous) 2015-02-20 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
DA

Even worse: Bucky thinks he's supposed to tell Sam about his abuse to arouse Sam sexually. If Sam looks neutral, Bucky isn't doing his job. The more Sam employs his Neutral Therapy Face, the more Bucky tries to appeal to his sexual appetites by offering more horrifying details of his abuse - and the more frightened he's secretly feeling, because if Sam doesn't even respond to the worst HYDRA has ever done, what he's planning do to Bucky as revenge for Bucky spitting on him will obviously be much, much worse...

Also, a thing that stuck with me from the second chapter is that Bucky mentally replaces 'friends' with 'handlers'. Whenever someone assures him they are/want to be his friend, what he hears is 'I want you to obey me, I want power over you' - to Bucky, it's a threat and a promise of pain. Maybe Bucky tries to insist that Steve is his only friend, but the other Avengers are keen to impress on him that they're his friends too, not realising how this makes Bucky feel. :(

Re: Windmills, Fill 7/? (aka Bucky's sense of tmi is faulty)

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Sorry, this posted wrong. Please delete it, Trashmod?

Bucky/Steve, Steve/Hydra - Steve is raped to protect Bucky, Bucky is tortured to protect Steve

(Anonymous) 2015-02-20 07:43 am (UTC)(link)
(Shamelessly stealing a prompt from an Avengers meme...)

Inspired by this totally nsfw picture: http://bottomsteve.tumblr.com/image/36326204608

At some point after the bridge fight, Hydra challenges Steve to come to Bucky's rescue. Obviously, he accepts, but when Steve gets there, he finds Bucky bound, gagged, and clearly injured, with a gun to his head. Steve can't do anything to free Bucky without Bucky being seriously hurt or even killed, but Hydra is willing to compromise.

The price for freeing Bucky? Steve's body.

Steve agrees and Hydra proceeds to rape him, filming the entire thing for Bucky to watch. Every time Bucky tries to look away, Steve is stabbed (or whipped, or whatever you want). Meanwhile, a camera is also on Bucky, showing Steve the consequences for his actions; Every time Steve hesitates to do something he's been ordered to or tries to resist, Bucky is tortured.

Lots of forcing Steve to actively participate in the rape, like preparing himself and riding someone, asking to be taken. Once the men are finished with Steve, they force him to hold himself open and on display for the camera.

For the purposes of this prompt, Bucky at least knows he cares a lot about Steve. Otherwise, feel free to do whatever as far as his awareness and memories are concerned. Steve and Bucky can also be in the same room if the author would prefer.

Steve/Tentacles (Non-con)

(Anonymous) 2015-02-20 07:51 am (UTC)(link)
Okay, I get that Hydra is snakes and all, but do we really not have any tentacle rape on this meme?

I just want Steve getting tentacle raped by some weird hydra experiment gone wrong. I don't care how/why/who sees. Just give me Steve and tentacles.

(Anonymous) 2015-02-22 06:09 pm (UTC)(link)
"early hydra torturing/humiliating bucky by bending him over n fucking him w a smoothed icicle and laughingly telling him cap came over for a visit"

just saw this on tumblr and someone please make this happen, cause this is all I never knew I wanted and needed

(Anonymous) 2015-02-23 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
Ouch, wow, me too.

how they happened across "wipe him"

(Anonymous) 2015-02-23 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
Okay, but what if HYDRA wiped Bucky for the first time by accident while trying to use electroshock to treat his PTSD*, then decided it was really fucking useful?

*Actual 1940s psychiatric technique.

Re: how they happened across "wipe him"

(Anonymous) 2015-03-23 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
this fic (http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/587.html?thread=1167179#cmt1167179) kind of sort of briefly mentions the mind wiping chair majiggy as an ECT? It's only like two paragraphs but idk entirely what you're looking for

Bucky and Dr. Ivchenko

(Anonymous) 2015-02-23 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
Dr. Ivchenko, the Russian doctor from Agent Carter, was involved in Bucky's transformation into the Winter Soldier. Because of the serum, anesthesia wasn't effective on him, but when he thinks he's at home smelling his mother's cooking, or sleeping off the drink on the floor of Steve's rented room with his coat for a pillow, he doesn't even mind the metal anchors they're screwing into his spine.

And then, mid-1946, Ivchenko has a new mission and Bucky is left sitting there hoping and hoping he'll get to go back into his memories again...but pretty soon they're going to wipe him for the first time and he never, ever will.

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god yes +1

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Prequel to another Prompt?

(Anonymous) 2015-02-23 01:56 pm (UTC)(link)
http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/587.html?thread=1270091#cmt1270091 has the WS mutilated into a sex toy, and all sorts of delicious fills, but I was kind of curious about a prequel fic to 'Safe'.

What happens when Steve finds Bucky cut apart like that? Is he in a drawer? A pet bed in a kennel? Servicing someone when the alarm goes off?

A lovely selection of waterlogged dog food samples and a moldy blanket for the fill!

Re: Prequel to another Prompt?

(Anonymous) 2015-02-23 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm the anon who wrote the original prompt and omg I want to see this filled so bad, you have no idea! 100% support.

interrogating Rumlow

(Anonymous) 2015-02-24 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
thanks to an anon for writing stoatsandwich with this:

Rumlow being essential cause he's the only person alive who knows any of Bucky's triggers. Interrogating Rumlow to find out the source of Bucky's fucked up tics and triggers so they can be treated better.

BASICALLY THIS PLEASE, BUT SUPER TRASHY. Steve and/or Bucky interrogate Rumlow hoping to find out pertinent information about Bucky's life as the Winter Soldier, and what they find is a mountain of trash.

Things I'd love:

+ Rumlow still viewing Bucky as subhuman

+ Rumlow reveling in the things they did to Bucky

+ Even if Bucky's history of rape was known beforehand, it's an entirely new ballgame hearing one of his rapists describe raping him in enthusiastic detail

+ Throw as many other friends/Avengers/random government agents in that room as you possibly can, because the song my heart sings is about horrible trauma getting aired among people who shouldn't know about it

+ If for whatever reason they still have to cooperate with Rumlow afterward -- "Sure, Cap, I'll help you out, but it'll take a couple of weeks and you'll have to bring me with you." It's awkward and painful and infuriating.

+ I'm cool with anything as the reason they interrogate Rumlow, from 'Bucky's memory is patchy and he wants to understand himself better' to 'a trigger word sent Bucky into a dangerous altered state and they need the counter phrase.' The only caveat I have is that this either has to be truly urgent or with Bucky's consent; please no snooping around behind Bucky's back.

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(Anonymous) 2015-02-25 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
this is the greatest idea!!

The Visit, trash version

(Anonymous) 2015-02-25 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
So Bucky's recaptured after the fall and sooner or later, Zola joins him at his new prison. And if Zola's learned one thing from his previous experiences, then it's that they can't let their prisoners form an alliance and work together against their captors.

So, Barnes has to be broken for the next step of the procedure anyway, right? (Because Zola needs him in a state where he no longer fights back, or because he wants to swoop in as his savior, because he wants Bucky to believe he can trust no one ever, because memory wiping works better if the patient actually wants it - whatever, writer's choice.)

In the spirit of the meme, Zola plans to combine these two things via trashy mindfuck and prison rape, aka he pulls the strings in a way that singles poor Bucky out and makes fall victim to the other inmates.

For example, there's a strict "No getting off"-rule... unless it's on Bucky. People jerk off - though luck, punishment. Rubbing off on Barnes though? Perfectly fine.

It goes down from there.

+ Zola gives everybody blue balls by doing things like having Bucky washed/cleaned publicly, maybe ordering the guards to let their hands wander so Bucky pops a boner against his will, or bringing Bucky to another room where a pretty prostitute gives him a blowjob and they broadcast his moans all over the prison cells.

++ at first no one considers raping Bucky, maybe they even assure him that he's safe, but step by step Zola manipulates and corrupts the prisoners in a way that makes them gradually overstep boundaries, from fleeting touches to forced blowjobs until Bucky basically ends up being the prison fucktoy.

+++++ he does not have the arm yet

Re: The Visit, trash version

(Anonymous) 2015-02-25 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh gosh, poor Bucky. Yes please.

party time with Dr. Faustus

(Anonymous) 2015-02-25 04:07 pm (UTC)(link)
This is half actual prompt and half just bouncing ideas around, but after that ending on Agent Carter, I just really think we need more Ivchenko/Fennhoff/Faustus in our dumpster.

Idea number one kind of piggybacks off of the other Ivchenko prompt a bit earlier, but with an added twist. Even after wiping Bucky's memories, when Ivchenko brings him under his control, he still sees Steve even though he doesn't know who the kind blonde haired man is. After a while of being in that hypnotized state, he becomes able to dissociate on his own and see Steve. So here's the trashy twist, this state usually happens during the trash parties. When he's busy being taken at both ends, the only thing he sees is Steve doing it all to him and it makes him very pliant and very eager to please to the point where he's almost a willing participant.

Cue post CATWS, Steve finds him and brings him home, but his returning memories of the trash parties just bring that hypnotized state to the surface whenever he sees Steve, and he gets achingly hard and seems almost drugged, following every little order Steve unintentionally gives until Bucky is just begging Steve to fuck him. Bonus pile of rotting fruit if they had never been intimate beforehand.

Idea number two is a bit darker (and borrows a bit from the comics). Ivchenko's work on Bucky isn't to make him think he's in a better place, but to make him think that HYDRA is the better place. He brings Bucky down into a pleasant memory of Steve, and then slowly convinces him he is remembering wrong, and that Steve is actually cruel and abusive and never cared for him. While Bucky stays stubborn through the beginning because he has plenty of memories of Steve being the best thing in his life. But as Ivchenko spoils more and more of his memories, he becomes more uncertain, and it becomes easier and easier for Ivchenko to convince him otherwise. Eventually, he starts telling himself that he's the one remembering one, and fills in the gaps where he still remembers Steve being kind with a cruel and twisted version of him. Post-CATWS, and Bucky is starting to get his memories back, but they're the wrong memories.

corrective rape + internalized homophobia

(Anonymous) 2015-02-25 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I have no idea where this prompt even came from my brain, but it's here now and it won't leave me alone.

Steve and Bucky had a romantic relationship pre-war, and someone in the Barnes family caught them (and kept mum). Decades later, maybe during the AIDS crisis, this individual lets the world know that Stucky is canon. Their thinking is -- this could mean so much to so many people, and it's not like it can hurt the boys anymore, right?

Wrong.

Because Bucky isn't dead, he's the slave of a Nazi organization. Before this, they'd been treating him as coldly and impersonally as you'd treat a gun, but his handlers are hugely homophobic, and they're displeased to find that their perfect weapon has become a gay icon overnight. So this is when the rapes start. The WS is given to know exactly what's wrong with him that these corrective measures are designed to fix. He hates it about himself. He doesn't understand why he can't stop being bad. And as long as corrective measures continue, they never let him forget why; he doesn't know his own name, but he knows that he's a faggot.

+ anything for a fill that deals at least a little bit with both the actual rapes and the fallout post-CATWS

+ Bucky had been closeted out of necessity but confidently queer before the fall, and that's the literal opposite of his situation in recovery. He has extraordinarily negative things to say about his own sexuality, even (especially?) as it relates to Steve. Steve is very worried but also his feelings are kinda hurt? (Steve's reaction to waking up as a gay icon could be a whole fic by itself tbh)

+ derogatory dirty talk aimed at his sexuality during the rapes -- whore, fag, cocksucker, I can tell you love this, PLUS endless taunting about how Cap must've done this to you, and had his Commandos do it too; these aren't names the Winter Soldier knows then, but this will wound Bucky later

+ Bucky always becoming aroused and ejaculating during the rapes, which he and everyone around him chalk up to his perversions

+ they determine whether they've "cured" him of this imperfection by measuring his arousal response to pornography, and they actually manage to eventually kill it -- not because he's no longer gay, but because he's learned to associate that with the horrific sexual torture that always ensues. And so for Bucky just images of naked men are pretty triggering

++ I can't decide what's worse: if having killed his arousal response to porn stops the rape (thus reinforcing the conditioning by supplying a reward in addition to the punishment), or if it doesn't (because the goalposts have shifted to prevent him from achieving climax from same-sex sexual stimulation, but no matter how desperately he tries he can't stop himself)

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(Anonymous) 2015-02-25 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
+1

this makes me want to cry. i love it

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Faustus Trash

(Anonymous) 2015-02-27 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
Ivchenko/Fenhoff uses his hypnosis technique to do more than just make Bucky loyal to HYDRA. He worms his way into Bucky's heart by making him believe that he's his lover and forget all about Steve as part of his brainwashing. And he takes full physical advantage of that "relationship". Bucky thinks it's passionate lovemaking but he doesn't even notice the bleeding, bruises, and scratches Faustus leaves on him afterwards.

evil asylum, with all attached gaslighting, mental health issues, medical torture, etc.

(Anonymous) 2015-03-01 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
Steve & co have good intentions when they arrange for Bucky to stay in a mental institution for rehabilitation. It seems like a nice place: expensive, beautiful facilities, world-class doctors. Except - whoops - turns out it's a front for another head of HYDRA, and they've just had a particularly vulnerable Winter Soldier delivered right into their hands.

(aka I love me some good old-fashioned sadistic doctors)

Re: evil asylum, with all attached gaslighting, mental health issues, medical torture, etc.

(Anonymous) 2015-03-01 09:41 am (UTC)(link)
This could be absolutely heartbreaking. Someone, please?

WS!Peggy and Bucky

(Anonymous) 2015-03-01 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
Hydra gets tasked with taking out Peggy (because she's way too observant to be allowed to run SHIELD). But instead of just killing her, Hydra gets the idea to create a second Winter Soldier.
Brainwashing and torture ensue, along with Peggy finding out Bucky is still alive.
Bucky's still himself at this point, but very much broken and figures Peggy should just make things as easy as possible for herself and go along with being Hydra's new science experiment.

Bucky&Steve both captured by HYDRA, but a little different

(Anonymous) 2015-03-01 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky and Steve are both captured in 1945.

Steve's serum resists all HYDRA's attempts at brainwashing and mind-wiping. It still works on Bucky.

Steve now has to be witness to all the terrible things HYDRA does to Bucky/makes him do, and he can't do a single thing about it.

Dr Ivchenko

(Anonymous) 2015-03-01 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
Dr Ivchenko/Faustus/Fennhoff is forced by HYDRA to use his technique to keep a rape victim docile; he does it both because he's afraid of what will happen to him if he does, and because being hypnotized will provide some small measure of protection to the victim, but he doesn't enjoy it. His voice is shaking while he tries to keep his mind off the atrocity he's witnessing and keep his subject in the same state.

Same Anon

(Anonymous) 2015-03-01 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
Could also be Leviathan instead of HYDRA, and bonus points for the victim being someone Faustus cares about.

(Anonymous) 2015-03-01 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Mainly because I've been doing some hellish early-spring cleaning and my mind went to evil places (I am small with noodle arms and I was doing the ceiling):

OK, the Winter Soldier has a small gap between missions, not long enough to warrant putting him back on ice though. A weekend, maybe. Anyway, one of HYDRA's members decides to take him home and orders him to do a thorough clean of their apartment.

Any fetish-y stuff like maid outfits is up to the discretion of the writer and the characterisation of the HYDRA member. Just make sure that apartment is sparkly clean.

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(Anonymous) 2015-03-03 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
Sometimes people get a bit over enthusiastic during post-mission recreation. No one's supposed to leave lasting damage to the asset, it fucks up the schedule as everyone has to wait around for it to be fixed before it can be put back in cryo, as the techs say it can't go into cryo sick. But sometimes people get creative with stun batons, metal fists, triple penetration, and sometimes it's so fun to finally see the thing's eyes go wide as something in its sludgy brain registers this is going to hurt. The next day, rather than a trip to the cryo tank, the Asset spends on his side, knees to his chest as very pissed off technicians stitch his ass back together.

+ if onetime the Asset doesn't tell his handlers until they strip him to go in the tank and find him feverish and bleeding.

+ if the Asset is stitched up but left to ride the subsequent sickness/fever out, - he's a supersoldier after all- to the point where he's almost glad for cryo.

++ if he's got huge shame about this post CA:TWS, to the point he won't let Steve finger him or rim him, in case he finds out what a fucking mess of a ripped up ass he has got. Steve finds out and helps Buck to accept his internal scars.

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This prompt is everything to me.

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