Is sweet but trashy a thing? Because I'm dying for a fic where Bucky and Steve both want to be involved, and the only thing holding them back is the deep, deep insecurity that's part and parcel of Bucky's rape trauma. He's used up, he's disgusting, he's scarred, it would be wrong to inflict himself on Steve, he's scared Steve will look at his body the way he does, as a thing other people have used, he's scared that he'll be broken in bed somehow (from flashbacks to sexual behavior learned from repeated rape) and what will Steve think then?

If anyone wants to fill this, you can add as much fucked up stuff for Bucky to feel insecure about as your trashy heart desires. But on top of the pain, it would also be great to have Steve trying his best to help Bucky through this, maybe being really patient and reassuring once he realizes what the problem is, and finally being loving and tender in bed.

(it's also cool if at first Steve doesn't understand Bucky's issues and hurts his feelings accidentally, I love pain)