What if Bucky attributes this not only to his horrible looks, but also to how much he was raped? He's so used up even rapists won't touch him!
What if there's something like in The Only Animal, where rape is the only touch Bucky gets, so he hated getting fucked, but once it stops he gets progressively more touch-starved and desperate and lonely? And he sits alone in his cell, unmolested, and wonders whether being so repulsive is a blessing or a curse.
aka Bucky has to cope with rape trauma AND stopped being raped trauma, all in one delightful package!
Re: they stopped raping him and Bucky feels kinda bad about it
What if there's something like in The Only Animal, where rape is the only touch Bucky gets, so he hated getting fucked, but once it stops he gets progressively more touch-starved and desperate and lonely? And he sits alone in his cell, unmolested, and wonders whether being so repulsive is a blessing or a curse.
aka Bucky has to cope with rape trauma AND stopped being raped trauma, all in one delightful package!