hydratrashmeme | Dumpster #3: The Great Pacific Garbage Patch

Holy shitballs, look at us go. Welcome to Captain America fandom's resident wretched hive of scum and villainy: ROUND THREE. AKA Bad Guys Do Dirtybadwrong Things To Your Faves, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

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Is sweet but trashy a thing? Because I'm dying for a fic where Bucky and Steve both want to be involved, and the only thing holding them back is the deep, deep insecurity that's part and parcel of Bucky's rape trauma. He's used up, he's disgusting, he's scarred, it would be wrong to inflict himself on Steve, he's scared Steve will look at his body the way he does, as a thing other people have used, he's scared that he'll be broken in bed somehow (from flashbacks to sexual behavior learned from repeated rape) and what will Steve think then?

If anyone wants to fill this, you can add as much fucked up stuff for Bucky to feel insecure about as your trashy heart desires. But on top of the pain, it would also be great to have Steve trying his best to help Bucky through this, maybe being really patient and reassuring once he realizes what the problem is, and finally being loving and tender in bed.

(it's also cool if at first Steve doesn't understand Bucky's issues and hurts his feelings accidentally, I love pain)

This corner of the dumpster is my hoooome. All the shame and pain and lingering damage and eventual recovery, yes please!

*sets up blanket fort next to this prompt*

This is apparently my bullet-proof trash. I want this. I refuse to start another fill with one already in progress but once that other one is done... MAYBE. (And someone else should fill it if they want!)

Because Bucky is obviously convinced that not only has the rape made him dirty but all of his scars and the added muscle mean he's not even nice looking the way he used to be, the way all those girls back in Brooklyn told him he was.

Would it be okay if and also Steve's probably still freaked out because it's great not being sick? (He'll never be upset about not being sick.) But his body is still just SO DIFFERENT that sometimes it really doesn't feel like his and he's not sure but he doesn't think most people are really into bodies like his anyway (he's seen some of the comments that get thrown at weightlifters, okay? the way people say those guys are gross and obviously on steroids and how they must all have shrunken dicks and he doesn't think anything happened to his penis when he got the serum but it isn't like he makes a habit of checking out other men's penises and he tried to Google for that but that's also when he learned why Safe Search was important and had Jarvis turn it on immediately, ahem).

I want to encourage you in all this and also suggest that Bucky thinks of himself, fairly literally, as a monster. We of course, behind the fourth wall, may enjoy his build but he knows he's basically an ogre - something big and strong that hurts people horribly. Maybe a lot of it revolves around the metal arm - he can barely stand to look at it and the thought of it actually touching Steve has the power to make him vomit.

Oh, absolutely - he'd rather lose the arm than hurt Steve with it so maybe he forces himself to approach Tony about having it removed. And Tony is all, "Uh, champ, I'm not sure that's the best idea," (and who knows, maybe Bucky makes some lewd suggestions in payment if Tony will just do it and Tony is like, no can do) and then Bucky goes back to the apartment and feels extra betrayed because he went through all of that and feels a) rejected by Tony because Bucky is so much a monster he can't even bargain with sex and b) that was his only hope for redemption.

Oh god, then if Tony *realizes* what he accidentally did to Bucky... maybe Jarvis lets him know that something is Going Down in Bucky's sympathetic nervous system, and Tony has his own issues with panic, what the hell is he supposed to do about someone else's? and now he's broken Cap's boyfriend and one or both of them is probably going to kill him while he sleeps and what would that do to Pepper and how does he apologize without accepting sexual favors from a brainwashed assassin--?

OP is So Here For This, all of it

This is so so wonderful.

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