Yeah yeah yeah, he actually did enjoy it and that's why he was feeling sick and repulsed by himself, and I imagine all of those feelings, including the apprehension of possibly enjoying something like that again, might come up if Steve WERE to get him a therapy dog, and maybe he knows, logically, that Steve wouldn't actually WANT him to do anything with a dog ever, but if the only sexual relationship he's had for the last 70 years is wish dogs, or if Rollins never actually followed through with getting Bucky fucked more after that one time and so there's this build up of desire Bucky doesn't even really know where it's coming from... And then here's this dog that supposed to help him and he gets totally weirded out the first time he thinks it's great that it's a male dog, or gets savagely turned on the first time the dog gets a little frisky with his leg, etc. And he doesn't even know what the fuck to do with himself because WHAT THE HELL.
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Wow!! What a nice comment! Thank you so much.
Yeah yeah yeah, he actually did enjoy it and that's why he was feeling sick and repulsed by himself, and I imagine all of those feelings, including the apprehension of possibly enjoying something like that again, might come up if Steve WERE to get him a therapy dog, and maybe he knows, logically, that Steve wouldn't actually WANT him to do anything with a dog ever, but if the only sexual relationship he's had for the last 70 years is wish dogs, or if Rollins never actually followed through with getting Bucky fucked more after that one time and so there's this build up of desire Bucky doesn't even really know where it's coming from... And then here's this dog that supposed to help him and he gets totally weirded out the first time he thinks it's great that it's a male dog, or gets savagely turned on the first time the dog gets a little frisky with his leg, etc. And he doesn't even know what the fuck to do with himself because WHAT THE HELL.
Thanks so much for this comment, again ♥