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Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

Unholy hell-miracle achieved! Welcome to Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves 2: Electric Boogaloo. AKA the seamy sexual-violence-and-violent-sex underbelly of Captain America fandom, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

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Round 2 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 3.

Asset is sensitive to smell, what happen if his handler(s) change body deodorant products?

(Anonymous) 2015-06-07 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
This kind of in my head for a while, when I went to Walmart (before Christmas), when I saw Old Spice gift packs beside Axe gift packs, I was thinking...what if Rumlow always got his Axe by gift packs/or other people always give him tons of gift packs as Christmas gift, and that one year for whatever reasons, he got Old Spice(s) instead, so what will a smell sensitive Winter Solider react?

(Setting waste basket with full of old craft papers)

Mini Fill: Sensitive to Smell

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"What's wrong?" Rollins asked Rumlow.

Rumlow mashed his face with his hand and shrugged in exasperation. "I don't fucking know." He pointed at the Winter Soldier crammed into the back of a broom closet. "He won't come out. He says that I'm an impostor. I've got no clue."

Rollins quirked an eyebrow. "Winter? That's Brock. I guarantee that's the genuine ugly article."

"Fuck you Rollins." Rumlow protested without heat.

"What's wrong?" Rollins knelt down to the Asset's level. "Why aren't you coming out?"

He shook his head and whispered, "Smells wrong. That's not the Commander."

Rollins sat back on his heels. "Brock? Did you, I dunno, change the brand of shit that you douse yourself with every morning?"

"I just use what people give me. I think it was Old Spice this morning, I dunno. I don't pay attention." It took a moment and Rollins smirked when the idea finally clicked in Rumlow's thick head. "Oh fuck me. Really?"

"Super nose to go with all the rest of the super senses. You better go shower or we're never getting anything done." Rollins sniffed, "I never thought I'd say this, but I miss the AXE."
Rumlow flipped him off and stomped off to the locker room. "You can come out now."

The Asset extricated himself from the closet and looked about suspiciously. Rollins asked out of pure curiosity, "What do I smell like?"

Blue eyes looked up at him. "You smell like cigarettes, gun oil and cancer." Rollins blinked. No one knew about his diagnosis. Hell, he'd only found out last Tuesday. Brock certainly didn't know. Super senses indeed...

"So you can smell that on me, can you?" The Asset nodded. "That's classified information, it doesn't leave this room. Got that Soldier?" Again, a nod. "Let's get you geared up." At least cancer didn't smell like frat boy.

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Steve/Pierce, corporal punishment

(Anonymous) 2015-06-08 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
My needs are simple: Plot is optional, context is nice but non-essential...

Could someone just do a thing where Pierce spanks/canes/beats Steve's ass black, blue and bloody (or red, white and blue the bruise colour scheme is also optional)?

Bonus for sickeningly sweet aftercare (note: hair petting would be great with this) with Pierce talking about his experience with 'difficult subs' as his sociopathic way of telling Steve some of the awful things he's done to Bucky over the decades.

Extra Bad-BDSM-Practise bonuses if Steve uses his pre-arranged safeword during the spanking/caning/beating and Pierce deliberately ignores it.

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My attempt at a fill :)

Steve struggled against the mag cuffs holding his wrists behind him. He realized his mouth was dry and his head seemed to throb a bit. He'd been tranquilized somehow.
He had a black bag over his head, so he couldn't see where he was.
He groaned as he tried to stand and found himself unable to. He was strapped forward to a desk with some very strong cable.
His ears perked at the sound of the door to the office opening and closing. He heard steps slowly growing closer and waited, holding himself still.
Suddenly he felt something brushing along the hood over his head. Fingers. They brushed against the hood, ruffling his hair lightly through it. Then the hood was carefully grabbed and suddenly whipped off.
When he looked up, Pierce stood watching him, hands behind his back.
As he looked up around the room he was in, he realized that he recognized it. It was an office in the Triskelion. Pierce's office.

He was tied face down over Pierce's desk and as he shifted, he realized something else – he was naked below the waist.
He still had the top of his suit on, but he could feel that his pants had been removed, along with his underwear, socks, and boots. His legs were tied far apart with whatever this ridiculously strong cable was. He wondered if maybe it was something SHIELD typically used to try and catch creatures like the Hulk.
He could already imagine several reasons why he would be tied up pantsless in Pierce's office, and none of them were good.

Everything seemed to sway around him as he looked around and he closed his eyes, groaning quietly.
“Well, well. Back in my office already, Captain Rogers?”
“What are you doing?” he demanded, coughing when his voice came out dry and rough.
“Well you're one to be demanding answers in your condition.”
Pierce smiled as he moved to stand in front of Steve who glared up at him. Something whipped out over Steve's head, barely missing it by a few inches and the soldier froze, finding himself staring up at a stick held directly over his head.
No. A cane. A highly polished wooden cane.
Pierce lightly brushed the cane through Steve's short hair, lips curved slightly at the corners in a satisfied little smile.
“Such a pity you had to be so rude to me, Rogers. I just wanted to have a talk with you.”
“I don't know what is going on here, but I will find out.”
Pierce laughed as if he found Steve utterly ridiculous.
“You know, I'd tell you to cut the crap, son, but you're always so genuine. You mean everything that comes out of your mouth and that's the funniest thing about it all.”
Pierce pressed the tip of the cane against his chin, tilting his head up and back, at an uncomfortable angle. He leaned in to stare into Steve's eyes.
“You don't even know what you're up against, do you? If I were you-”
Steve spat in his face, his expression almost bored. Pierce closed his eyes as the spit hit his face, landing on his cheek, but he opened them slowly again.
He pulled a handkerchief from his pocket and wiped the spit off. Then he looked at it for a moment. Lifting his cane, he used the handkerchief to smear the spit over the cane, as if shining the cane with it.
Steve watched, brows narrowing.
“Well. I guess we've both said all we have to say, hm?” Pierce said. “Never was much of a man for words, were you? No. You were all about actions. Always have been.” He smiled a little, moving to stand beside the desk, to Steve's right. The tip of the cane slid down from Steve's head over his back, completely avoiding his hands, down to the top of his ass. Steve watched Pierce, blue eyes dark and challenging.
“Look at you. Already so defiant. So assured.” Pierce sighed as he stepped behind Steve. “But what you don't realize...” he could hear Pierce pulling a drawer on the desk open, pressing against Steve's leg momentarily as he fished for something inside. Steve would have knocked his leg into it and tried to break Pierce's wrist, but his leg was tied so tightly he couldn't move it at all. He felt a hand rest against the back of his knee and tensed. Pierce's fingers gently grazed over the inside of his knee, causing a shiver to go up his back.
He heard something rest on the desk next to his body and glanced to see a bottle of whiskey. Next to it, rested a glass. Pierce was pouring himself a drink as he spoke.
“Is that I have nothing but time on my side. Meanwhile, time is running out for you.”
The sound of the alcohol pouring into the glass was disturbingly cool in the otherwise quiet room. Pierce set the bottle down with a steady hand, then lifted the glass to sip from it. Then the glass was replaced on the desk again.
“Yes, time is running out for you, Captain. And everyone like you. Hydra's new world order will not be stopped.”
Steve froze for a moment, his eyes widening. He turned his head to look up over his shoulder. He almost laughed at the absurdity of it. Hydra, after all this time.
Pierce smiled.
“Oh, that's right, Captain. You thought we were defeated, didn't you? You thought we'd been destroyed. You made the foolish mistake that so many made – that when Schmidt went down, Hydra went down with him.”
Steve nearly jumped as Pierce's hand patted his ass.
“Shame on you! You should have known better.”
Steve felt the hysterical urge to laugh again, but that was crushed in the next instant.
The cane came down with a hard crack and Steve gritted his teeth against the shout that nearly emerged.
“Should have known better, Captain!”
CRACK. The cane hit his ass again, horizontally, the second strike laid over the first.
Pierce stopped and rested his hand on the unmarked part of Steve's right cheek, the base of his palm just above the welt that must be rising there. He rubbed a circle soothingly over untouched skin.
“But I suppose I could see how we took you by surprise.” Pierce was smiling. Steve wasn't looking but he could hear it in the man's voice and he felt a rush of pure anger. This snake in the grass... They had all trusted him.
“Poor Captain Rogers. You must be so confused. It must be like waking up out of that ice again.” Pierce lifted his hand so that only a fingernail was trailing along his skin. He traced the welts rising across both cheeks and Steve fought another shudder.
“Finding a new world you understand nothing about,” Pierce mused quietly. He lifted his hand and picked up the glass again. Steve froze, wondering if it would be smashed and used to cut his skin. But as he waited, he merely heard Pierce taking another sip, swallowing, and letting out a pleased 'Ah.'
The glass was set down empty. Pierce took his sweet time refilling it again.

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Steve and Bucky reenact Bucky's rapes

(Anonymous) 2015-06-08 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
As a method of processing the rapes that still haunt and disturb Bucky the most, he and Steve act them out, with Steve playing the part of the aggressor.

The dream I have for this prompt would be unsafe practices, no working it out in advance; instead Bucky guides Steve in the moment by dirty-talking a script of his own assaults to him.

but I also would not cry if

+ Steve has a hard time listening, but also shocks himself with how erotic he finds a lot of what they end up doing

+ Bucky has to wrestle with self-doubt and internalized victim-blaming

+ sometimes Bucky does overstep his own boundaries and winds up hurting himself. I'd love some kind of interesting interpretation on where those boundaries are: does it feel good to roleplay his abuse only as long as Steve doesn't really hurt him? or only if no one deviates from Bucky's script? or...?

+ supersoldier stamina comes into play: how fast can you get it up again, Steve? there were five of them

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The wrong people find Bucky first

(Anonymous) 2015-06-09 05:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Based on this fantastic piece by Pain-Art -

Before Steve can locate Bucky, he's picked up instead by either an irate mob/ some of the families of his victims, who chose to take justice into their own hands.
Torture. Rape. Mutilation. Make him feel every ounce of pain they did. Then, maybe there can be some closure at last.
Until Steve arrives, almost too late.

Optional Bonus: Bucky was never recreationally abused by Hydra - this is the first time in his memory that he's actually been out in the real world, and it seems as though everyone simply wants to hurt him.

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This is great! especially your bonus about Bucky being a rape-virgin. What if he mis-internalise whats going on as what he 'deserves'?

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Bucky/Rumlow painplay, knifeplay, bloodplay

(Anonymous) 2015-06-09 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
When Bucky was with Hydra, they desensitized him to pain completely, as well as doing their best to completely ruin his sense of self and dissociate him from thinking of his body as his. Rumlow always found it fascinating the way the Asset could shrug off major wounds like nothing. One day (maybe after a successful mission, in the heat of the moment or something?), Rumlow decides to explore this fascination in a very dirty trashy way that his superiors would probably be super unhappy with. Good thing the Asset is so good at following orders and keeping his mouth shut, no matter how much pain he's in.

Basically I want Bucky/Rumlow where Rumlow gets super turned on by painplay and testing of pain threshholds with the Winter Soldier, seeing how far he can go without causing any permanent damage.

++Bonus for super creepy Rumlow dirty talk, like asking the Asset if he's enjoying himself, telling the Asset how gorgeous he looks with his pupils blown wide in silent agony, etc.

*burrows into the trash and waits hopefully*

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UGGGGHHHHHHH yes a million times yes. Bucky could be cut SO MUCH and still be functional...

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Steve/Rumlow, desperation/wetting, humiliation

(Anonymous) 2015-06-10 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
Pre-CA:TWS: Rumlow getting off on Steve on-va-voireing his way through a drinking game and fidgeting with a full bladder.

Post-CA:TWS: Rumlow REALLY getting off on holding Steve captive and over-hydrating him until he wets his uniform or Rumlow taking Steve's dick out, angling it perfectly, and pressing on Steve's stomach until he pisses on his own face.

In both scenarios, cue Steve becoming unexpectedly/reluctantly aroused. And Rumlow getting off on that too.

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This is usually not my kink, but: oooh, intriguing.

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Elevator scene variations

(Anonymous) 2015-06-11 08:19 am (UTC)(link)
I know we've got an elevator gangbang on the first page of Dumpster #1. But honestly, I was expecting like... a gazillion badwrong elevator fics in the wake of Cap 2 coming out. And variety is the spice of life, so. A crown of packing peanuts and rotten banana peels to anyone and everyone who writes their take on the bad, bad things that might've happened to Steve if that elevator fight had gone differently.

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The HYDRA agents defeat Steve, and he's handcuffed to the wall. They take off his pants, all the agents there take a turn. They gag him, and then they just... leave. They report to Pierce and go about their days, while Steve is still in the elevator, ass towards the doors, looking out over DC. Then, the elevator starts to move...

From there, all the "chained up for public use" prompts combined with the fact that anyone outside the building can also see, and possibly identify by his uniform, half-naked Steve.

More trash with the Maximoff twins

(Anonymous) 2015-06-12 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
((i'm sorry but they're my favorites so i want them to suffer. also probably doesn't go along too well with canon but w/ever))

Okay, so:

a) The twins are completely separated for long periods of time, but as "rewards" (read: bribes) for good behavior/cooperation they get to see each other, however briefly. Of course they're both in really terrible shape when they do get to see each other, but try to downplay it because they know there isn't anything the other can do to help them. (Bonus for Pietro being super banged up/having had something really badwrong happen to him but pretending that he's fine because of the whole "Twelve Minutes Older" Big Brother Complex, and Wanda absolutely not having it and becoming progressively more furious but being able to do exactly nothing to help him. Extra bonus for some HYDRA agent/guard/whatever interrupting the whole tirade of "oh, I'm fine, nothing happened" like "lol nope this is what happened and it's at least 10x worse than you thought.")

b) The twins are taking too long to start showing their abilities. HYDRA gets impatient and decides to use their codependency against them by basically torturing (sexually/physically/mentally/all of the above, whatever the dumpster heart desires) one of them in front of the other. It works, so they keep doing it.

c) General cells-right-next-to-each-other they-can-hear-each-other-screaming sort of thing.

d) Shady HYDRA agents (lol aren't they all) blackmailing Pietro by telling him that if he doesn't do x sexual favors for him they'll take it out on his sister. Meanwhile, next door, Wanda's being told the exact same thing. Extra extra bonus for a scene post-AoU (where Pietro isn't dead because what do you mean that happened) where they try to talk to each other about what happened with HYDRA, sort of as a therapy-ish thing, which backfires spectacularly when they realize that nothing they did actually protected the other, and how much they were both taken advantage of.

e) Any combination of the above.

Or, like. Literally anything with them. If you write something with the Maximoffs I will personally hand you my shriveled-up rotten trashcan heart.

Minifill - a new punishment

(Anonymous) 2015-06-15 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
(Sorry this isn't very long, I just wanted to try something with the twins, I'd love to see someone do more!)

"If you step out that door, you're an Avenger."

The funny thing was, at the time she had believed forgiveness would come so easily. After all of Hydra's tortures, there had been a part of her that had still felt hope. That had thought fighting alongside them would be enough to atone for their sins, that no punishment would be forthcoming.

Punishment was the wrong word for this, she supposed. She had been punished, they both had. Now they sat on comfortable chairs, glasses of water within reach, a bowl of sweets on the table in front of them. Excuses they could use for momentary distractions if they needed to gather their thoughts. This wasn't punishment. There would be no scars, no bruises.

Later, when it was over, Pietro would pretend to be alright. Wipe away what had happened in the same way that he always did, the same way he had brushed off the bruises and the names and fastened his white scrubs back over cuts that were already beginning to fade. It would fall on her, younger by those precious twelve minutes, to start to cry, once they were back in their room. That was the signal for him to hold her close, and the cameras in the walls didn't stop them. They hadn't been separated yet.

That was the unspoken part of this. They went along with this "punishment", and they wouldn't be separated. It was generous. She knew it was generous. It still stuck in her throat.

She swallowed, seeing how Pietro was fidgeting, his foot tapping almost too fast to follow. He had been speaking for the last few minutes but it was getting to him. Opposite them, their tormentor was waiting, a smile on his face.
"Go on..." He prompted, and she cleared her throat, letting Pietro settle back into his seat.

In the field, she liked Falcon. He had carried her a couple of times, and had encouraged her brother to race laps around the Captain, calling out and making everyone there laugh. But when they were being... well. The Avengers didn't use words like punishment and reprimand. For them it was counselled. She knew the word, for all that English was not her native tongue. It was to be advised, to be warned, and that was what was happening here. This was a warning, a reminder of what they had come from. Of what they could be sent back to if they failed to live up to the Avengers' exacting standards.

When they were being counselled, Sam was someone to be feared, someone who could trap them in their own words and dig deep into old wounds without ever coming near them.

Her brother had been talking to them about the experiments. About how they had been pushed to their limits as their powers began to develop. But his words had failed him as he had carried on. She sat up straight, flicking her hair back, mimicking the actions of a girl her age. Widow was giving her lessons. They helped with this form of "punishment".

She permitted herself a sip of water before she began.
"We didn't learn fast enough. They got frustrated. Pietro is fast but his pulse and breathing were struggling to keep up. They would exercise him until he collapsed, and for me...they could not work out what I could and couldn't do, and it was painful, the tests. I tried to stop doing as they asked." She glanced at Pietro. If she carried on she'd be handing over their biggest weakness, but if she lied and they had the files they'd move from this counselling to worse punishment. She swallowed anxiously, reaching for a sweet this time, the wrapper crunching between her fingers.

"So they brought in new rules. They moved us from the same cell to ones beside each other. They could make them soundproof at the push of a button, stop us talking...they would let us hear it when we screamed though. If we were being tested... then the other twin could hear. And when we did not... when we did not perform well enough, they began to punish the other one. They found it more...more effective."

She shivered, her head bowed, and fought the urge to strike out as Sam's hand rested on her arm. This was a game she knew as well. She waited to hear what to do now.
"You're safe now." Sam said, and she willed it to be true. "You're safe, no one is going to punish you..."
"They'd let us see each other if we were good." She blurted out quickly. She needed to have him know that, to make sure he wouldn't stop them seeing each other completely. If he knew how to reward them then any punishment would be survivable.

"Good how?" The question hung in the air and she bit her lip. It was Pietro who spoke.
"If we do what they ask. If we comply with the experiments, or help them to... to relax. In their down time. We could see each other a little."

Sam nodded, pressing for more details. Wanda couldn't handle it any more, could hear her brother's voice starting to crack.
"Can...Can I speak to you about this alone?" She asked softly, aware her eyes were blazing red. "Tomorrow? Give me some time to work out how..." Her voice shook. She hated asking to defer punishment. Hydra had always obliged, but made it worse. She shuddered to think of how this could be made worse. Perhaps they would have the whole team in to listen to her humiliations.

"That's fine. You both did very well today. I'm free tomorrow after training Wanda, if you'd like."

Wanda nodded, and stood. She walked to the door, feeling her brother's presence beside her. This time they didn't make it to their room before Pietro began to cry.

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Steve becomes the Winter Soldier's handler

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Sometime before Nick Fury is shot, Steve finds the Winter Soldier at SHIELD/HYDRA. SHIELD claims that he was already broken when they got him, and they totally would have told Steve if they knew he was Bucky. The chair is just a form of electroshock therapy, and the cyro-tank was out of hope that one day medicine would be advanced enough to help this poor man. Any problems he has must be from back when he was under Soviet control. Still, they agree that now Steve can be the Winter Soldier's handler, managing him between missions and even having him in the field under Steve's orders.

Steve uses his new authority to take care of his friend. He stops putting Bucky in cyro between missions, and also stops the "electroshock therapy". The Winter Soldier doesn't immediately recognize Steve, just notices that his new handler is different (if he has any memories of previous handlers). After a while out of cyro though, he starts to remember Steve.

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Um. Where's the trash component?

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Hydra/WS, crying

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The Asset cries when he's abused, but he doesn't know why. Any sense of shame and the ability to pity himself should, by rights, have been burnt out of his mind, like the rest of his personality and memories. But still it happens, and The Asset weeps whenever sex is used as his reward or punishment.

The Asset's casual abusers - the techs, medics and STRIKE/mission personnel - consider his tears an inconvenience or something they can verbally abuse him for, even though the latter has no effect. Rumlow finds it very off-putting and outright prefers hitting/torturing The Asset until he screams. Pierce finds it delightful and almost enjoys asking The Asset why he's crying (knowing that The Asset doesn't know why he's crying either) as much as he does inducing the tears.

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Pierce doing the whole "aww, honey, what's wrong, why are you crying?" thing, YES. Because that can be sooo manipulative and mean. It just makes you cry more, makes you confused and desperate for comfort and makes you emotionally vulnerable to someone who is purposely pushing all your buttons

It seems more common with mean *girls* but Pierce is not above it.


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Bucky starts regaining memories and comes to the wrong conclusion

(Anonymous) 2015-06-15 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
Just watched CA:tWS for the first time in a while and now I am dead from Bucky's sad murder puppy eyes. But just, Bucky almost recognizing Steve in the "But I knew him" scene, and then later on punching Steve in the face while screaming, "You're my mission!"

So what if Bucky, post WS, starts remembering some things. He knows that he's seen Steve before, and Steve certainly seemed to insist that they knew each other. So clearly: Steve must have been a mission he has failed before. This is clearly also why Hydra hasn't come to find him and give him some much needed maintenance as well. It is a punishment for failing to kill the same target too many times.

Cue Bucky attempting to fix his mistake (as many times as it takes) in the hopes that maybe when he finally kills Steve, Hydra will take him back and fix his mind and everything will be right with the world again.

This can go as angsty or as cracky as you want. I just want to see Trying-to-recover!Bucky who manages to get his randomly sort of returning memories mixed up into very much the wrong idea.

++Extra bonus trash love if you include memories of Steve doing really dumb heroic shit around Bucky during WWII that lead to thoughts of, "You idiot how are you not dead yet???" being misconstrued as previous attempts on Steve's life that failed.
Or memories of Steve having asthma as, "Clearly I tried to choke/suffocate him before and it nearly worked but he lived then too!"
Or memories of various illness as, "I don't recall that poison, but I must have poisoned him once, but his metabolism must have meant that I didn't poison him enough!"

Bucky misunderstands past roleplay

(Anonymous) 2015-06-15 04:02 pm (UTC)(link)
(This isn't an intentional remix of the prompt above, I just had a similar idea at the same time!)

Before Bucky fell, he and Steve enjoyed a pretty kinky sex life. One of the things they liked to do was dominance play, maybe straight-up rape roleplay, but always with Bucky in the submissive role.

Now, with his jumbled memories, Bucky recalls the sex... but not the consent. He's working with the framework of understanding that Hydra gave him, after all. And he's absolutely convinced that Steve used to rape him.

Whether this is why he stays in hiding OR if he goes to Steve but with this understanding depends on the whim of any potential filler!

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I'm the above prompter (the Bucky thinks Steve is a mission he's failed before and thus decides to try and finish it prompter), and I would love to see this filled too! Just imagine all the angst and misunderstandings if Bucky gets found and brought in by Steve against his will, and is constantly on edge around Steve because he has all these memories but no context outside of Hydra's abuse for them. Imagine the angst potential if he slowly warms up to the others and lets them get close to him, but every time Steve comes near he just goes all still and twitchy, and Steve just wants to hug him but can't. I love this prompt. Supersoldiers with trash memory issues is just everything I want right now.

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A faceful of come - creampie, felching.

(Anonymous) 2015-06-16 12:32 am (UTC)(link)

My wants are as follows: Person A (ideally Steve or Bucky, but this trashkitten isn't picky) gets horrifically gangraped, and is just full to overflowing with come from god knows how many people. To make matters worse, person B (again, Steve or Bucky but ultimately dealer's choice) is forced to clean them up and suck it all out, lest there be even worse to, ahem, come.

A thousand condoms stapled through with red ribbons in a misguided attempt to raise AIDS awareness to anyone that chooses to take on this mission.

Stay trashy, my friends.

UNF, Seconded.

(Anonymous) 2015-06-16 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
I want to read this so bad.

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Bucky keeps getting rape threats but totally doesn't care

(Anonymous) 2015-06-16 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky doesn't hide the fact that he was raped in captivity, which is why Steve can't understand why he acts so nonchalant when people threaten to do it again.

On his knees, surrounded by former abusers who are jeering at him and fondling themselves, deeply unimpressed: "Really? You're gonna flash your ass when it's this cold? You wanna literally freeze your balls off?"

Finding an envelope on his doorstop; inside: I hope Hydra made you their BITCH!, with a threatening photo manip of Bucky getting fucked: "Fucking Christ... look at that PHOTOSHOP JOB! Steve, do you think if anyone found the real photos, they'd ever hold up to this beauty?"

"I'll fuck you for this!"
*skeptical once-over* "You better get a few more guys in on it or I might not even notice"

+ if there actually is a point where he snaps (maybe when the bad guys threaten Steve instead?)

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oh my gosh, this is the best idea ever

Steve/Strike Setting Steve up for hurt, gaslighting

(Anonymous) 2015-06-17 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I've seen a couple prompts on here about Steve getting into an unhealthy, manipulative/gaslighting/abusive relationship with Rumlow, and a few "Steve lets Strike team gangbang him" prompts, but what about combing those?

What if the Strike team (pre-tWS) got really tired of Captain "Nothing phases me for I am a symbol of hope and righteousness" America. So they decide to teach him a lesson and break him down. Cue Steve diving headfirst ahead of backup into an op that goes horribly, horribly wrong. He runs straight into a trap but starts out thinking, "Ok, I can handle pain, and if I die in the line of duty well it's not like I haven't done that before, and my backup should be coming soon anyway.

Except, these bad guys are a special level of nasty. They're delighted to have captured the great Captain America, and they want to defile him in every possible way before they kill him. Cue Steve getting gangraped by a bunch of masked bad guys, who leave him naked and dripping with blood and come by the time the Strike team finally bursts in to "rescue" him. They clean him up and take him home and tell him they killed all the bad guys (and if a few Strike members are mysteriously absent while he's being "rescued" he's a bit too out of sorts to really notice), but then starts the gaslighting. Starting out with small victim blaming admonitions along the lines of, "See, Cap, this is why you don't dive headfirst into shit without backup," and escalating into full on insinuations that he enjoyed himself, "I know you like getting punched and all, but I didn't realize you were into that kinda shit too," or, "Did you even realize how hard you were when we found you? I almost felt bad stopping those guys."

As anticipated, this results in Steve becoming both more cautious and more clumsy on missions. He fails to notice things and jumps at Strike guys getting too close (bonus if some of them seem oddly similar to the bad guys who raped him, except they're Strike members and they're the ones who saved him! *guilt guilt guilt over his distrust*). The Strike members find this hilarious. Steve thinks he must be paranoid whenever he comes into a room and they stop laughing, because they're his team and they care about him. Except they really are laughing at him.

tl;dr: Strike sets Steve up to get raped by bad guys (who are actually members of the Strike team) on a mission gone wrong so they can "rescue" him, and then proceeds to mock and gaslight him about the event.

+++all my love forever if you can find a way to include Bucky in this somehow. Maybe the Asset was one of the "bad guys" brought in to ensure that Steve got captured and then made to participate in the rape?

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WS pretends to be Bucky

(Anonymous) 2015-06-19 03:45 pm (UTC)(link)
So HYDRA programs the Winter Soldier to seduce Steve by pretending he's Bucky and completely recovered. Then they start to have sex and Bucky reverts to the Winter Soldier and rapes Steve horribly. For maximum awfulness, he then goes back to being Bucky after it's all done and doesn't remember a single thing. Bucky feels awful and Steve is all traumatized, and then they discover that this is a permanent condition and they can't be sexually intimate without this happening.

I'm sure there are several variants on this in existence so if you have any recs, let me know!

Steve/Rumlow, emotional manipulation, Steve is a trashbaby and Rumlow can work with this

(Anonymous) 2015-06-21 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
Rumlow sets out to seduce poor, innocent, lonely Captain America so that he can break him down (for fun, for Hydra, whatever you want). Rumlow finds out that Steve Rogers has a dirty mind and fantasies that near make him blush. Rumlow figures he can work with this, because at least the lonely part was true; Steve is desperate for someone nice and trustworthy to treat him like shit in bed and make him forget how lonely he is. Degrading dirty talk, bondage, rape fantasies; Rumlow is just so nice and non-judgmental when he coaxes new fantasies out of Steve, so that he can take care of Steve and give him what he needs.

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(Anonymous) 2015-06-21 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
would just love a fic where the asset is dragged off to a gangbang even though he's been injured. On crutches, in a wheelchair, broken collarbone, broken ribs... so that he's crying out in pain as they manhandle him and pass him around.

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Mayyyyyybe someone wants to write the prequel to the "Bucky is triggered by inescapable situation" fic? The broken leg one?

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(Anonymous) 2015-06-22 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I've got a lot of feelings about all the trash potential of Bucky + normalization, with the Winter Soldier regarding a variety of horrific abuses as a fact of daily life. And nothing makes those feelings hurt more than thinking about how it wasn't always like that; once upon a time, Bucky wouldn't have been able to wrap his head around the idea that someday he'd take it as given he was going to be raped over and over.

So I would love any fill dealing with facets of the concept of Bucky having normalized his abuse. Such as:

+ Well, yeah, they raped him, but... mostly it makes him uncomfortable that it's bothering Steve so much? Except thinking about it does feel bad, in ways he doesn't understand or want to examine

+ Kind of expecting it to happen again, but hey, whatever

+ what if Bucky regains the memory of the first time they fucked him and is stunned at how upset he was and it kind of throws him into a tailspin

+ Something about the process of how they normalized it for him. How long did that take? How many years? How long before he stopped fighting back -- and then how much longer before what was happening didn't even feel strange anymore?


+ The agonizing process of realizing that shit wasn't okay and he can feel upset about it

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Yes. God yes. Anon I love you


(Anonymous) 2015-06-23 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
Hydra scientists decide that external genitals are too much of a weak spot for a weapon to have. So they permanently tuck the Winter Soldier's balls up into his body (since hormones are still important for a super soldier) and cut off his dick.

Go where you will with this. Someone really likes how little the Soldier has between his legs? Bucky trying to recover and Steve being horrified? I'm down with wherever anyone wants to take this.

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Mmh. Fondling sensitive scar tissue.

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Steve/Bucky - Hydra sends TWS to kill tiny!Steve

(Anonymous) 2015-06-25 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
Steve didn't receive the serum from Erskine and never went to Europe, and instead stayed behind in Brooklyn helping the war effort in some other way. He's informed that Bucky is MIA, presumed dead, and is of course heartbroken. A few years later, Winter Soldier Bucky turns up in Brooklyn, hollow eyed and pointing a gun at Steve. Bucky has been tasked with killing Steve to test whether or not the programming will hold no matter what he is asked to do. Does he succeed in his mission or does his programming break?

Reenacting trash as coping mechanism

(Anonymous) 2015-06-26 08:41 am (UTC)(link)
So, way after CA:TWS Bucky still has nightmares/flashbacks about trash stuff. His coping method of choice is reenacting them in a safe scenario where he has power over it. So Steve (and the more other people the merrier) help him by hurting/humiliating/scaring him the way he tells them to, and when he reaches his breaking point he safewords out and all the terrible things just fall away in the blink of an eye. For the moment, that is.

+ sexual stuff but also general violence or scary medical things
++ Steve/Avengers knew about trash past but that's how they find out about the details

Steve/Bucky, Attempted h/c During Gangrape

(Anonymous) 2015-06-26 02:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Based on one interestingly tender moment from this Kink vid ( - WARNING: Video Link is so NSFW it's ridiculous.)

Steve and Bucky are both captured/(recaptured?) by a Hydra cell, who then proceed to tie them down to the floor and have their fun/torture/all sorts of nastywrongbadterrible. Both are humiliated and in agony, physically and emotionally at the other having to see them brought to their lowest.
At some point, while being fucked or licked or penetrated with some enormous object, one of them starts to break down crying, and the other manages to stretch his arm out across the floor and grab his hand. Just a silent way of reassuring him that "I'm here."
They cling to each other by their fingers until it's all over.

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Oh my God. This is one of my favorite prompts of all time.

the worst rape of all time

(Anonymous) 2015-06-28 09:51 am (UTC)(link)
The asset submits to his various abuses because he knows they're a much, much better option than enduring the punishment he'd incur if he disobeyed. Now think about the sexual abuse take on this: once upon a time, the asset was new to this particular kind of mistreatment, and he flipped out and killed a few of his attempted rapists. What they did to him for that was enough to impress upon him, for decades and after numerous wipes, that he could never resist a rape. Because resistance led to THAT. I want to see that punishment. What could they do that would be more intolerable than everything else they'd ever do to him?

how could Steve ever forgive you

(Anonymous) 2015-06-28 10:04 am (UTC)(link)
So I just watched the Outlander finale (spoilers in this prompt, obviously), and I'm dying for some Bucky trash that echoes the progression and emotional content of the rapes in that episode. If you haven't seen it, the male protagonist is raped several times, at first brutally, and then more gently. He's shattered when he's forced to orgasm, and his rapist asks, 'How could your wife ever forgive you?'

Well! Imagine the Bucky version of this, raped while they're still breaking him, and what he's brought to believe instead is that he's enjoying it and Steve could never forgive him.

I would also not mind some aftermath where Bucky's still holding on to that belief all those years later.

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Aw yeah.

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