.....okay can we throw in bucky totally getting off on it, too??? and being super upset about it, ofc. i mean orders being "fuck the panther" can, in my head, p easily get twisted into "come from being fucked by a panther".

maybe he's being confused about what his orders mean and in a lot of pain and he's been trying to stay aroused so it all just sort of....happens.

and for a bonus? im thinking about post-TWS bucky remembering getting fucked by a panther, getting off on memory of being fucked by a panther, feeling incredibly guilty about having gotten off on the memory of being fucked by a panther.....esp in terms of "arousal/orgasms mean i must have wanted it" which is just not how consent works at ALL, bucky

(well. hows that for a first contribution to htp. maybe someday i will write this myself)