i dont think there are any other trash fans left in 2020 but i need to say i love this, this fic is just.. heartwrenchingly perfect for me. honestly at this point i have made up, in my head, that james recovers and lives happy and makes nice friends and never sees steve or sam again. lol. well, you're a lovely writer, every line and detail is so deliberate and its been amazing, seeing it come together.