Thanks, that totally helps. 99% of what I've filled here I can't put anywhere else for a number of reasons, but first and foremost because disability is a huge part of my life. I really can't afford for people to think that I'm actually infantilizing myself or others (because sometimes people suck and don't get that fiction can be a safe outlet. They want to read everything as a Cry For Help or whatever :P) But yeah anyway I didn't want to upset people here either.