Hoooooooly shit I love this!! Poor Bucky feeling suddenly disgusted at himself when he was so happy before, and even more disgusted at the fact that his rapists can make him feel this way - that he would care whether they find him attractive or not. Steve, who was probably absolutely fucking in love with Bucky's new softness and chub and how healthy he looks, seeing Bucky drawing into himself, looking more and more ashamed with each new taunt from strike and not being able to do anything about it