...due to his trash past, he can only get off if his partner is a man. So, at some point, he decides to initiate a sexual relationship with Steve.
Whatever other kind of drama and trauma is going on, I'd love for this to be somehow positive for Bucky. Like, he's not attracted to Steve, he doesn't love him that way, but sex with him is intimate and comforting, and makes Bucky feel bonded and loved. Buuuut if someone wanted to write this and have Steve be in romantic love with Bucky, or any other pain that seems good to fling in there, I'd be thrilled.
+ maybe Bucky tried casual sex with strangers or acquaintances and it didn't work; he didn't feel safe, he didn't feel comfortable establishing boundaries, he got triggered as a result, whatever. And for now, Steve's the only one he trusts with his body.
Bucky is straight, but...
Whatever other kind of drama and trauma is going on, I'd love for this to be somehow positive for Bucky. Like, he's not attracted to Steve, he doesn't love him that way, but sex with him is intimate and comforting, and makes Bucky feel bonded and loved. Buuuut if someone wanted to write this and have Steve be in romantic love with Bucky, or any other pain that seems good to fling in there, I'd be thrilled.
+ maybe Bucky tried casual sex with strangers or acquaintances and it didn't work; he didn't feel safe, he didn't feel comfortable establishing boundaries, he got triggered as a result, whatever. And for now, Steve's the only one he trusts with his body.