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garbage all the way down ([personal profile] trashmod) wrote in [community profile] hydratrashmeme2014-05-30 05:23 pm

Trash Party Dumpster #1

(Will be continued in a Dumpster #2 post if by some unholy hell-miracle this post hits the 5000-comment limit.)

Filthy anon dumpster for sad hobos to fling moldy pizza crusts, raccoon eye makeup tips, and garbage about their sad trash kinks at each other.

AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. One hundred percent Hydra Party Favor Bucky Barnes, Is It Sexy Violence Or Violent Sex?, and Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves: Winter Soldier Edition. BLANKET NON-CON/DUB-CON WARNING, not safe for work, not safe for life, not safe for anyone, read at your own risk of becoming one of us.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, etc. are off-topic.

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WS: prostitution roleplay, crack

(Anonymous) 2014-09-01 11:00 am (UTC)(link)
Some Hydra drone gets bored of the Asset just lying there crying and orders him to act like a whore. The Asset complies... and becomes incredibly confident, demanding his cash up front, not allowing them to hurt or mark him, setting his own soft and hard limits, even slapping away the hands of someone he dislikes and hissing that he'll always be out of their price range. He does also moan and writhe and get people off in record time while acting like he enjoys it, but the befuddled Hydra guys wonder whether it's worth it.

Re: WS: prostitution roleplay, crack

(Anonymous) 2014-09-02 02:08 pm (UTC)(link)
See, I was sitting here and trying to think of serious ways to fulfill this wonderful prompt, but then all I could imagine was some lazy HYDRA agent showing him Pretty Woman instead of bothering to teach him how to act. And then the asset assumes he should be spending a really obscene amount of money on pretty dresses and watching I Love Lucy reruns.

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Using the Soldier to experiment

(Anonymous) 2014-09-02 02:13 pm (UTC)(link)
You know sometimes when you hear of a kink and you're like "That either sounds wonderful or awful"?

HYDRA employees use the Soldier to test out whether or not kinks are appealing to them in practice (or maybe just to test if they're into men, for the bi-curious). Maybe it turns out hot, maybe it's not nearly so appealing in execution, maybe they're just really bad at it. Whatever the outcome, it's not as if the Soldier's going to complain or tell anyone about that weird thing they just did. And he has no hard limits, so there's that.

Temperature kink

(Anonymous) 2014-09-02 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Whenever the Soldier's thawed out, he's pretty sluggish and dead to the world until he warms up a little. The agents who are supposed to aid in the warming process with towels or blankets or what have you decide body heat and friction are more fun. Essentially the Soldier gets fucked back into liveliness.

Bonus points if a lot of the stimulation's non-penetrative, at least at first, because the Soldier's internal temperature is still like ice. Thermometers are not necessary but aren't unwelcome either.

Re: Temperature kink

(Anonymous) 2014-10-10 08:52 am (UTC)(link)
What makes this prompt 1,000 times more trash-worthy is the fact that this is a real thing the Nazis did during WW2.

Look up the Dachau Hypothermia Experiments. Nazi doctors wanted to find the best way to revive pilots who'd drowned in the freezing North Sea; they tried everything from warming baths to internal irrigation with varying success, but then Heinrich Himmler himself suggested using the body heat of women to thaw the frozen men, believing their "animal/vital/organic heat" would prove more effective than conventional methods (it didn't).

If that's where HYDRA first picked up the idea, that's just fucking terrifying.

Edging and a Hydra stun-baton

(Anonymous) 2014-09-03 09:23 am (UTC)(link)
I like the electric stun-batons Rumlow uses and I like the way he keeps jabbing them into Steve's belly in the elevator scene.

What if he (and/or other agents) use them on the soldier too? Tie him down and fuck him until he's hard and then shock him until he screams. Rinse, repeat.

+Bonus points if the soldier likes getting fucked so much they barely have to touch his dick.
+Extra trashy bonus points if they finally let him come but he's crying from the pain when he does.

Obsessed, Possessive Winter Soldier

(Anonymous) 2014-09-03 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
The Winter Soldier is assigned a fuck buddy to help avoid distractions and relieve tension. The only issue being that the Soldier assumes this person now belongs to him.

It might start out harmless enough, or even kind of cute: protecting the person during missions, dragging them away from the other team members like "no you have to come sit here by my rifle, this is where my stuff goes." But the Soldier turns out to be incredibly and violently possessive of what few belongings he has, and quickly devolves into threatening/attacking anyone who approaches his partner, and threatening/attacking said partner if they try to leave or spend time with anyone else. And the Soldier has no concept of consent; no one ever asks if he wants it, why would it occur to him to obtain it?

It doesn't help matters at all if this dynamic starts to affect mission performances. Would HYDRA try to help resolve the situation or just dispose of the person who compromised the asset's efficiency?

Re: Obsessed, Possessive Winter Soldier

(Anonymous) 2014-09-03 02:40 pm (UTC)(link)
oh yes. but who? who?

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They're not actually supposed to do this shit (revenge trash)

(Anonymous) 2014-09-03 03:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Hydra operatives (even high-level ones) are forbidden from hurting/raping/etc the Winter Soldier for non-disciplinary reasons, because it messes up his conditioning and creates unwanted triggers. They don't want their prize super-assassin having an unexpected problem during a mission because of somebody's recreational activities.

But Hydra guys are sick fucks, naturally, and some of them break the rules. There are consequences.

Basically I want to see some Hydra dude(s) suffer horribly for getting off on making Bucky suffer. Preferably Pierce.

The Asset is more valuable than HYDRA agents trashparty

(Anonymous) 2014-09-03 03:59 pm (UTC)(link)
It's all fun and games with the Asset until someone finds out (Pierce, maybe) that the Asset go into inappropriate docile states when he's touched at particular places, shouted particular words.

This highly inconvenient development (conditioning and programming are delicately balanced after all) prompts Pierce to order Rumlow, since he's the STRIKE leader and held responsible, to "de-trigger" the Asset.

Mostly by Pierce ordering a Asset/Rumlow show. Pierce is the ultimate source of order and he wants both of them to touch whatever he orders, come whenever he orders etc. Neither Rumlow nor the Asset gets a say.

Everyone else on the STRIKE team gets to watch, with the knowledge that they're even LESS valuable than either the Asset or Rumlow and if one of them disobeys Pierce, something horrific and humiliating happens to them.

Rumlow/Bucky, broken fingers and gun kink

(Anonymous) 2014-09-04 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky breaking Rumlow's fingers. Then Bucky ordering Rumlow at gunpoint to jerk off with his damaged hand while he fucks Rumlow's mouth with the gun.

+1000 For pre-movie and this being the story of how Rumlow discovered the joys of order through pain.

+1000 For post-movie and this being Bucky's revenge for Rumlow previously having tortured him in an identical way.

+10000 (and all the dead rats in the dumpster) For Rumlow being the kind of fucked-up, masochistic, little shit who'd beg to suck Bucky's cock the second the gun's taken out of his mouth.

Re: Rumlow/Bucky, broken fingers and gun kink

(Anonymous) 2014-09-04 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Guh, I hope somebody writes this, especially w/ the last option .... gun kink is totally my thing.

" Go DIAF, Buckface" - Bucky is cyber bullied

(Anonymous) 2014-09-04 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
After Steve and Sam find and help Bucky, he attempts to live as normal a life as he can with them while he recovers. Whatever remains of HYDRA learn of Bucky's new accounts on various social media sites and decide to send him anonymous messages meant to mess with his mind. Cue Bucky, uncertain how to deal with the hundreds of threats he's receiving every day, falling down a deeper despair as he begins to think everyone despises him.

Re: " Go DIAF, Buckface" - Bucky is cyber bullied

(Anonymous) 2014-09-05 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
god this would be great crack. especially with him and steve having to figure out all that internet slang. I myself had to look up DIAF

Red Skull/Bucky or Pierce/WS (or whoever): Nice car

(Anonymous) 2014-09-05 07:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I just think that Bucky should be bent over the hood of a really nice car. So the first that came to mind was obviously Johann's, but I'm sure Pierce or the other HYDRA higher-ups have some nice vehicles of their own.

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(Anonymous) 2014-09-06 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
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Bucky struggles with the physical aftereffects of the sexual torture he went through

(Anonymous) 2014-09-06 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky knows he won't ever be the same person he was in 1943, but he desperately wants to find a new normal, make Steve happy, and make himself useful to the Avengers. But he's suffered serious physical damage from what HYDRA did to him, which not only serves as a constant reminder of what happened and makes the PTSD harder to deal with, but significantly interferes with daily life on its own (could be chronic pain issues, incontinence, serious disfigurement, inability to have sex without a lot of pain, etc.)

Re: Bucky struggles with the physical aftereffects of the sexual torture he went through

(Anonymous) 2014-09-06 02:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Please yes, my road to hell is paved with "it's over but it isn't"-fic.

Sam, Nat, Avengers of your choice are helpless to stop Steve from being raped

(Anonymous) 2014-09-06 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
All I want is whatever good guys you like (though I have a soft spot for Sam and Natasha in this situation) watching on a camera/through a two-way mirror as Steve's non-conned by Hydra agents. They're disgusted and powerless and they have to watch their friend and national hero be violated. Whether Steve knows they're there or not is up to you.

+10 if the watchers know that Steve was a virgin/inexperienced before this
+100 if Steve tries to pretend nothing happened and the watchers don't know how to tell him that they saw it happening

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(Anonymous) 2014-09-06 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
this

WS Bucky/Steve- "Endurance" Training

(Anonymous) 2014-09-08 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
Taken from the Avenger Kink Meme.

An AU where HYDRA finds Steve frozen before SHIELD does erasing his memories and brainwashes him just the same. He's trained alongside the Winter Soldier in not only areas of strength and stealth but the 'endurance' of bodily pleasures in terms of lasting longer, for the purpose to out-seduce any fem fatales and men who'd try to ensnare them for info. Pierce would have Bucky and Steve not only pleasuring other HYDRA agents but enjoys the game of having them pleasure each other for long periods of time denying them orgasm with whomever cumming first gets severely punished.

Bonuses
1. Involve Steve and Bucky 69ing
2. First session of their training Steve came first (whether he couldn't last or wanted to spare his 'familiar' comrade from getting punished is up to you.) and got punished in front of Bucky.
3. They’ll both try to cum instantly to save the other because they’d rather be punished together than watch the other get hurt.
4. Pierce catches on (to 3) and starts changing up the rules to the game such as adding on who ever came first gets the other one punished along adding toys into the mix.

*Extra Bonus-To shorten the refractory period, Steve and Bucky have to play the "six game" where they have to be able to come 6 times, twice by being jerked off, twice by oral, and twice by anal.

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This prompt is amazing.

Fem!Steve/HYDRA- Forced Pregnancy, Breeding

(Anonymous) 2014-09-08 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
When Stephanie Rogers was injected with the super serum, the effects it had on her reproductive system made her ovulate more than the average female, and made her womb capable of bringing up to 5 full-sized offspring to term.

She is found by HYDRA shortly after falling from the train that Bucky was supposed to. When they're not using the Asset for missions, she's being impregnated again and again by the elite HYDRA members to make an army of super soldiers.

Bonus: Most pregnancies result in triplets or more
Bonus: Every time a "litter" is born, it's broadcasted to Hydra members like an episode of "Too Cute!" on Animal Planet.

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(Anonymous) 2014-09-08 12:07 pm (UTC)(link)
There's a very similar prompt earlier in the pages called "broodmare" that I am working on. Are you the same prompter or someone else with like tastes?

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Bucky asks Steve to let him go

(Anonymous) 2014-09-08 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
Steve's thrown all the effort and expert advice and just plain love he that he can into helping Bucky recover. He's starting to realize, even though he doesn't want to, that Bucky's probably never going to heal completely from what HYDRA did to him - he's still really suffering psychologically (maybe in physical pain as well?). But at least now, when he's not in the grips of a flashback or a panic attack, he knows Steve, trusts Steve, has quite a few memories back, seems happy to accept gestures of affection. Steve is managing to feel hopeful. But one day, Bucky tells Steve he loves him and he's so sorry he can't get better, but he's in so much pain every day, memories of the torture and rape make it unbearable to live in his body. He understands it might be too hard for Steve to kill him, but isn't there some way he can just go to sleep and not have to dream or wake up any more?

PTSD-themed bodyswap (Steve/Bucky)

(Anonymous) 2014-09-08 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Through some kind of magic/science/chicanery, Steve and Bucky are forced into a classic bodyswap scenario. Whatever the method used, it comes with a preset expiration date, and they'll naturally revert back to their own bodies at the end of the time period (a week?). This should take place in Bucky's early- to mid-WS recovery, where he's still dealing with significant trauma.

The thing is: PTSD is known to effect physiological changes. And Bucky, specifically, has a lot of deep conditioning that, by necessity given the repeated wipes, functions on levels like muscle memory. So Steve wakes up in a body with physically ingrained trauma symptoms, like touch phobia/flinch reflex, hypervigilance, the other fucked up shit that PTSD does to your neurobiology and endocrine system, and WS-specific physical triggers and compulsions. Meanwhile, Bucky is still carrying around all the mental and emotional trauma, but being suddenly freed from his bodily burden feels like being rescued from drowning. In fact, it's noticeably easier for him to deal with his mental health when he doesn't have to cope with his physical symptoms simultaneously.

Then somehow LOTS OF BEAUTIFUL SUFFERING ENSUES. That is all.

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(Anonymous) 2014-09-08 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Hell yeah trash baby, I like the way you think! Hopefully someone'll fill~

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Bucky/Steve, past Pierce/WS, terrible brainwashing/forced adoration and semi-consensual fixation

(Anonymous) 2014-09-09 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
Hydra as an organization isn't immune to strength-of-force internal coups, and no one wants a disgruntled tech or ambitious field agent with a few trigger phrases to get the bright idea to take out the top brass with the unstoppable super assassin and move up the chain. To prevent this, one of the deepest, strongest parts of WS's programming is a module for identifying a single primary commander who must never be harmed, who assigns all other handlers/missions, whose every whim must always be obeyed/served/pleased, complete with hardwired trash party sexual worship, craving their touch/the chance to give them pleasure/approval as the greatest reward, etc. The programming is below conscious memory, is unaffected by wipes, and will not accept a new commander unless the previous one is dead.

Shortly after TWS, Steve is trying to rehabilitate a very damaged, very dangerous Bucky who still doesn't remember much, but who is responding to Steve both because of Steve's kindness and Bucky's flickers of knowing, but is also very frustrated with his own perceived brokenness. When Bucky recieves proof/confirmation of Pierce's death, at first it seems like a good thing - Bucky seems a little more capable/a little less afraid of expressing his own will/choices/whatever. BUT as time goes on, Bucky starts to feel and act more disoriented/disjointed/erratic, including lashing out, because this huge tangled constructing in his brain is missing a lynchpin. During anti-hydra operations, someone in cap's circle obtains some intel on Winter Soldier protocols, including how to set a new commander.

Bucky - who desperately wants to be the guy Steve wants him to be, who wants not to hurt Steve ever again, who is so tired and confused and in pain from trying to wade through the razors in his own head - takes the codes from the intel and uses them on himself, setting Steve as his commander. It's perfect! He won't have to make any more decisions, no one will ever be able to make him hurt Steve again, Steve's orders will always override any hydra mooks that show up to try to bring him back in, and this way he'll finally do want Steve wants right and make him happy! Right?

Steve is horrified, of course, and Bucky can't understand why or what he did wrong. All he wants is to please Steve. And he knew what would happen. He chose it. Didn't Steve say he should make choices? Didn't he say Bucky always chose Steve, even when they were children? And Bucky can tell Steve wants him, why is he punishing them both by not letting Bucky suck his cock now?

Twisted nonconsensually-facilitated permanent kind of consensual nonconsent on Bucky's part, and a horrified Steve who was not consulted about this and is stuck in between his lifelong torch for Bucky and Bucky's quasi-voluntary inability to say no to him and very clear desire/desperation for Steve. ANGST TEMPTATION BEGGING TOUCHING TRASHY TRASH THINGS???

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(Anonymous) 2014-09-09 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
Oh wow this is genius

Pierce/Fury - A N Y T H I N G

(Anonymous) 2014-09-09 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
Hydra Wins and rebel Fury becomes Pierce's favorite captive/pet, Hydra captures Fury pre-insight instead of killing him, an AU where hydra tried to bring Fury on board years ago but he refused and had to be 'broken', I don't care why, just give me Pierce being terrible hydra trash to a Fury under his power. Pierce can hurt and torment him or be smarmy and gentle and 'reasonable' and still trying to talk Fury over to the dark side (OR BOTH, THAT AWFUL FUCKER), Fury can be spitting mad and bitter and vicious and biting people's throats out if they don't contain him well enough or he can be playing the long game and using Pierce's feelings and seducing him to try to get an opening (OR BOTH, THAT AWESOME FUCKER), I don't care, I don't care how or why, just give me too people with this twisted history of affection and betrayal who in some ways are still really into the worst parts of each other and it's super unfortunate and Pierce taking crazy advantage of finally being able to do anything he wants with/to his old friend.

Re: Pierce/Fury - A N Y T H I N G

(Anonymous) 2014-09-10 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
OH MY FUCKING CHRIST YES PLEASE

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Tony Stark/WS - drunk/high Party Era Tony ends up at the wrong trash party thanks to Obie

(Anonymous) 2014-09-09 01:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Before the horrible reveal in IM1, Obadiah positions himself a lot as the indulgent emotional adult in Tony's life, compared to Pepper's briskness and Rohdey's disapproval. How far back does that go? (Certainly it would have made a great, and by great I mean horrible and brutally effective emotionally manipulative, contrast with Howard's emotional distance.)

So: at some point during the very worst of Tony's drunken/drugged/orgy/binge years, Hydra!Obadiah coaxes Tony from the Very Sleazy But Enthusiastically Consensual party where he is snorting cocaine off a hollywood starlet, and takes him somewhere special, which of course is a classic Hydra Trash Party complete with party favors and blood and decadence, as part of a 'Hey, you want to go crazy and take anything you want? join Hydra, we are all about that' kind of recruitment pitch, and gives him the WS for the evening.

At first Tony is too out of his own head to really realize anything is amiss - probably WS has some good begging programming for this particular trash party - and is entranced by the arm and just wants to have fun. When he realizes his partner isn't actually consenting or even sane, he freaks the hell out, cue rage and self-loathing and attempting to play the hero.

It doesn't work out. Hydra sighs profusely that he won't come on board and then doses him with something to help scramble his last few hours of memories, and when he comes to, he natually blames the haziness and the whole super weird nazi cyborg sex slave dream thing on a bad trip.

Terrible bonus: at some point king of nerds tony stark recognizes Howling Commando Bucky Barnes.

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(Anonymous) 2014-09-09 01:34 pm (UTC)(link)
makes out with this prompt without using breathmints. gross, i love it.

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Jewelry - Bucky/Hydra Overachievers [Past] - Unprompted Fill

(Anonymous) 2014-09-09 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Note: This fic is raw and un-beta'd and terrible, but the plot bunny crawled into my brain (I don't remember who you are, random Tumblr person, but this terrible little gem is for you!) AND ATE IT. So, my fellow trashlings, pull up a comfy coffee filter beanbag, and let me tell you about...


Jewelry.

It was a given that Bucky had..... issues, upon being found and dragged back to Avengers Tower by Steve and Sam. Aversions to certain foods (asking if he wanted any milk was met with a silent, hate-filled glare, for example), noises, and going out of his way to avoid being caught in too much light.

There shouldn't have been any surprise that Bucky had issues with his body as well. The wipes, the beatings, the torture, the grafting on of the metal left arm... It shouldn't have been a surprise to anyone that Bucky slunk around the tower in at least two layers at all times. Adding a hoodie when he could get away with it, and radiating a strong aura of 'Keep Away And Don't Touch Me!' And the hyper-vigilance meant that any potential contact was cataloged and avoided.

But multiple layers of clothing was fine in January. A little odd in July.

Steve and Tony (and probably more, but Bucky was always aware of Steve and Tony'd brought it up) were by the pool, basking in the sun. Bucky himself was off to the side, sweltering in his clothes. There was an unhealthy dose of Sad Captain Eyes that Bucky could safely ignore, but Stark's mouth was something else entirely. Something about Bucky trying to store up enough heat to thaw himself and the Capsicle out all over again just hit him the wrong way.

Bucky stands with a growled "Fine." and starts stripping. Hoodie, shirt, undershirt soaked through with sweat and the glare of the metal arm blinding enough to distract from the fact that the Winter Soldier was completely naked on the roof of Avengers Tower. Naked and-

Holy shit is that a lot of metal.

Giant metal arm aside, there's a lot of scars. The Winter Soldier made it to the twenty-first century the hard way, and it shows. Scars from combat, from torture, irregular lines of all styles and sizes leaving their marks on his body. And then there's... piercings? Two barbells crossed in each nipple, a captive bead ring in his navel and enough metal in his genitals that they might need a recycling code. Bucky's hips nudge forward, accentuating the many piercings glittering in the sun, but there's no 'Come hither' on his face. Just hatred, anger and bitter, bitter shame.

Steve tries to break the heading-into-awkward-at-light-speed silence with a "Bucky..."

"No. No, Steve. Your hovering, Stark's comments, everybody wants to know why. Well, this is why." Another shake of his hips sending sparkles dancing across Steve's stunned face. "A Prince Albert, an Ampallang, three Dydoes, an Apadrayva, a frenum piercing, a lorum piercing, a ladder of six perineal piercings, two barbells in each nipple, a navel ring and two studs in my tongue." Steve and Tony both are stunned into silence at this point.

"And before either of you start with me attempting to 'reclaim my body' or some bullshit, these are vibrainum. They're not coming out." The tone suggesting that Bucky'd considered it at least once. "These're trophies. Markers like finding 'Bob was here' written in a fucking bathroom stall. HYDRA had parties. End of year stuff. And if you wagged your tail the best, brought in the most money.... You got to bang the Winter Soldier. And.." A thumb traces over a nipple "If you were willing to buy the vibrainum too, you got to leave a little souvenir." Tension ripples across Bucky's shoulders as he tries to force the memories of-

The smell of pussy surrounds him, as he brings the woman in front of him to orgasm again, feeling her thighs shudder and spasm on his shoulders. Her hand trails through his hair, and tugs to pull his attention to her face. "Oh, you're an excellent motivational tool, aren't you. A mouth like that ought to be illegal...." Her other hand reaches over to pick up a little red jewelry box. "But let's see about making it just that much better. Now.... Open wide and stick out your tongue as far as you can."

"Twenty one piercings. Each one a little marker for being the top monster for Hydra that year. That's why I bury myself in fucking layers. That's why I never let you see me naked, Steve. Because I was Hydra's equivalent of that fucking pink Mary Kay Cadillac. All vibranium, none of 'em coming out without stealing something out of Stark's lab and some pretty extreme mutilation. And since neither of you seems really interested in taking me for a.... test drive." He trails off, gathering his clothes and making a point to bend over and show off the previously mentioned perinieal piercings, shining in a little row from Bucky's testicles to his ass. "I'm gonna go lock myself in the bathroom. Anybody comes after me, I'm gonna shoot them or myself. Not sure which."

He storms inside, slamming the door behind him, still completely naked.

Re: Jewelry - Bucky/Hydra Overachievers [Past] - Unprompted Fill

(Anonymous) 2014-09-09 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
This is fantastic. Would you consider putting it on ao3?

Bucky/Rumlow, lap dancing

(Anonymous) 2014-09-09 10:22 pm (UTC)(link)
EITHER: The sadtrashyterribleness of Rumlow demanding a lap dance from Bucky for the added humiliation value, after Bucky's been raped and beaten so severely that he can barely stand.

OR: The awkwardtrashycrackyness of Rumlow teaching Bucky how to give a lap dance, because Rumlow was totally a stripper before joining HYDRA and this is a skill Bucky needs to have.

Re: Bucky/Rumlow, lap dancing

(Anonymous) 2014-09-09 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
My soul gift wrapped in banana peels for the first one omg

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Steve's forced to confront just what's been done to Bucky

(Anonymous) 2014-09-10 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve's trying his absolute best to support Bucky's recovery and let him know he's safe now, while really not wanting to think about the details of what happened and convincing himself they don't matter anymore. Bucky has a series of bowel accidents and is clearly incredibly humiliated. Steve does what he can to comfort him, not wanting to make a big deal out of it (figuring the poor guy's having stomach problems because he's adjusting to eating actual food again). But after Bucky gets checked out medically, Steve's told he's having problems with sphincter control because he sustained repeated injuries over years of violent likely-sexual assaults. Steve has to put forth all the effort he can muster to give Bucky as gentle and reassuring an environment as he can and not let him be upset by Steve's feelings, at the same time as he feels absolutely overwhelmed with rage and pain over what's been done to his friend.

this is so sad I'm sorry

Re: Steve's forced to confront just what's been done to Bucky

(Anonymous) 2014-09-11 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
This is perfect - absolutely seconded.

Hydra/Steve, slutty for it, sex pollen

(Anonymous) 2014-09-10 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve gangbanged by Hydra. He's crying and begging for more due to drugs in his system. "Please fuck me, don't leave me empty, please more cocks."

Bonus if part of his mind is aware that he shouldn't want this, and he hates himself for it. But he's still desperate to be fucked, over and over and over again.

Re: Hydra/Steve, slutty for it, sex pollen

(Anonymous) 2014-09-11 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
Hey, there's an amazing sex pollen gangbang fill happening on page 11 (I think). Not that there are ever enough, of course.

Bucky/Any, Sybian Ride

(Anonymous) 2014-09-11 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
cross posted from Avengerkink (http://avengerkink.livejournal.com/19994.html?thread=47388442#t47388442)

I just need Bucky, riding a sybian. And everything implied therein; hugging the sides of the base with his thighs like he's holding on for dear life, hips squirming as if his body's not certain whether he ought to be trying to escape or grind down harder, strong, vibrating pulses racing between his thighs, and deeper, leaving him trembling helplessly…

I'll leave the scenario and situation up to any blessed filler, but here are some possibilities;

a. part of a "conditioning treatment" during his days as a HYDRA weapon - the handlers always chided him gently when he responded with a certain level of dread and fear, assuring him that it was for his own good, when in fact it was nothing but personal entertainment.

b. post Winter Soldier, once he's regained some element of mental capability, during a very loving, consensual bit of love-play with Steve, who takes the time to stroke his face and chest, and tell him how good he's being.

Of course, bonus points for the 3 B's (Bondage, Blindfolds, and Begging!)


- For the sake of sadwrongbadtrashygoodness, I would be completely okay with scenario b being a follow-up to a, or with some kid of nightmarish flashback associated with seeing the machine in use in internet porn or elsewhere, or with any other idea your lovely, twisted brains can come up with!

Re: Bucky/Any, Sybian Ride

(Anonymous) 2014-09-11 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
g o d d a m n

electrostimulation, Steve/Bucky

(Anonymous) 2014-09-11 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
Post-CATWS, Steve and Bucky discover that one of HYDRA's legacies is that Bucky's body can only come from electrostimulation to the genitals/anus. Cue sadtrashywrong feels, shame, hurt/comfort as they try to find a workaround that makes sex enjoyable for both of them in spite of this.

Re: electrostimulation, Steve/Bucky

(Anonymous) 2014-09-20 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I started thinking a lot about this prompt but now that I reread it I realize I was going in a more CBT/painkink direction. Is that cool with you?

Re: electrostimulation, Steve/Bucky

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