I need and want for several Hydra goons to have made one or more rapes the worst kind of emotional torture, so that the rape itself just hammers in the humiliation. They mock him, gaslight him, confuse him, make him try to please them except he's been set up to fail, force him to degrade himself, dredge up levels of shame he shouldn't even be capable of, and it's only once he's sobbing in sheer hurt that they finally fuck him.

++ Bucky tries to tell this story to Steve, and cries

++ the things they taunted him about are insecurities Bucky carries to this day