HYDRA agents aren't supposed to fuck the Winter Soldier, because it messes with his programming. He becomes erratic and talks to the air, which isn't good for their best weapon. What's actually happening is that whenever he gets raped, the Soldier hallucinates skinnny!Steve. He doesn't remember Steve's name, or why this strange presence is so important to him, just that he wants to see him.
This can go a number of different ways, from trashy comfort where hallucination!Steve brings the Soldier a measure of peace about what's happening, to trashy victim blaming where hallucination!Steve tells the Soldier that he's filthy and disgusting, and deserves what is happening to him (why he deserves it, he doesn't know, but this tiny blond seems very solid in his conviction). Or it can go all ways depending on the day.
++At one point the Soldier initiates sex so that he can see Steve. +++How does this affect his recovery once he's found by Steve and the Avengers?
Winter Soldier hallucinates skinny!Steve when he gets raped
This can go a number of different ways, from trashy comfort where hallucination!Steve brings the Soldier a measure of peace about what's happening, to trashy victim blaming where hallucination!Steve tells the Soldier that he's filthy and disgusting, and deserves what is happening to him (why he deserves it, he doesn't know, but this tiny blond seems very solid in his conviction). Or it can go all ways depending on the day.
++At one point the Soldier initiates sex so that he can see Steve.
+++How does this affect his recovery once he's found by Steve and the Avengers?