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garbage all the way down ([personal profile] trashmod) wrote in [community profile] hydratrashmeme2014-12-07 08:43 am

Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

Unholy hell-miracle achieved! Welcome to Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves 2: Electric Boogaloo. AKA the seamy sexual-violence-and-violent-sex underbelly of Captain America fandom, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

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Round 2 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 3.

infantilism, butt stuff

(Anonymous) 2015-01-13 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
For trashy purposes, they train the Winter Soldier to depend on a pacifier to soothe and calm him. Then someone in HYDRA gets the brilliant idea that an anal plug could serve as a pacifier for his butt. So they train him to depend on wearing an anal plug too, between trash parties and missions.

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(Anonymous) 2015-01-13 01:37 pm (UTC)(link)
/boops ur nose
I like how u think nonnie

Sin makes Brock Rumlow her sex slave

(Anonymous) 2015-01-13 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
So, in the comics, Brock Rumlow tortured his girlfriend, Sin, to snap her out of SHIELD's brainwashing. Then they had sex. But what if, instead of being eager to jump into his bed, Sin had wanted revenge?

Brock tortures Sin back to her usual sadistic self, then she decides to turn the tables on him and torture him herself. At first he thinks it's just some kinky fun and is into it, but as her games get darker and he realizes he can't escape, he starts to be afraid - but he's still coming like a rocket because he's a masochist and it's Sin.

+ Sin fisting Brock
+ Forcing Brock to take ever larger dildos to see how far he can stretch
+ Sounding
+ Whoring straight!Brock out to a group of men (especially men he'd worked with before) for a gangbang while Sin watches and masturbates.
+ Making him masturbate for her while being subjected to nonsexual torture - whipping, electrocution, burns, whatever

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(Anonymous) 2015-01-14 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
Ooh, I like this!

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honeypot mission

(Anonymous) 2015-01-14 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
All the trash in my trashcan for this scenario: post-WS!Bucky has to seduce Rumlow for intel.

Bucky's pretty functional and they've been dismantling Hydra, yadda yadda, and then Rumlow pops up on their radar, hiding out somewhere, and all evidence points to his holding some crucial information they desperately need. There seems to be no good way to get it out of him, and then the idea of seduction gets tossed out there, and Bucky's like: Great! I'm his type, and I know exactly what makes him tick. I've slept with him before. Plenty of times.

+ everyone is varying degrees of freaked out about this revelation except Bucky, who is ashamed of what he views as an embarrassing sexual fling but doesn't understand why he's getting these horrified reactions

+ ... and maybe he believes they're horrified at him for sleeping with Hydra agents

+ Bucky insists it was consensual, but would describe it as rape if pressed ("But did you want to have sex with him?" "Yes, duh, the alternative was being tortured, so, obviously")

+ Absolutely no one wants to let Bucky do this, but he's insistent, this is the best way, and he'll be able to get the intel before any sex occurs. After all, he can read and play Rumlow easy as breathing -- because, naturally, he became hyper-attuned to the moods, desires, and intentions of his abusers, and what's better than Bucky trying to normalize his trash trauma and even make it useful for a mission? NOTHING IS BETTER

+ The actual mission goes horrifically wrong -- maybe Bucky actually can't handle it, or Rumlow was on to him, or... there's a whole wide world of trashy possibilities and I'm up for all of them.

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(Anonymous) 2015-01-15 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
I would give my eye teeth for this. Who am I kidding, I would give my actual eyes. "Bucky insists it was consensual but would describe it as rape if pressed"=I love you

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Dog Fucking

(Anonymous) 2015-01-15 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
Part of HYDRA's means of breaking the Winter Soldier's spirit involves sodomizing him with horny attack dogs. Complete with knotting and all that kinky stuff.

Note: NOT an Omegaverse request! Just vanilla trash canon-compliant Bucky getting horribly raped by dogs while his handlers watch.

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(Anonymous) 2015-01-15 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
there are both a prompt and a fill plus sequel already, anon.

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Dresses and What Daddy Says

(Anonymous) 2015-01-15 08:00 am (UTC)(link)
This is an unprompted fill. It's technically a gift I wrote for a friend in a Christmas exchange, but I definitely had Hydra Trash Party in mind, and it is completely HTP.

The asset's Daddy comes to visit.

Warnings: Rape/noncon, forced feminization, forced crossdressing, humiliation, orgasm denial, erotic crying.

Fill: Dresses and What Daddy Says [Part 1/2]

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Most people were put off by the asset’s dead eyes. Brock wasn’t. He saw it as a challenge. From the very first moment he saw the asset, he wanted nothing more than to make the asset cry. It took a while for him to be able to. First, he had to be promoted high enough to even get a chance with the asset. Sure there were the parties, and HYDRA threw the best parties, and the asset starred in most of them. But it just wasn’t what Brock wanted. And besides, the asset didn’t cry at the parties. It was abuse that he was used to, all pain, and therefore devoid of all reaction.

So when Brock got that promotion, the one that made him head of the STRIKE team, and therefore in charge of the asset, it was the second best day of his life. The first was when he actually made the asset cry for the first time. It hadn’t been as hard as Brock was expecting, but it hadn’t been all the easy either. The tears were perfect, and exactly what Brock wanted, but they hadn’t made the urge go away. In fact, they only made Brock want to do more. To push the asset to whole new levels of agony.

Pierce only seemed pleased with what Brock was doing. He couldn’t have known what Brock intended to do with the asset beforehand, as he’d never made his plans known. Since then, especially after the first time the asset cried, Pierce seemed almost fond of him. Of course Pierce would find out, but he hadn’t put a stop to it. He was almost… encouraging. And that was enough for Brock.

Pain wasn’t enough to break the asset. It wasn’t even close. The asset went through torture as his training, and he was able to withstand almost anything at this point. So there wasn’t a point to using it, not unless Brock had a particularly bad day and wanted a punching bag, but hurting the asset wasn’t as satisfying as the other things Brock could do to him. Like his plans for today.

“Little girl?” he called. The asset, in the room Brock had set aside, his memory freshly wiped from the mission, didn’t even look up. It’s not like he remembered these games anyways. Brock could do the same thing to him over again a million times, and it would be bright and fresh for the asset. This particular play had quickly become Brock’s favourite, and even though some aspects would be new, the overall game was the same.

Brock moved forward and cupped the asset’s chin in his hand. “Little girl?” He asked again, his voice soft and sweet. Cloying, like rich thick chocolate. The wipes were thorough, but they still left behind certain little things that HYDRA allowed, such things like how handlers must always be obeyed. The asset always gravitated toward Brock, as he was programmed to obey Brock unflinchingly, but Brock liked to think it was because he was the type of man that commanded obedience.

“Sir,” The asset responded, voice soft and hesitant, lifting his head. His eyes didn’t meet Brock’s, as he was trained long ago to do. He was dressed in scrubs. He only wore his combat gear when it was needed, and otherwise spent his time naked, or when prudent, in light-blue scrubs. They were thin and did the job, but of course now wasn’t the time for them.

“Undress.” The asset stood and robotically removed the scrubs. They pooled at his ankles, and the asset didn’t even flinch. He learned long ago, before Brock’s time, that his body was not his own. It was a weapon and a tool for HYDRA. Some things, though, would sneak past that conditioning. The clothes landed in a pile by the chair, unimportant, discarded. “Good girl.” The same cloying and thick tone of voice. “I have something else for you to wear.” Brock pointed to the table that was off to the side, a pink dress, lined with white lace and ruffles was set out and pressed flat. The asset looked, but his face remained blank. For now.

It was new. Not that the asset would know. Putting the asset in a dress was a new idea that Brock had had, and he was excited to try it. They had done the Daddy/little girl routine before, but never with such a prop as this. Brock had almost been tempted to bring lollipops, before realising that might be going too far. He wouldn’t be able to take the situation seriously.

“Let me help you into it, sweetheart.” Brock lifted up the dress and guided the asset where he wanted him. “You say ‘Thank you, Daddy.’ When I do things for you.” Brock nudged firmly, slipping the dress over the asset’s head and down into place. Brock smoothed the creases in the back of the dress, before turning the asset to see him in it properly.

It took a moment for the asset to say anything, to respond. “Thank you, Daddy.” His voice was soft, face shifting into vague confusion.

“There’s my good girl.” Brock praised, sitting back into the chair the asset had been in earlier. He guided the asset forward to straddle his lap. Once the asset was in place and steady, Brock ran his fingers through the long brunette hair. It had been washed just for this situation. The asset was always cleaned up for Brock, just so he could dirty him again.

Brock parted the assets hair evenly and secured each side with a tie. It was long, but almost not long enough. The hair ties had pink ribbons on them to match the dress, and Brock adjusted them until the ribbons faced him and were even. “You look so pretty, doll.” He praised.

“Thank you, Daddy.” The asset said again, this time his voice wavered. The confusion was still there, as if the asset had no idea what he was doing or where he was. Which might have been so.

He looked pretty with long hair. Brock had made that a special request, that they grow out the asset’s hair. Not too long, he couldn’t let it get in the way of missions, but enough so that Brock could play his games. He could put the asset’s hair into pigtails, or put clips in it, pretty sparkly clips, or just let it stay down. It was also good for gripping, grabbing hold of the asset by his hair to pull or push him this way and that. When the asset was Bucky Barnes, he had kept his hair short. Taking away the asset’s preferences for Brock’s own was just another thrill.

Other people sometimes complained about the asset’s hair. People who were new and hadn’t known otherwise. They complained that the asset’s hair got in the way, that it was a tactical disadvantage. They were right, of course, but Brock felt the pros outweighed the cons. The pros, of course, were just for him. Brock enjoyed swiftly correcting them almost as much as he liked making the asset cry. Breaking in the new members of the team was just another plus to his promotion.

The pigtails looked perfect with the dress. It was long, almost reaching the asset’s knees. It was mostly a persian pink, with white lace down the front, accenting his pecs into something more. The sleeves were short and puffy, and every edge was trimmed with the white lace. He looked straight out of Brock’s wet dreams. Maybe the lollipop wouldn’t have been too much.

Pain did nothing for the asset, but humiliation and objectification did wonders. Already, just wearing the dress and the pig tails, had the asset confused and unsettled. His perfectly blank mask was breaking down. Normally, the asset was still and unflinching, but now the asset’s hands worked, as if they wanted to remove the dress or at the very least run his hands over it. A soft sound slipped out of his throat and he looked at Brock as if he could help.

“What is it, princess?” Brock asked, stroking the asset’s cheek. He wasn’t being kind. Getting the asset to voice his own humiliations only helped Brock. The asset flushed and bowed his head, where normally a curtain of his hair would hide and protect him, now there was nothing. He seemed to realise this after a moment, that he couldn’t hide, and closed his eyes, lips trembling minutely. So minutely that if Brock hadn’t been looking for it, he would have missed it. “Tell me,” his voice went hard.

The asset flinched and drew a breath in. He was taller than Brock, even sitting on his lap like this, but he hunched and ducked so he was looking up at Brock. He wanted to refuse, that much was obvious, but the asset was never allowed to disobey. “I don’t,” He hesitated, voice small. “I don’t understand. Is this my mission?”

Brock chuckled and ran a finger down the asset’s cheek. The asset looked so pathetic and confused. He shivered at Brock’s touch, one of the asset’s weaknesses was a gentle touch after all. “Yes princess, your mission is to sit on my lap and look pretty.” This didn’t help with the asset’s confusion, and he looked like he wanted to question Brock, but of course he could never question orders.

"You want to be good for me, don't you?" He asked, running his hands down the assets sides. The asset whimpered pathetically and squirmed, obviously uncomfortable, but not knowing why or how to fix it.

"Yes Daddy," The asset’s voice was so very quiet. Brock waited a moment and the asset corrected himself. “Yes, Daddy." He said louder, eyes flicking up to Brock’s face. "Please."

"My good princess." Brock reached under the assets hips and undid his pants. They were easy to get out of, no buttons or zippers, just a quick pull here and a tug that way and it was open enough to slip his dick through. "You're going to ride me today. Do you know how to do that?"

Of course the asset didn't, but Brock waited for him to shake his head and mumble a "No Daddy," before continuing.

"That's okay, Daddy will teach you. You'll be good and try to please Daddy, won't you?"

The asset nodded quickly, eyes wide. “Yes, Daddy.” He was always so quick to please. It couldn’t be just from HYDRA’s conditioning. Thorough that it was, Brock got the feeling that it was just how the asset was, eager to please.

“Open your mouth,” The asset complied almost instantaneously, and Brock slipped two fingers into his mouth. “Suck, princess. Get my fingers nice and wet. Can you do that for me, little girl?”. And the asset did, suckling gently at Brock’s fingers. His eyes flicked up to Brock’s face every few seconds, eyes worried and face flushed, as if worried he wasn’t doing it right.

Brock already had a semi when he walked in, anticipating this all day, but now he was painfully hard. The asset, all prettied up like a wet dream, sucking on his fingers like they tasted of honey, and sitting on his lap. The asset wasn’t still, either. Normally he was stoic and still as a statue, but already he was squirming slightly on Brock’s lap, clearly uncomfortable.

“Good girl,” Brock praised, just to watch the flush darken the asset’s cheeks. He stroked the asset’s hip, where his hand rested and supported the asset in place. Brock started to piston his fingers in the asset’s mouth, slowly pushing to the back of the asset’s throat, and then out again. The asset didn’t gag, was too used to blowjobs and other things shoved down his throat, which was a damn shame. Brock would love to have had the asset before that was taken away, have him choke on Brock’s fingers, tears streaming down his face.

Brock slipped his fingers from the asset’s mouth just enough to place a third, forcing the asset’s mouth wider. Body memory kept the asset from using teeth. He may not consciously know how to do these things, but the asset’s body remembered. Using teeth and hurting his superiors would bring nothing but pain. Brock didn’t stop until his fingers were sufficiently coated, and the asset was making little whining noises with every thrust of his fingers.

“Tell me you want it, princess.” Brock tugged on one of the asset’s pigtails with his dry hand, a finger coated in saliva tracing the rim of the asset’s asshole. Of course the asset didn’t understand, and didn’t actually know what he was begging for, he never did. It was another thing he loved about fucking the asset.

“Please.” The asset squirmed on Brock’s lap, moving both away from and into Brock’s hand. He didn’t know how to react, what he wanted. “Please Daddy, I want it.” He continued to squirm, face flushed and lips beginning to tremble. Brock didn’t relent, the asset could do better than that, and dipped his finger inside the asset, just barely, enough for the asset to gasp and his head to fall forward onto Brock’s shoulder. “Please, Daddy. Please.

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HYDRA wins Rumlow/Sam Bucky&Sam

(Anonymous) 2015-01-15 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Project Insight crashes and burns, but HYDRA had a dozen backup plans and a ways down the road, one of them works. Steve and Sam have found Bucky and they’ve been working together, but then suddenly HYDRA’s in charge of the entire world and Bucky and Sam (and Steve?) are taken captive.

Brock Rumlow has been nursing a hate-yen for Sam since their fight in the Triskelion. He’s served HYDRA well and is granted his heart’s desire.

Bucky is already really fiercely attached to Sam (IDC if it’s romantic or sexual or platonic, just that Sam is up there with Steve in Bucky’s top priorities). HYDRA wants the Winter Soldier back in the field, as a point of pride as much as practicality, but his programming is fucked up and there are frequent problems resulting in injury. Which he often won’t let anyone close enough to deal with, until Brock has the bright idea to send Sam in. Sam can’t stand to watch Bucky suffer, Bucky almost definitely won’t throw Sam across the room for giving him stitches, it’s perfect.

Everyone involved thinking tormentedly about Steve a lot would also be good.

TL;DR HYDRA wins, Sam lives a horrible double life; half the time he’s Brock’s personal trash party favor and half the time he plays medic to an increasingly fucked-up and dangerous but fond Winter Soldier.

(Specifics of trashy nonconsensual acts Brock forces on Sam: I’M UP FOR MOST THINGS I JUST WANT TO SEE THIS TERRIBLE AWFUL PAIRING HAPPEN.)

And then Natasha/Steve/Fury could save Sam & Bucky, or they could escape, hopeful ending.

-inscribes this with charcoal on greasy burger wrapper and sets it afloat on ocean of trash-

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(Anonymous) 2015-01-16 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
WANT! I recall another prompt in the other post which included Sam and Bucky both captured and subjected to HYDRA hospitality. I always wished that one can be filled and now I wish this one can be filled too! I really would love something that explores the Sam-Bucky-Rumlow dynamics since it seems like such a rich area to explore for delightful unique trash never before seen and I'm just rambling at this point but yes yes yes to all of this!

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Jerking off while fisting

(Anonymous) 2015-01-16 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
(Character A) gets fucked/gangbanged until they're gaping open, so then (Character B) decides to put their whole hand into that loose, sloppy hole, just because they can. But now that Character A's ass is completely wrecked and can't clench anymore, the only option left for Character B to fuck his own fist while it's still inside the other person.

All of the trash in the world if it's WS using his metal hand in Steve.

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(Anonymous) 2015-01-16 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
After a long mission, there's nothing that STRIKE likes more than winter soldier bukkake. After all, it's not gay to jerk it with your pals if the Asset is the one getting the facial!

+ Bonus if they have a scoring system ("5 points for getting him right in the eye")

kinda sorta fill-ish

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Fun With Mutants

(Anonymous) 2015-01-16 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
There's no way that HYDRA didn't have some mutants on the payroll. Maybe some less than ethical psychics to help with the brainwashing. Or shapeshifters to train him/make him hate Steve for the heck of it. Or maybe for more creative punishment to offset Bucky's healing factor. Just...mutants abusing their powers on the WS

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hello yes I am here for this

All My Friends Are Dead (Winter Soldier gets a reward)

(Anonymous) 2015-01-17 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
Hydra isn't 100% completely monstrous; when the asset is scheduled to be out of cryo for fourteen or more consecutive days, after the successful completion of his first mission, he is given a reward of his choosing - He is allowed to secure and retain in his quarters one non-essential casualty weighing no more than 230lbs.

That is, they let him pick a dead body and take it with him, for whatever reasoning you can think of. Dogs need chew toys. Perhaps companionship has proved good for his performance, but living companions do more harm than good. Maybe it started as a joke and no one wants to see what happens if he doesn't get his way bringing a new 'friend' home.

Que all the badsadwrong feels. The Winter Soldier genuinely loves these companions, for the time he has them. He knows in some capacity that they're dead, but that doesn't stop him from laying down with them at night to sleep, or finger-combing their hair, or sticking their tongue back in their mouth when it lolls out, or kissing them goodbye when he goes on his next mission.

The team is horrified when they have to spend a 6-hour return trip sitting with a corpse missing half its face. When the body starts to rot and stink, but TWS refuses to allow it to be removed. TWS screaming at the technicians to FIX IT when the eyeball of the corpse just won't stay in the socket. Rough and tumble, seen-it-all Rumlow losing his cookies when he sees Winnie curled up spoon-style with the body of a dude he knew.

Really, whatever floats the fillers boat, as long as it makes me feel terrible, grossed-out, horrible-sad feels. Just give me lonely Bucky and horrified everyone forever.
I do prefer that there is NO necrophilia, however!! If you can somehow manage to sneak some non-necro hydra trash party junk in there, more power to ya.

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Oh gosh.

The Asset Gets a Pet

(Anonymous) 2015-01-17 06:53 am (UTC)(link)
And that pet is Steve. HYDRA wins, maybe, or they catch Steve for a while - long enough that they think letting the asset have him as a pet is actually a god idea. Steve is either rendered mute or given a permanent gag (spider gag?) to keep him from saying anything that might fuck with the asset's conditioning, and given to the asset to care for.

Whether he does a good job of that or not is up to you - any level of brutality or tenderness is acceptable to me! I've just had this mental image of a naked, exhausted, silent Steve nuzzling into Bucky's hand for a good week or so, now, and it is both delicious and frustrating.

So... yeah. Do with that what you will. *burrows back under a pile of greasy newspapers*

FILL (1/3) Mistakes and Memories

(Anonymous) 2015-01-26 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
Warnings for violence, non-con and non-con body modification.

In the end, it had been a stupid decision. Hindsight was perfect, they always said, but they should have seen the problems coming. But after decades in the shadows, decades of hiding the truth, they had won. Winning made you cocky, meant you stopped thinking about survival and started thinking about other things. You were undefeatable.

That was why they had done it. Why they had made what would turn out to be the decision that killed them all, and as Rumlow looked up into the barrel of a gun, the only thing that surprised him was that they hadn't seen it coming.

Rogers had been easy to capture. After all the bravado, all the propaganda, all it had taken was holding a gun to a child's head. The irony of it hadn't been lost on Rumlow who had grown up on stories of how great Rogers was, how his first act in his new body had been to surrender to save a child. Well, in the end it had been worthwhile, and once he was securely cuffed, Rumlow had fired the shot.

They had taken him for interrogation, and when that had proved useless had just taken their fun, found new ways of making the hero scream. Tech had cut and sampled and experimented, and Pierce had had a new footstool for meetings. Life had been good back then. They were in control, righting all the wrongs. They were shaping the world in HYDRA's image.

It had been Rumlow who had first noticed the Asset's little obsession. The way that he would follow Rogers with his eyes, how he would whimper and squirm slightly when Rogers was being used for entertainment. Rumlow had thought it was funny, laughing to himself when he saw it. Asset never reacted like that to any of the other prisoners.

"Over here." He told Asset one day, while he had been buried deep within Roger's ass. "Hold him still for me."
The Asset had complied, pushing Rogers shoulders down against the floor with his hands, but his fingers had rubbed circles against the skin. Rumlow snorted, but he'd kept it in mind.

"Hey." Rumlow let himself into the lab and addressed one of the scientists, watching as they drilled into Rogers' thigh bone for a sample of marrow. Rogers had bit his lips bloody, trying not to scream.
"What is it?" The scientist asked.
"Where do you keep him?" Rumlow responded. He knew the answer, but he wanted to start off the conversation.
"Cell B, why?"
"Think the Asset's got a crush. Got to be worth a try huh? And I'll let you watch."
"Sure. Just got to make a modification first, don't want him getting too loud."
Rumlow had left, and the next time he had seen Rogers, he had been silent, an angry red scar across his throat and his eyelashes thick with tears. Pierce had been smirking down at him, running his fingers through Rogers hair. Rogers was glaring, but bound too tightly to move.
"Hear this was your idea Brock?"
"I wanted to put him in with the Asset. The silence was the scientist's idea."
"It's a good idea, from both of you. I see no reason why not... There'll be a certain satisfaction in it, won't there Rogers? You getting reunited with your dear Bucky again..."
Rogers had jerked from his grasp, and been hit for his trouble.

A day later, the scar was gone but his voice hadn't returned, and he was bundled into his cell, naked and with the come of one of the scientists trickling down his thigh. Rumlow went in search of the Asset, finding him sat on a filing cabinet, tossing a knife from hand to hand.
"Got a reward for you."
That made the Asset's eyes light up, and he looked at him closely. He tilted his head, a silent question.
"A present. Because you did so well and helped us to win."

For a moment the asset frowned, and Rumlow sighed, parroting the speech he had learned from Pierce which he had realised would calm him when he got into one of those moods.
"We've been through this. I know you've worked hard, and you've done well. But we can't stop, not yet. We will let you stop work when everything is under control, but while there are still pockets of resistance, your skills are needed. And you get a reward. It isn't just for you, but it's for you because you did well, do you understand?"

The Asset nodded. It wasn't that he couldn't speak, only that he chose not to most of the time. Rumlow didn't care, he was creepy no matter what. But he wanted the Asset on side, and indulging him was likely to win his attention.
"Follow me." Rumlow ordered, and led him down to the cell.

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All the world's a cage

(Anonymous) 2015-01-17 09:07 am (UTC)(link)
As part of his conditioning, early on the Asset was allowed periodic escape attempts that were set up to fail. He was left alone for a few seconds too long; he was given poorly-trained guards who were actually persons intended for execution, etc. Then they moved to the next stage, which was even more insidious: a seemingly sympathetic handler (or fellow 'prisoner') would reach out to him, make an emotional and/or sexual connection, then help him plot an escape attempt -- only to sabotage the plan. Not only would he be brutally raped and assaulted, he'd be mocked for his sheer stupidity. He is told that his handlers can see his thoughts all times, and they will find him if he is plotting something. The safest plan is to stay put, shoot who they want him to, and offer himself willingly to his handlers as a party favor.

Imagine a world now where his handlers truly are dead in the fiery aftermath of the Triskelion, and Steve/Sam/Natasha/whomever are telling him they're 'here to help'. He thinks at any moment this entire scenario is going to reset, and he'll be thrown back into a stinking cell to be abused. And the harder everyone tries to reassure him that he's safe now? The more paranoid, vicious, and solicitous he becomes.

(Doesn't have to be a 'no hope' prompt, but extra trash points for working in an attempted assault on a team mate as Bucky desperately tries to prove he can be obedient and stay home and play multipurpose sniper shot/orgasm dispenser.)

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God yes. So in support of this.

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Prompt/Mini-Fill - Winner Takes All (for a while, at least)

(Anonymous) 2015-01-17 09:35 am (UTC)(link)
From: Janine Stewart <>

To: Brock Rumlow <>, …384 others

Date: Fri, December 16, 2012 at 4:24 PM

Subject: Annual Winter Charity Ball & Auction

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You are cordially invited to attend the annual

HYDRA Winter Charity Ball & Auction
on Friday, January 22nd
at 9 o’clock in the evening
at Base Headquarters, sub level 3

Opening remarks at nine-thirty, with live auction and dancing to follow.
Masquerade attire is encouraged, to add to the enjoyment of the evening.

Auction proceeds to benefit Hydra’s social programs in developing countries.

This year’s auction features many new and exciting items, as well as, back by popular demand- last year’s big winning item- a full 12 hours with the Asset for you and your team!
The full list of auction items can be found posted in each floor’s break room, and online at <>

Remember, auction items are bid on by departments, so get together and discuss your priorities early! A prepared team is a winning team!

RSVP to your direct supervisor by the 29th. RSVP's are required and no tickets will be assigned past this date.

Hope to see you there,

Janine Stewart
Human Resources Manager, Sector 3

A/N: The fact that we don't have any auctions in the dumpster yet saddens my trashy little heart, and hopefully this will inspire someone! I've had this plot bunny in my head for weeks but I don't actually write things someone take it from me please? I want basically anything and everything to do with:
-HYDRA office parties & all the shitty bureaucracy that entails
--people getting really into the masquerade costumes & like, super fancy decorations and Rumlow just being SO. DONE.
---Bucky being shown off on an auction stage either like, trussed up in bondage gear or in fancy lingerie
----a bunch of the other auction items are probably HYDRA prisoners/dissidents but lbr the Asset is what everybody saves their money for. But, you know, those assholes in accounting make major bank so we better bid on this rookie shield agent so we have SOMETHING to bring to the afterparty

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(Anonymous) 2015-01-17 09:38 am (UTC)(link)
Fuck yes seconded. (I literally just got back from a charity auction and my god all I can picture is the Asset with a little printout tag attached to his collar saying lot #69.)

Bucky/Hydra, forced ejaculation and verbal humiliation

(Anonymous) 2015-01-17 04:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I desperately need more trashfic about the early days of Bucky's captivity, when he was still himself and in the process of being broken and brainwashed and what have you. I want to see Hydra using sex as another one of their heavily-implemented tools in breaking Bucky down; more specifically, forcing him to come every time they rape him. They'd still be rough, sure, but they'd zero in on his prostate, tease his cock while calling him every variation of "slut" and "whore" that exists in the German language, make him hard and taunt him about liking it when Bucky can't choke back the sounds that want to escape his throat. It would become a competition of sorts: who can fuck the best noises from him, who can get him so desperate he starts to beg (I have this mental image of the first time Bucky brokenly whispers "please" because he just can't take being held on the edge anymore). I want this to hurt like a bitch, okay, so give me all the emotional torture porn, Bucky feeling completely sick and disgusted with himself, starting to internalize their verbal abuse and slut-shaming after a while, thinking maybe there really is something wrong with him, being horrified when he realizes his body is starting to subconsciously react when his captors come for him. Maybe he even starts looking forward to it as a break from all the other ways Hydra is torturing him.

+Bonus points for erotic crying the first time they force Bucky to come
++Extra bonus points for incorporating Steve into the verbal taunts: "What would your beloved Captain think of you if he saw you now, being such a good little whore for Hydra?"
+++An entire dumpster's worth of trash for all the verbal humiliation and slut-shaming. Seriously, that is my jam. Throw in some faux-sweetness, calling him pretty, telling him he's good, and you'll have my black and twisted little heart forever.

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please someone write this PLEASE

Hydra Asset Sam, or Sam and Bucky are brainwashed cyborg assassins together

(Anonymous) 2015-01-18 12:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Pre-CATWS, while serving in Afghanistan Sam is taken by HYDRA, brainwashed, and has a cybernetic version of the EXO-7 wings attached and becomes a HYDRA asset working alongside the Winter Soldier as a partner/back-up/whatever.

Other ideas, feel free to ignore
- maybe Sam inadventantly discovered a HYDRA plot and that´s why they took him rather than just attaching the wings to one of their own, two birds one stone. or the EXO program was always HYDRA.
- the Soldier being used in the breaking and remaking of Sam - torture, training, being shown as an example of what Sam shall become. and there comes a point in the reprogramming where he feels grateful for what they are doing to him, making him stronger, better.
- or the Soldier trying to offer some vague kind of comfort or advice to Sam (as subtley as he can, and possibly very badly since Bucky doesn´t really remember How To People anymore)?
- maybe the events of CATWS happen and they manage to kill Steve and Bucky feels upset without understanding why.
- or the movie happens pretty much the same, and Steve ends up with two deadly brainwashed assassins living in his apartment afterwards.
- are the trash parties now twice as fun?

idk whatever.

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(Anonymous) 2015-01-18 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Ooh yes! This is such a cool idea.

Steve/Hydra Science Division, Non-Con, Sex Toys

(Anonymous) 2015-01-19 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
There've been a lot of 'Steve gets captured and gangbanged by the Strike Team' fills and those are hotter than the surface of the sun, but I'd really love to see a twist on it;

Steve gets captured and, after a lengthy interrogation that leaves him half-broken and unlikely to fight back, gets tossed to Hydra's experimental science division. The rest of Hydra expect them to just dissect Steve for his secrets and the serum and that'll be that. But let's face it, they're evil geniuses working for Hydra, they're bound to be a little twisted.

Cue the science team trying to one up each other by subjecting Steve to their personal experiments and untested, insane sextoys. Fucking machines, immersive VR, uncontrollable aphrodisiacs, maybe even mech suits with pre-prehensile dildos. You name it, they build it and abuse Steve with it.

The rest of Hydra would put a stop to it. ...but damn if it isn't fun to watch Captain goddamn America take a fucking machine at each end. Especially a fucking machine that can simulate a cumshot most porn stars would be jealous of.

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(Anonymous) 2015-07-27 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
WANT. And if nobody does it, I may just do it myself.

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trash trauma always comes home to roost

(Anonymous) 2015-01-19 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
Right, so, I have this idea where, for months into his recovery, Bucky isn't all that fussed about having been raped. For one thing, he has so little sense of bodily integrity and personhood that the violation barely registers, and that was even truer when he was still under Hydra's control. Also, nothing against classic party favor premise, but for this scenario what if sexual access to the asset were strictly controlled or entirely forbidden, so Bucky's sexual abuses were infrequent and rarely drawn-out -- a high-level Hydra official who brought him to bed for a few hours, a STRIKE team agent who forced his head down for a hasty blowjob while no one else was around, a furtive rape in a back room with orders to be absolutely silent. So Bucky thinks of his rapes as gross and uncomfortable, but they didn't hurt as much or last as long as torture did, and they don't haunt him the way his murders do. Sometimes they even felt good, and that was rare, back then.

In recovery he freely admits to his sexual abuse, and talks about it as much as his therapists or worried friends want him to. Why should he care? His time with Hydra included a lot of other stuff that was a lot worse.

BUT THEN, as Bucky gets better, he develops the emotional framework to really understand what happened to him, and gradually his rapes become deeply upsetting to him.

+ Bucky trying to hide how much it's beginning to hurt, since he spent so much time insisting it didn't bother him; he feels weak, fraudulent.

+ Steve, Sam, etc had been trying to follow his lead when it comes to treating his sexual abuse with relative casualness -- I'm imagining that Bucky got the consent talk and a lot of concerned questions and it's not like it got glossed over, but they didn't want to make him feel like there was something wrong with him for not being more freaked out -- and now Bucky feels obligated to keep up that attitude, only now it's like picking at an open wound.

+ I'm in love with the characterization of shielded!Bucky, who hides his wounds and would rather eat his own tongue than divulge how traumatized he is, except in this situation the twist is that he already showed his wounds before he knew better, and now what would tip people off as to the depth of his hurt is to stop talking about his sexual abuse.

Re: trash trauma always comes home to roost

(Anonymous) 2015-01-19 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
Oh my gosh, I love this. Heaven.

Also diverging a little but I like to think that at the time, that kind of abuse might have been a little comforting for him because it felt like closeness and it felt good sometimes, and obviously that's only something that would feel twisted later when he has actual friends or lovers and actual kindness in his life.

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(Anonymous) 2015-01-20 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
I have a hankering for intimate, would-be-tender-except-it's-horrific rape. Somebody (Pierce? Rumlow?) brushing his lips over Bucky's, stroking his sweaty hair back from his forehead, making eye contact, grinding in slow. And it makes everything ten times more terrible for the WS, because he's instinctively repulsed but also this feels almost like a human connection.



(Anonymous) 2015-01-20 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
Fuuuuuuck yes seconded. Can we trash up pet names too please please?


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cloning + gangbang

(Anonymous) 2015-01-20 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
discussing aus with friend, came upon something that had to be brought to the attention of my friends at the dumpster

au where the winter soldier is cloned repeatedly in order to be everywhere at once, or complete many other missions. the original is still around, of course, and he's by far the most perfect. some of the doubles are weighed down by those pesky emotions while others are completely ruthless and cold.

they send one after captain america, get the captain captured... and then throw him right to the clones, masked or otherwise. considering some of them know who he is, and have some twisted inkling of what he means to them, it could certainly be some trouble.

take this whatever direction you want to, i'd always prefer super trash with added usage of knives and a cybernetic arm. i've barely thought on this prompt, so really, this is just me wanting to see a gangbang on cap consisting of nobody but bucky and clones of bucky.

my heart and soul and firstborn child for fem!steve. (stevie or stella for a name in that case maybe??)


(Anonymous) 2015-01-20 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
In amongst all the usual violent and rapey abuse, Rumlow or Pierce or whoever also sometimes starts one-sided tickle fights with the asset. Like hardcore laugh-until-you're-exhausted-and-crying-and-puking tickling. They tell him this is playing, this is what friends do, don't you want to be friends? And even if the asset was allowed to say no or defend himself, he doesn't want to because this is a nice thing to do, it's just playing, right?

+ for being tied down for it, at least at some point
++ for helplessly peeing his pants
+++ for some kind of really awful emotionally abusive 'aftercare'

Bucky Volunteers to be the Winter Soldier

(Anonymous) 2015-01-20 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
So Steve wakes up in a fake SSR hospital right, old baseball on the radio, all that.

The same thing happens to Bucky only it's an entire 1940s Russian town and they get him to believe through an elaborate set up that he has an entire family and life story that he just isn't remembering.

See this article for what I mean:

READ MORE FOR SUGGESTIONS, OR STOP HERE.----------------------------
They match him to the reported dead Bucky Barnes (from an allied forces newspaper) and spies research his entire childhood. They get actresses to play his mom and sister and they get a blonde soldier to play his best friend. They set him up, ( either using his natural savior complex or to threaten to out fake!steve and him as lovers, or both), to volunteer for the winter soldier project.
They "kill off" his family, let him see a ruined bombed out "town" to give him motivation to do things for Mother Russia he otherwise wouldn't.
They scheme to get him to volunteer to be frozen (oh you have a brain disease we can't fix right now, that's why you are misremembering and headaches and "fake" memories, but in a few years we'll have a cure something like that )
Forward to the 80s. That blonde soldier is now an older high ranking kgb and he convinces Bucky to keep fighting for the homeland. Oh we still don't have a cure but don't you worry. His best friend dies falling from a train, how familiarly agonizing.
Forward to the 90s. American hydra unfreezes him. His male nurse is a put upon young blonde who has some great pre-serum Steve rhetoric. America is now the place to fight for freedom and beauty, don't you know your "childhood best friend" was working with us? Pierce's own daughter, as a child, "are you a real hero?" Oh and America is going to cure you, now you have a giant obligation to us. The cure works through electroshock "therapy".
Everytime throughout each ruse they use children and familiar looking blonde men to legitimize the fake story.
Then, CA:TWS happens and it's like shock to the heart, who to believe?? You are just a fake of real Russian!Steve. Aren't you?

+++ If you find a way for people to get him to have sex within the propaganda logic then wow, empty sleeves of salted crackers and soggy wax paper for you my friend!

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(Anonymous) 2015-01-20 12:35 pm (UTC)(link)
.......holy shit.

This is devastating and oh god I want it so much. You're an evil genius, OP.

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FUBAR Rumlow

(Anonymous) 2015-01-20 07:39 am (UTC)(link)
I have such a fucking gross thing for Fucked Up, Super Creep Pervert Rumlow.

I want a fic where Rumlow is just infatuated with TWS, in that Dateline NBC two-hour special kinda way. Just like, popping a boner watching TWS tear out a dude's throat with his teeth, getting off on having control over something so powerful. Being so infatuated with TWS, cuz some part of him equates TWS's submission and obedience to love, just telling him "oh you're so perfect, you're so good, you're mine, aren't you? you'll never leave me".

Just like, give me a glimpse into the mind of the most fucked-up, grooming, weird, pervert, nohomo, I-love-you-because-i-can-control-you FUBAR Rumlow

+ as much as he loves TWS, he never has penetrative sex with him; their sexual encounters are him servicing TWS, thinking he's making him feel good and being like "look this is how much I love you don't you like it?"
++ 3rd person Unreliable Narrator Rumlow; he knows on some level he's fucked up, but chooses to ignore that
and for reference, is my fave Fucked Up Rumlow fic of all time; awkward, "I've always been fucked up and am secretly damaged but mostly just Fucked Up and Unrepentant" Rumlow

idk please help

Re: FUBAR Rumlow

(Anonymous) 2015-01-20 12:38 pm (UTC)(link)
*heavy breathing*

yyesssss I have a huge thing for FUBAR Rumlow, too. I really hope this gets filled!

Bucky is furniture!

(Anonymous) 2015-01-20 03:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe it starts off as bucky being used as a bench rest for a sniper rifle (see, but gradually, given Bucky's ability to remain absolutely still, he's used as a prop more and more.

If crack: imagine the mark unknowingly sitting on a bench that suddenly becomes a ball of murdering fury.

Re: Bucky is furniture!

(Anonymous) 2015-01-21 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
bless you anon, for putting that image in my life
Bucky ass as a shooting bench..... with his face right in someones crotch....... hnnn

Winter Soldier/STRIKE - STRIKE newbie hazing/WS remembers "Stevie"

(Anonymous) 2015-01-20 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
New guys on STRIKE aren't called by their names or even "newbie", only ever "Stevie". If asked why, the older STRIKE team members just laugh and say "shh, not so loud, Stevie, Mrs. Wilkinson's gonna hear you" or "nobody else but us here, Stevie, you don't hafta pretend you don't want it" or even "I love you, Stevie."

Then, when the STRIKE team leader decides the new guy has passed his trial period and proven himself worthy of STRIKE, he finds himself locked up post-mission in a nice safe-house bedroom with the Winter Soldier - who thinks he's some tiny, fragile, asthma-ridden guy named Stevie and insists on making sweet, gentle love to him, only stopping to shush him if he screams/protests. The Winter Soldier never physically hurts "Stevie", he's very careful, but he's also very strong and very insistent and can't be prevented from living out some scrap of a past memory of a night with "Stevie," complete with post-coital cuddling, whether "Stevie" wants it or not ("Stevie" never does; even the gentlest, most considerate rape is still rape). The next morning, the new guy is finally instated as a full member of STRIKE and is called by his real name from then on.

+ "Stevie" can be anyone, either OC, Rumlow or Rollins.

++ Nobody on STRIKE knows who 'Stevie' is or who the Winter Soldier used to be, until WS calls "Stevie" by his full name.

Re: Winter Soldier/STRIKE - STRIKE newbie hazing/WS remembers "Stevie"

(Anonymous) 2015-01-21 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
Question OP: Did Bucky rape Steve back in the day ("you don't hafta pretend you don't want it") or was it a consensual encounter?

Bucky manipulating Steve because it's all he knows

(Anonymous) 2015-01-21 07:44 am (UTC)(link)
I want post CATWS. Bucky only remembers the manipulation and the gaslighting and the pain he experienced during his time with HYDRA, both in the field and under his secondary function. So essentially, he has no basis or memory of sex not involving manipulation and often pain of some variety. And the worst thing is, he’s good at it. He’s good at manipulating Steve, he’s good at inflicting pain in small ways that could almost be innocent. So that’s what he does. Hurt/no comfort awfulness where Steve is struggling to get Bucky under control with all the manipulation and stuff but also feeling it necessary and his duty to comply because at least he’s got his best friend back, right?