Set in the early phases of Bucky's brain being mush. Can I have him mindfucked and dissassociating so much that he doesn't know what's real, sometimes he hallucinates his captors/aggressors to being the Howlies/Steve? He's fighting to maintain his memories over the brainwashing, and this is how it manifests.

which leads to even more horror from Bucky of "Oh God! Dungan, I"m glad to see you!" *right before being brutally assaulted. A shocked and horrified, "Why are you doing this?"

Think of when Steve finds him after the first time he was captured in First Avenger, "Steve?" Only.... it's not really Steve. It's not even a Hydra good dressed like Steve. It's just his brain being optimistic.


*Hydra laughing about how crazy Bucky is. "He called me Steve today, I guess that means I have the biggest cock,"
*Blurred lines between nightmares and waking torture
****This is motivation to forget his past life and submit
*How does he remember this when he's starting to get his memory back? Does he know it was a hallucination?

Anything along these lines: during, recovery, During his first capture, ect. I'm a slut, give me anything. Bring me and break me a feisty Bucky.