:D :D :D OP, I really appreciate how you tell me what you love about each chapter. It makes me so damn happy!

- Steve not making a big deal out of it, but noticing and remembering and trying to be respectful of Bucky's privacy while he's being thrown over a table and raped
I'm pretty sure this Steve would be highly respectful of any preferences Bucky showed in bed, and is now furiously reassessing everything about them.
- Delicious, delicious, delicious shame
See, this is why I love writing Steve. Because he's so scrappy, hurting him isn't really an effective deterrent. However, making him doubt he's doing the right thing? Super effective!
- Steve thinking of a bullet to the gut as intimate
I mean, until Bucky showed up in the future, pretty much people only touched him while fighting or sparring, right?
- and steve using the memory to get himself off while he's taking bucky's place.
It's okay. nothing's ruined. it's all fine.
- please tell me Park gets to use his stun baton
yes he does.

I heart you OP!