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garbage all the way down ([personal profile] trashmod) wrote in [community profile] hydratrashmeme2014-05-30 05:23 pm

Trash Party Dumpster #1

(Will be continued in a Dumpster #2 post if by some unholy hell-miracle this post hits the 5000-comment limit.)

Filthy anon dumpster for sad hobos to fling moldy pizza crusts, raccoon eye makeup tips, and garbage about their sad trash kinks at each other.

AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. One hundred percent Hydra Party Favor Bucky Barnes, Is It Sexy Violence Or Violent Sex?, and Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves: Winter Soldier Edition. BLANKET NON-CON/DUB-CON WARNING, not safe for work, not safe for life, not safe for anyone, read at your own risk of becoming one of us.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, etc. are off-topic.

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Unholy hell-miracle achieved! Round 1 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 2.

Steve: literal healing cock

(Anonymous) 2014-06-13 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Somehow, it's discovered that Steve's healing factor can be temporarily transferred to others via his semen, as long as said semen is extremely fresh. Steve is not thrilled about this.

Cue Steve having to have sex he'd rather not, in circumstances that are less than ideal, with someone or multiple someones he might rather not (and the feeling might or might not be mutual), possibly in ways he'd rather not. All for the greater good, naturally.

(It would be cool if the healing semen was most effective if it was applied anally, but it's not required.)

Re: Steve: literal healing cock

(Anonymous) 2014-06-14 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
omg. what i would love to see is maybe they're on a mission post-WS and bucky gets critically injured and he can't heal fast enough for them to get out of the enemy base, so steve has to pump semen into his mouth and feels shattered because of how wrong and good it feels to have his best friend's mouth on his cock.

(frozen comment) Rumlow/Bucky impreg kink

(Anonymous) 2014-06-14 01:24 am (UTC)(link)
A/B/O please. Alpha!Rumlow is ordered to impregnate the omega Winter Soldier, because superbabies or something. It takes a few tries. Lots of dirty talk and cum and knotting kink pls.
Optional/bonus points: estrus!

If you'd rather replace Rumlow with Steve, have at it.

BDSM, petplay

(Anonymous) 2014-06-14 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
The Winter Soldier is programmed to service HYDRA members as a pet. Kitten play, puppy play, pony play all fine with trash!anon, although please don't take it into furry territory.


(Anonymous) 2014-06-14 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
I love it and we need more of it. A couple of HYDRA agents in a relationship, like in that excellent DP fill, using the Soldier as a kind of double-ended fleshlight? Rumlow making him participate with a captured Steve, either by taking the mouth so Steve won't bite or making him suck Steve off while Rumlow fucks him?

Some marvelous, magical way of getting all three?

(But really, I'm good as long as spitroasting is happening and at least one person isn't happy about it.)

Re: Spitroasting

(Anonymous) 2014-07-19 06:28 pm (UTC)(link)
This, please someone fill this.

HYDRA goons/Natasha - gangbang on the Black Widow

(Anonymous) 2014-06-14 05:56 pm (UTC)(link)
What it says on the tin. Maybe she's been captured, and the HYDRA goons (can be of either sex) decide it's time for some payback for their plans being foiled and their activities being dragged out into the light of the Internet. Or she's using her body to get information from them, or to distract them from something else that's going on.

Feel free to include other kinks, etc., as long as there's no mutilation, scat or urine involved.

After all, why should the boys get to have all the fun? (Hard femsub is one of my kinks and I'd love to see some here, this being a landfill and all).

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/hides under pile of coffee grounds

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Touch-starved Winter Soldier

(Anonymous) 2014-06-15 08:34 am (UTC)(link)
After decades of going on and off cryo, with only gloved scientists touching him in the most impersonal way there is, the Winter Soldier reacts pretty strongly to any kind of human contact. Once exposed to gentle touch, he'll do anything to get more.

Maybe Rumlow realizes how desperate for touch the asset is, and uses it to get pretty much whatever he wants from him.

Or maybe Steve and/or Sam find this out the hard way, after retrieving Bucky, and end up doling out some pretty heavy petting. Any unwilling boners resulting from this will be takes by Bucky as a clue of how to get more physical attention.

FILL open up my eager eyes 5+1 rumlow/bucky, other strike agents/bucky steve&bucky

[personal profile] dailyruse 2014-06-17 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
I kind of tried to combine the two suggestions? MIGHT BE TOO CONSENSUAL FOR THE TRASH PART LBR.

stasis tube

(Anonymous) 2014-06-15 01:59 pm (UTC)(link)
So the Winter Soldier's suspended in a tank filled with cryogenic fluid, hooked up to all those attachments, right? To activate the Soldier, HYDRA uses a mechanical phallus to penetrate the Soldier until he comes. They fuck him until he's awake.

sex pollen, Steve/Winter Soldier

(Anonymous) 2014-06-15 02:08 pm (UTC)(link)
HYDRA doses Captain America on super-soldier strength sex pollen and locks him in a cell with the Winter Soldier.

Re: sex pollen, Steve/Winter Soldier

(Anonymous) 2014-06-15 04:50 pm (UTC)(link)
yes yes please

Steve would be so fucking guilt-ridden (during or after, depending on how the sex pollen affects him)

Would the Winter Soldier take it obediently or be frightened or try to fight him off?

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I have a bid of $90 for Bucky Barnes, crying!

(Anonymous) 2014-06-15 02:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Mod, let me know if this is too consensual, but I was just at a fannish charity auction, and the auctioneer wanted fic with this title, so:

A several-years-post-Hydra Bucky offers himself up for 24 hours as a slave at a private Avengers charity auction. His friends try to talk him out of it, but he is absolutely determined, and having a great deal of fun trolling people about it. When various people realize that he's delighted at the idea of getting them to bid for him to consensually act out their guilty Hydra trash party favor fantasies, the bidding gets a little bit out of control. (your choice on who wins and what happens afterward).

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hallucination, rape

(Anonymous) 2014-06-15 03:20 pm (UTC)(link)
During a programming session, the Winter Soldier rapes Bucky Barnes.

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(Anonymous) 2014-06-16 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
Unf. Yes please.

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Steve/Winter Soldier, post-hydra with terrified WS

(Anonymous) 2014-06-15 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)

That facial expression did me in during the movie. Guilty boner ahoy.

So I'd love to read about Steve finding post-movie WS, confused and only half-coherent, on the run from what's left of Hydra. WS is fucking terrified of him, though. And there's no way to give him space, Steve has to take him to a safehouse (Tony's or Natasha's, whatever) or go on the run with him to keep him safe.

WS can't function alone, needs to be washed and fed and continues to make that fucking broken face with little whimpering noises whenever Steve gets too close. But there's no avoiding it, can't let him starve to death, and Bucky never tries to fight or run, so Steve deals with the guilt and does what needs to be done.

The only reason the Winter Soldier's been kept off ice before when not on a mission was for Hydra Trash Parties, and since Steve's not torturing/killing him, he assumes Steve must want sex.

So he tries really fucking hard to get Steve off any way he can, and freaks out badly when Steve tries to stop him. Cue nonconsensual sex on both sides, and everyone is messed up forever.

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10/10 hope this wonderful prompt gets filled

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Hydra Trash Coffee Shop

(Anonymous) 2014-06-15 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
A local Hydra cell has a coffee shop as its front. Their barista is the Winter Soldier. He's very effective at scaring normals out of the way, he has useful attachments for making hot drinks, and if you know the right passwords, the 'rewards' you can win with the customer loyalty card are decidedly non-OSHA-compliant.

Canon-compliant plz no AUs

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(Anonymous) 2014-11-04 03:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Bahahaha. That's great. I know this is kind of an old prompt but I might try to fill this.

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Rumlow/Winter Soldier - mutual reward

(Anonymous) 2014-06-15 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I've seen a lot of requests for non-con here where it looks like fucking the asset is such a chore.

Not being such a fun of absolute dehumanization (even because I don't feel it as canon in the movie) I'd really love to read some Rumlow/WS where Bucky is of course fucked up and touch starved and incapable of distinguishing good attention from fucked up attention, and Rumlow TOTALLY loves getting to put hands on him, and the result is *really* fucked up but satisfying sex where the lines of consent are blurred because Bucky likes it, being that the only kind of attention he receives from his handlers (and really, Rumlow makes it good for him because well, fucking the Winter Soldier isn't exactly a chore.)

So yeah, um. I feel like everyone will judge me hard for this, but I really need me some hot sexing where the WS is involved, seriously. Give it to me.

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(Anonymous) 2014-06-16 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
I am...actually way more interested in this than I would have thought possible. The dumpster is a strange and wonderful place.

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Steve/WS, HYDRA party favour!WS

(Anonymous) 2014-06-15 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve has to go undercover and pretend he's defected and joined HYDRA. Cue much rejoicing in HYDRA - their biggest enemy has joined their ranks. What better way to celebrate this but to invite their newest ally to one of their parties where the Winter Soldier, aka Bucky Barnes, aka Steve's former best friend, is used as a brainwashed sex doll and passed around as a party favour.

Steve's forced to participate in order not to break his cover and he has no choice but to do nothing as he watches the HYDRA agents fuck Bucky's one after the other and he has no choice but to join in as well.

Re: Steve/WS, HYDRA party favour!WS

(Anonymous) 2014-07-18 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh ho ho, me likey. Especially if he joins in.

HYDRA party favor Rumlow

(Anonymous) 2014-06-16 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
Back in the early 90s, Rumlow had to train the Winter Soldier how to be HYDRA's party favor. How does Rumlow know all the techniques? He was their party favor before the Winter Soldier.

Re: HYDRA party favor Rumlow

(Anonymous) 2014-06-17 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
This prompt is amazing.

Steve/Natasha or Steve/Bucky, attempted noncon hatefucking

(Anonymous) 2014-06-16 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
I really want Steve hatefucking someone. Either Natasha or Bucky. In a way that the other partner is into it, but Steve is so mad that he's kind of hoping to hurt them, to punish them. (Maybe like that scene in TWS at the hospital when he finds her with the USB and shoves her into that other room to interrogate her about it.). Steve's so mad she was withholding information, and Natasha had always secretly hoped she'd get a chance to have sex with him, particularly really rough sex. Maybe her receptiveness makes him more angry.

I don't know why I have a thing for secret asshole Steve. :-/

Re: Steve/Natasha or Steve/Bucky, attempted noncon hatefucking

(Anonymous) 2014-06-16 07:18 am (UTC)(link)
gOD YES I am so here (br)otp...hatefucking? Cus in that scene when he tells her "I'm not gonna ask you again" I'm always thinking "okay well then what the fuck ARE you gonna do?" NOW WE HAVE A PLAUSIBLE ANSWER.

Winter Soldier, Chastity

(Anonymous) 2014-06-16 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
The WS is kept in full time chastity, even as Hydra agents fuck him and intentionally tease his prostate. Occasionally they'll take him out of the belt so that female agents can use him, but they put a cock ring on first and he's still not allowed to cum.

Re: Winter Soldier, Chastity

(Anonymous) 2014-07-18 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
Do want.

torture, dubcon

(Anonymous) 2014-06-16 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Rumlow has to torture the Winter Soldier (maybe to make him learn to endure pain or something)and during the session he is turned on by the way the Winter Soldier whines and cries so he starts to touch himself while still hurting the Soldier and then realizes that the Soldier is getting hard, so he decides to make it enjoyable for the both of them by letting the Soldier suck him.

Bonus point if the Soldier is tied up for the torture and Rumlow unties him for the blowjob, but the Soldier is so hurt he can't walk and has to crawl to get to Rumlow's junk.
Bigger bonus point if the Winter Soldier is later assigned to do the same thing to Captain America (and Steve doesn't want to at first but then he just goes along with it bc it's Bucky and he always dreamed about touching him like this).

There can be bloodplay, knifeplay and everything Rumlow could use to turn this into something more... like him, it's up to the author !

hello fellow people of the trash, i'm kinda new here, hope there's still some place for me ?

WS/Anyone; hybristophilia, worship, blowjobs

(Anonymous) 2014-06-17 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
Inspired by that WS-Jimmy/Rumlow fic!

Someone (I'm not picky about who. Pierce, Rumlow, a random Hydra agent, an AU Steve) gets really turned on by watching the Winter Soldier commit acts of violence. They manage to get the Soldier alone and just start like ... worshiping him for being a killing machine. Undressing him, running their hands all over him, licking blood off his metal fingers, then finally they get on their knees and suck his cock.

I'd prefer there to be some level of consent on the Winter Soldier's part. Like, obviously it's gonna be sketchy no matter what, but I'd rather him not be totally unwilling.

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(Anonymous) 2014-06-17 10:46 am (UTC)(link)
i second this so hard it sounds so great

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Winter Soldier Target Practice

(Anonymous) 2014-06-17 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
So I was thinking of how would Hydra train the Winter Soldier, to be an unflinching weapon? And also, how would they hone their marksmanship?

So I thought, why not kill two birds with one stone? The Winter Soldier is orders to stay still, with his hands out and feet spread against a wall, while Agents aim knives to hurl at him. When he was first programmed, the Soldier had to be tied down and tears of fear would track down his face and knives hurtled towards his head and stuck in the wall beside his eyes. He would scream when knives punctured through his hands, pinning him to the wall.

(Of he gets used to it, and stands perfectly still with no restraints to the point of freaking the fuck out of the newbie Hydra agents as knives go flying at his head without so much as a blink.) But before that, Hydra has fun breaking in their new toy.

I don't know why I need this so badly, I just want Bucky crucified to the wall and sobbing and shaking while he bleeds from his hands and his legs.

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(Anonymous) 2014-06-17 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
Do you want "Hydra risks permanently disabling an irreplaceable weapon through the inaccuracy of a bunch of goons" to be addressed in-story, or no?

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Alexander Pierce / Winter Soldier, Hydra Wins AU, Surgery Kink, Body Modification

(Anonymous) 2014-06-17 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
Now that Hydra has taken over and the Winter Soldier is obsolete, Pierce seizes the opportunity to claim the Asset and, via one of Hydra's most inspired plastic surgeons, remake it according to his own vision. Over and over and over again and in increasingly bizarre ways that stretch the boundaries of what is strictly physically fuckable.

I just want to see some outer limits of body horror creativity here.

Anyone/Bucky, revenge fantasies (dub-con)

(Anonymous) 2014-06-17 07:37 am (UTC)(link)
So we have a prompt for recovered!Bucky acting out revenge fantasies about the people who took advantage of him as the Winter Soldier ( I'd like to see the opposite scenario.

The Winter Soldier was once ordered to rape a captured Avenger (author's choice, but it wouldn't work well with Steve, I think). The Winter Soldier was subsequently mind-wiped, so Bucky doesn't remember; the only person who knows what happened is the Avenger who was raped. After Bucky recovers enough in Steve's company to be introduced to the others, his former victim sees a chance to act out a revenge fantasy of their own.

+ Author's choice whether they straight up tell Bucky what he did and guilt-trips him into participating, or whether they seduce him (not difficult; Bucky is starved for affection and gratified that anyone would be attracted to him post-WS) and Bucky doesn't realise what's going on at first.

+ The former victim can either do to Bucky what the Winter Soldier did to them, or make Bucky repeat his actions as the Winter Soldier except this time they're in control. If the latter, Bucky has to be told what to do since he doesn't remember.

+ Dub-con, not non-con. This is an Avenger; even at their most fucked-up, they wouldn't force Bucky if he straight-up refused. Bucky doesn't want it (if he was seduced into participating at first, he's completely turned off by the eventual realisation of what's going on) but he's guilt-ridden and messed up and thinks he owes it to his former victim to atone for what he did, even if he can't remember it.

+ Bonus points if afterwards the former victim is feeling relieved and empowered by the experience, having found it therapeutic to reclaim control of their former violator, only to turn to Bucky and realise that he didn't enjoy it at all and has been completely traumatised by it. Double bonus points if they feel guilty for having abused him in turn.
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Re: Anyone/Bucky, revenge fantasies (dub-con)

[personal profile] freaksick 2014-06-21 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
Are you okay with a two-chapters fic that relates how the said Avenger decided he was going to make the whole revenge come out of the "fantasy world"? Like, when he decided he was going to make this with Bucky?
And what about manipulation? (guilt-trip someone into something sounds pretty much like manipulation to me) Or a mix of seducing and manipulating?
It's totally okay if you don't want.

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Black Widow/Rumlow, pegging

(Anonymous) 2014-06-17 08:53 am (UTC)(link)
Natasha doing Rumlow up the ass with a nice big strap-on. Bonus if it's dubcon. Double bonus if she makes him come from the penetration alone.

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Tied up nipples and cock

(Anonymous) 2014-06-17 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
The Winter Soldier is punished for something -- fighting back during sex, failed mission, whatever -- by being tied up. And I don't mean just ropes around his hands, but rubber bands around his nippes and a cord around his cock. Then they just go and leave him alone. He can't get it off, and has to just lie there as the pain increases and he sees his flesh start to turn purple. Perhaps someone can come back in after a while and twist his aching nipples and hurt him until he gives in and begs.

Re: Tied up nipples and cock

(Anonymous) 2014-06-17 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Nipple and cock torture are my two biggest kinks so +10000000000000000

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Bucky/Steve, HYDRA castrated Bucky, insecurity, incontinence, severe PTSD

(Anonymous) 2014-06-17 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
HYDRA castrated Bucky when they made him the Winter Soldier, because it was easier to control him that way, with the serum compensating for the loss of hormones.

Now Bucky's back with Steve and he's slowly remembering his past life - his relationship with Steve, their active sex life, how happy they used to be, etc. He can tell that Steve still loves him and wants him, but he looks at himself and all he sees is a maimed, scarred, ugly murderer who has absolutely nothing to offer to his lover. Steve's desperate to convince him that he doesn't care, that he loves him just as he is.

Bonus points for:

1. Bucky really loving anal sex, because he enjoys the prostate stimulation and the general sensation of tenderness and intimacy when Steve's balls deep in him.

2. Because of the castration (which can mean that HYDRA only removed his testicles or excised everything, up to fill!anon) he's often incontinent, especially when in the grip of strong emotion. This is an endless source of embarrassment and shame which get worse when he has an accident in front of other people (i.e. usually the Avengers)

3. Bucky being obsessed with pleasuring Steve even if he himself can't have sex like he used to, because as far as he's concerned sexual pleasure is all he has to offer - he thinks he's lost his good looks, his body is maimed, he's suffering from severe PTSD and depression and he can't do missions and he requires constant care, he has no material possessions. He's terrified that one day Steve will wake up and realize how useless and worthless he is and throw him out, and his only hope that his mouth and ass are a distraction enough for Steve to keep him just a little longer.

4. Someone finds out about his condition and viciously mocks him to his face behind Steve's back.

tl;dr: HYDRA castrated Bucky because it was easier to control him, now he's back with Steve and he's dealing with severe PTSD and intense insecurity because of the way his body has been changed.

Re: Bucky/Steve, HYDRA castrated Bucky, insecurity, incontinence, severe PTSD

(Anonymous) 2014-06-17 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
OMG seconded with the force of a thousand suns<3