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garbage all the way down ([personal profile] trashmod) wrote in [community profile] hydratrashmeme2014-12-07 08:43 am

Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

Unholy hell-miracle achieved! Welcome to Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves 2: Electric Boogaloo. AKA the seamy sexual-violence-and-violent-sex underbelly of Captain America fandom, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

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Round 2 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 3.

Shock collar

(Anonymous) 2014-12-07 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
The Winter Soldier in a shock collar. For conditioning? To control him in the field? To spice up the trash party? All of the above? Whatever your little garbage heart desires.

Bucky can only come with penetration

(Anonymous) 2014-12-07 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky's repeated rapes have made being penetrated a minefield for him, and under different circumstances he and Steve would just stick to other things in bed. The complication is that due to extensive conditioning, Bucky can only come with a dick in his ass. I'd like to see Bucky and Steve trying to navigate these turbulent waters -- having to call it off a few times when Bucky starts to panic; figuring out that it works better if Bucky's riding Steve, because then at least he doesn't have someone's weight on him; Steve being careful about where he touches, because if he ever grabs Bucky's hips or hair, the night's over right then.

trash bonuses:

+ some unexpected, seemingly innocuous, sweet things are absolute no-gos for Bucky, like kissing or hand-holding, and it's heartbreaking for both of them
+ Bucky being so frustrated and embarrassed about his limitations that he tries to ignore them, and ends up hurting himself
+ Hydra made sure Bucky couldn't circumvent the rules with fingers or toys

(Anonymous) 2014-12-07 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
I have a fiery, inexplicable love for fic where private trauma gets discovered, especially by people whom the traumatized character never would have willingly opened up to. SO: a scenario where Bucky has recovered enough to be Bucky and to be functional, but he hasn't come to terms with any of the brutal, humiliating sexual abuse and rape he suffered at Hydra's hands. He's ashamed beyond the telling of it, he's repressing hard, and he's trying to bury it deep. No one can ever know. He works with the Avengers, but he's only close to Steve (+ Nat + Sam, potentially!), and perhaps his relationships with some of the others are pretty tense.


Something happens to release a ton of awful details to the Avengers (or maybe THE WORLD), like they capture an extremely talkative trash party participant, or a video of a rape (or several rapes) gets leaked and blows up the internet, etc. All of a sudden everyone knows what happened to Bucky; they can't not. And Bucky knows they know. Maybe he was there when the news broke. He saw the way they looked at him.

It's awkward for the Avengers -- no one wanted to invade Bucky's privacy, and most of them have no idea what to do in this situation -- but it's devastating for Bucky. He thinks everyone will see him as soiled and shameful as he sees himself. Give me all of the painful dynamics as Bucky fails to cope with his worst shame becoming common knowledge, and as the team tries to readjust in light of how damaged Bucky is acting.

One-sided Zola /Steve - Zola stalks Steve through the Internet

(Anonymous) 2014-12-07 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)
"He sees you when you're sleeping,
He knows when you're awake..."

You didn't actually think Zola was gone, now, did you? How foolish and shor-sighted! He was connected to the Internet, and it was so simple, really, to back himself up in the cloud. Such a pity that Project Insight failed, but there are other ways to do HYDRA's good work in the world, for the good of mankind. Every scientist knows that reults take effort, and not every experiment is going to work. It's heloful to gather data on why they fail. So Zola decides to gather data on one of the principle reasons Insight failed, Captain America. And he has a very powerful means to use; the Internet is everywhere these days, as are surveillance, smart phones, google glass, you name it. And one can never be sure when one is being observed or not.

So Zola stalks Steve using the Internet and gets progressively creepier about it, observing him everywhere, on the street, in his home, in the bath, in bed. Of course, like a good scientist, Zola records his observations. And when the time is right, he makes contact with the good captain, first in little ways, then in more obvious ones... maybe he even decides to take Captain Rogers as his very own, for more "intimate" data collection.

Bonus for Bucky/Steve because that's my jam, but no helpless, childlike puppet Bucky, please. I very much prefer traumatized-but-functional badass Bucky.

anterograde amnesia

(Anonymous) 2014-12-07 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Inspired by a conversation last night in #hydratrashparty:

In addition to wiping his past memories, HYDRA also does things to the Winter Soldier that render him unable to create new memories for a certain period of time. He's conscious and lucid while doing whatever it is he's doing, but he won't remember a bit of it afterwards.

Up to you whether this is used to keep him from remembering details of particularly classified missions, when he's a party favor (so he'll be surprised every time?), or some delightfully trashy option I've failed to think of.

Also feel free to use this thread brainstorm fun anterograde amnesia stuff more generally.

Plot twist: Steve's broken dick

(Anonymous) 2014-12-08 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
I love Bucky's broken dick just as much as the next person, but hey, let's try something new. So say Bucky has recovered enough to want sex with Steve. More specifically, he wants Steve to fuck him. The only problem is, ever since learning about Bucky's rapes at the hands of Hydra, Steve gets soft as soon as he attempts penetration.

(Anonymous) 2014-12-08 09:28 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not sure how to voice this but I just REALLY need more of post-tws Steve and Bucky in a romantic relationship BUT once they start having sex, Bucky'll check out completely. And it takes Steve a little while to notice this. And then comes the flood of Bucky confessing all the ways Hydra sexually abused him and angry Steve and hurt Bucky and feels.

Bucky has food issues/phobias

(Anonymous) 2014-12-08 10:44 am (UTC)(link)
Think the cumulative effects of Bucky surviving the Great Depression, European rationing during WW2 and Soviet bloc food shortages giving him the appreciation to not take the availability of good food for granted.

Buuuut decades of trash partying with food used as punishment, reward and incentive/bait makes eating a minefield of scent and texture triggers. For example: tasting chocolate cake gives Bucky an erection because it was used to reward him for becoming aroused during a trash party. But he can't swallow it because the texture/mouth-feel triggers a memory of being force-fed it to suffocation point or being raped and beaten until he vomited his reward.

Result is that Bucky is constantly hungry and really wants to eat but everything triggers him, and the remnants of his conditioning means he can't articulate something as simple as "No, thank you. I can't eat that."

I want HYDRA torturing Bucky through food even when HYDRA isn't a presence in his life anymore.


(Anonymous) 2014-12-08 04:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I have a simple need, and it's people being pissed on. HYDRA agents having a laugh pissing on Bucky (or Steve! ... or both!) in a very non-con way while the other person is tied up and can't escape

+ bonus points for "we're marking our property because ur our bitch" style stuff
++ bonus points and eternal love for someone like rumlow fucking into ws/steve's mouth and then once he's finished being like "well i need to piss and i'm already here so i may as well!" and pissing in their mouth

100% trash. 1000% sorry.

Podfic: "The Very Empty Soldier"

[personal profile] stoatsandwich 2014-12-08 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I realized I'd posted this on Tumblr, but not here. Anyway, I wrote a parody of the Very Hungry Caterpillar and recorded myself reading it in my best Bedtime Story voice. You can listen to it here. (Text here.)

dream trash

(Anonymous) 2014-12-08 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky's in recovery, living with Steve, doing okay. He gets bad dreams, of course, but after a while he starts getting nightly occurrences of vivid, awful, prolonged nightmares. Only they aren't just nightmares. It turns out what's actually happening is the remnants of Hydra have gained access to his dreams somehow. Every time he goes to sleep, they're there to torture him, rape him, reenact his worst memories, do everything possible to torment him until he breaks and submits for a wipe.

hooker Bucky

(Anonymous) 2014-12-08 07:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Back in the '30s, Bucky occasionally prostituted himself to be able to afford rent, food, medicine, and sundry necessities for Steve, his sisters, and himself. This wasn't consensual sex work: he was desperate, he wasn't happy about having to do it, and he ended up being forced to do some very unpleasant things. Post-TWS, it's just Bucky's luck that he remembers his prostitution before he's recovered enough to handle it.

Bucky has been throwing himself into being Bucky Barnes, wanting so badly to be the charming, happy, emotionally whole person that Steve idealizes. The desperate belief that he'd once been something other than a victim, and that he could wear that life like a mask and thus not be a victim anymore either, was all that was keeping him going. It shatters him to realize that sexual victimization/trash content was a part of that Bucky's life too. So:

+ he begins to think he deserved every sexual horror Hydra subjected him to
+ he feels like sexual violence is neverending for him, that he's fated to endure victimization over and over and over, forever
+ Bucky's often expressed feelings of anger and hatred toward himself post-TWS, but now he's regarding the person he was before the war that way, which alarms and confuses Steve
+ he starts to either self-destruct or act out in sexually unhealthy ways, like doing things he doesn't want to do with people he doesn't want to have sex with, because what else is he good for, right?

++ Steve never knew.

Bucky tries to protect Steve by hiding his trash past

(Anonymous) 2014-12-08 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky knows that Steve has read the files on the torture HYDRA put him through. What Steve doesn't know is all the sexual abuse/trash parties that were had (HYDRA didn't deem that information relevant to any missions).

Bucky knows that if Steve ever found out, he wouldn't stop fussing/looking at him with pitiful puppy dog eyes all the time, so he chooses not to reveal it (or worse, Bucky's afraid that if Steve found out, he'd be too disgusted to ever touch him again.)

Cue this info accidentally coming out in little bits and pieces, via Bucky crying out at night because of nightmares, little insignificant things (Steve kissing/touching anywhere close to his neck) that set him off.


(Anonymous) 2014-12-08 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
The Winter Soldier still has a sex drive, he just has no healthy contextual framework for what to do about it, and none of the Hydra goons feel like lowering themselves by getting their attack dog off. However, you can't have him learning that any of his needs can be fulfilled without Hydra, so he's not allowed to use his hands to get himself off. Instead, he has to rub against whatever's available -a table, the concrete floor, someone's shoe...

Art or fic prompt - WS in pointe shoes.

(Anonymous) 2014-12-08 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Because HYDRA would throw off Bucky's centre of balance with a 90lb metal arm and make him move on the tips of his toes for laughs.

Also, satin ankle ribbons. They'd look lovely woven across an ankle spreader.

And suspension bondage is good, but Bucky chained by the neck to a dancing pole is better.

Trash podfics

(Anonymous) 2014-12-09 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
Soooooo I'm thinking about recording some of these fills as podfics, because I literally cannot stop thinking about this beautiful trash heap 24/7 & want to contribute something.

So, this is not so much of a prompt as a you-guys-prompt-me: are there any fills in particular you guys want to hear?

WS/Any Handfeeding

(Anonymous) 2014-12-09 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
I love the gentle end of the trash can. I would ADORE some truly fucked up hand-feeding, where food is used as a reward or to some other trashy purpose.

(frozen comment) Submissive Bucky

(Anonymous) 2014-12-09 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
I just really want Bucky who wants to be totally submissive to Steve, and he and Bucky working out their feelings about Bucky's trash party past (Bucky thinks there's something wrong with him and Steve doesn't want to hurt him in any way) and eventually forming a loving, totally consensual D/S relationship.

The Winter Soldier, pecker gag

(Anonymous) 2014-12-09 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
That xxxhydra Tumblr has put the image into my head and I cannot get it out.

Scenario is up to you. Punishment with a side of extra humiliation? To train him to keep his mouth open and slack when that shape is in it? If he's already been brainwashed to go pliant when sex is involved, maybe they use it to keep him docile during a procedure? Seriously, go where ever you want with this.

Amputee Bucky Trash

(Anonymous) 2014-12-09 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
So I'm mostly interested in the point of time after he fell off the train and before he got the arm. Basically the scenario that while they are finessing the metal arm, they are also working on breaking Sargent Barnes.

He can hear them coming to his cell/hospital room. Soldiers and doctors enter. Maybe he's only wearing a hospital gown. He doesn't understand the commands to get up and he is dragged from his bed by the ankle. He tries to claw at the floor with his one hand, his other arm is just a useless shoulder-wing-nub. Tries to hold onto the gurney/ door frame.
Maybe they threaten to cut off other parts. "We've been developing bionic legs but this dangly part has to go" no actual castration please just like strapping it to a thigh or some other way of "keeping it out of the way during surgery" because it seems logical they would replace/reinforce his pelvis and legs at least on the opposite side of his body to even out the weight

Maybe after they break him but before the arm is attached they bring him before some superiors in suits and army uniforms. "This is how weak Americans are" show and tell on what they can force him to do. Trash party starts :) Maybe they get really inventive with his balance because he only has one arm to restrain. Maybe there are some positions that are less awkward because he only has the metal shoulder installed and not the full arm. Like, dp or a side position is not as difficult because there's no arm in the way.

Give me pre-WS amputee Bucky VS Russian Hydra

Just an observation not really related to the prompt: his arm in the movies is made in a way that looks like it is actually a ribcage and shoulder replacement (or reinforcement like adamantium on Wolverines bones) and this ribcage-to-shoulder piece looks like it fits INTO a socket of the upper arm piece. It's my speculation that after the elbow there is another piece that has rotation like the two bones in the forearm and maybe it's yet another piece for the wrist and hand.

WS/HYDRA, "with great responsibility comes great power"

(Anonymous) 2014-12-09 06:43 am (UTC)(link)
If you've ever had one of those high school baby-prevention classes, you've probably been assigned The Egg. Some jackass once thought it was a good idea to teach kids about the heavy responsibility of parenting by giving them eggs to carry around without smashing them.

Imagine the trashy HYDRA version of that, only it's a part of initiation onto the STRIKE team (or the Winter Soldier project, or whatever). If you want to prove you have what it takes, you have to wrangle the Winter Soldier by yourself for a week. In your house. Without him being seen, or killing anyone important, or causing any major disasters.

+ The Soldier doesn't understand human social conventions at all (eating with dull knives, peeing indoors, wearing clothing)
++ The HYDRA operative has to deal with the uncomfortable realities of Bucky's trauma under the conceit that he just 'needs maintenance'
+++ The HYDRA operative has to host a trash party at the end of the week to show off how well they've learned to control the Asset. The party planning turns out to be the most stressful part.

Awesome and Mysterious Instruments for Doing God Knows What

(Anonymous) 2014-12-09 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm stealing this link from another prompt on another meme. I think it's fair because my interest is different.

What the hell do these machines do? I guess they didn't include most of them in the movie because that might traumatize a lot of kids. I would love to read about their function, their development, and their malfunctions. Imagine the first time the asset is placed inside of them, how terrified he is, maybe he screams, wets himself, etc. The techs either soothing him or yelling at him... something goes wrong and they damage him badly and then everybody's running around trying to hide their mistake from either Zola or Pierce.

Any other ideas?

Rumlow/Bucky reciprocally fucked up

(Anonymous) 2014-12-09 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I desperately want aftermath fic where Rumlow had been appointed as the rape-dealer for times where punishment needed to be particularly rough on the WS. this is something that get introduced for the first time on Pierce's rule.

So I'd want to read about Bucky and (a reasonably in health) Rumlow seeking each other to get closure after what they were both forced to do.

mercy repaid

(Anonymous) 2014-12-09 06:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Rumlow is a Bad Guy, of that there's no doubt. But maybe on a whim, or because some inkling of pity flashes through his black heart, Rumlow shows a little mercy towards the Winter Soldier.

Maybe Rumlow lets him have a bite or two from his sandwich (the asset is definitely not supposed to eat food unless it's HYDRA scientist-approved). Maybe the asset falls asleep on an exhausting cross-country mission, and instead of waking him up (no sleeping on the mission), Rumlow lets him nap.

Little things that would otherwise be common courtesy as a human being, the soldier usually doesn't get the privilege of having. None of these small niceties from Rumlow escape the notice of the Winter Soldier though. And he's learned that receiving good things comes at a price.

Author!anon can choose how the winter soldier decides to repay Rumlow for all his mercy.

Bonus points if Rumlow, after realizing the winter soldier will always "pay" him back, then goes out of his way to do nice things to keep adding on to the "debt" the winter soldier owes him.

Pain Tolerance Training

(Anonymous) 2014-12-10 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
Fear is a good motivator, as is pain. However, HYDRA needs to make sure their best weapon isn't going to run away crying after getting a few broken bones, or, on the off chance that the winter soldier is captured, that he won't spill the beans on their world domination plans.

They torture + physically/sexually/mentally/emotionally abuse him to "train" him and incrase his pain tolerance, just in case.

As a result of going through every possible abuse/torture under the sun, Bucky no longer fears a lot of things, just accepts them. Brutal rapes? He takes it with his breakfast. Beatings until he's half-blind with pain? A weekly occurrence.

Cue Steve finding this out in unpleasant ways. Ex: Bucky falls ten stories and breaks three ribs and his ankle. He gets right back up and keeps fighting until the battle is over, and it's not until Steve catches him limping that he knows something is wrong. Bucky just shrugs it off easily and says "I've been through worse."

At first maybe Steve just thinks Bucky's trying to play tough guy. And it's not until he sees other things (Bucky getting shot four times, almost slicing his finger off, losing multiple pints of blood, breaking his leg bad enough that the bone sticks out, and treating it like it's no big deal) until Steve things there is something very, terribly wrong.

Steve is horrified. What exactly did HYDRA do to Bucky to make him so impervious to pain and suffering?