My needs are simple: Bucky endures a rape where his rapist's goal is to make it mindblowingly good for Bucky. The rapist is very skilled and Bucky ends up having the most shockingly pleasurable sex of his life. Except! The entire time this is going on, the rapist is also subjecting Bucky to horrible verbal and emotional abuse. Shaming him for his reactions, calling him a slut, belittling and degrading him, objectifying him verbally, blaming him for the rape by saying he's irresistible and asking for it, etc. So as tears spill down Bucky's cheeks, we have to wonder: is that from pleasure or from shame?

+ Bucky ends up being unable to restrain his reactions to the pleasure; flushing, writhing, moaning

+ Bucky being very vulnerable to the insults hurled at him, believing and internalizing them

+ crying

+ this might work well with Bucky early in his captivity, before Hydra wiped him, where pleasure was scarce and he knew exactly how ashamed of himself he should be