Post-WS Steve and Bucky are in a relationship, and they play pretty rough with each other in the bedroom. Physically rough, taking advantage of supersoldier physiology, but also frequent detours into intense "Winter Soldier rapes Captain America" roleplay and the like. Bucky likes the control; Steve's been having weird sex dreams about the Winter Soldier fucking his shit up ever since the events of CATWS. Mostly though, both of them really enjoy the grappling and resistance kink and violent sex.

Then a mission goes bad and Steve gets raped for real. And the aftermath is a mess.

Suggestions (any or none of the following):
- Dealer's choice: "Ugh, I feel sick to my stomach remembering how much I enjoyed acting that out, not knowing what it's really like" vs "I don't feel as devastated by this as I probably should--did all those kinky romps end up serving as some kind of preparation, and if so, how sick is that?"
- Attempts at gentle intimacy that turn into creepy nightmare fuel, because the assault wasn't rough or violent, it was Steve tied up and unable to do anything about the hands all over him
- Attempts at mutual rough sex that crash and burn, because Steve can't get a grip on all the anger he's been carrying around
- Attempts at role reversal--Steve in control, Bucky taking the orders--that backfire miserably on both ends
- Bucky finally holding Steve down and 'having his way' with him (at Steve's request), while Steve writhes in pleasure/horror/shame/catharsis and confesses some of the small, horrifying details of the assault that have been fucking him up the most
- Eventually they go back to their old consensual-nonconsent scenes even though it's really weird at first, half out of bravado and half out of spite