so, this is basically a Bucky recovery prompt, but what I'd like is Bucky trying to recover in a world where he gets away like at the end of CATWS, but Hydra wins. So Bucky, Steve and friends are on the run from the now overwhelmingly powerful Hydra while Bucky tries to deal with Trash Past without any of the safety and with all the very real threat that Hydra could grab him back at any moment. Bucky's still actively dealing with triggers and flashbacks, but he has to confront all of it whether he wants to or not because Hydra keeps coming after them and there's nowhere safe to run. This might edge into Dark Avengers territory a bit, but I'd also like to see Bucky feeling like he has to run the plays Steve calls even though Bucky finds it intensely triggering, because he's still mostly in the mindset of his body's not his own and Shield on the run isn't all that different from Hydra anyway.

+ Bucky has to come face to face with Rumlow, Rollins, Strike et al in the field and is over come by his own un-dealt-with trauma basically incapacitating him in the field and handing a win to Hydra