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garbage all the way down ([personal profile] trashmod) wrote in [community profile] hydratrashmeme2014-12-07 08:43 am

Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

Unholy hell-miracle achieved! Welcome to Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves 2: Electric Boogaloo. AKA the seamy sexual-violence-and-violent-sex underbelly of Captain America fandom, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

[Round 1] [Fill post] [Chatter post] [hydratrashmeme Pinboard archive (maintained by [personal profile] greenkirtle)] [Round 2 in flat view (comments in non-threaded chronological order, most recent last)]

Round 2 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 3.

Shock collar

(Anonymous) 2014-12-07 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
The Winter Soldier in a shock collar. For conditioning? To control him in the field? To spice up the trash party? All of the above? Whatever your little garbage heart desires.

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I read a fic with a one line reference to Bucky in a shock collar last night and I was reminded of this prompt sitting unfilled. Would the op be interested in an art fill? Any trash baby writers want to double up with me on this? I am thinking a short written scene and an illustration that can go into the world together, mold and mildew, holding hands. Send me a message at my tumblr if you are interested - I'm feanorinleatherpants on tumblr.

Let's make some wet, smelly trash together.

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Bucky's repeated rapes have made being penetrated a minefield for him, and under different circumstances he and Steve would just stick to other things in bed. The complication is that due to extensive conditioning, Bucky can only come with a dick in his ass. I'd like to see Bucky and Steve trying to navigate these turbulent waters -- having to call it off a few times when Bucky starts to panic; figuring out that it works better if Bucky's riding Steve, because then at least he doesn't have someone's weight on him; Steve being careful about where he touches, because if he ever grabs Bucky's hips or hair, the night's over right then.

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+ some unexpected, seemingly innocuous, sweet things are absolute no-gos for Bucky, like kissing or hand-holding, and it's heartbreaking for both of them
+ Bucky being so frustrated and embarrassed about his limitations that he tries to ignore them, and ends up hurting himself
+ Hydra made sure Bucky couldn't circumvent the rules with fingers or toys

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Oh yeah! I love Bucky's Broken Dick and being triggered by kissing is especially sad

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(Anonymous) 2014-12-07 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
I have a fiery, inexplicable love for fic where private trauma gets discovered, especially by people whom the traumatized character never would have willingly opened up to. SO: a scenario where Bucky has recovered enough to be Bucky and to be functional, but he hasn't come to terms with any of the brutal, humiliating sexual abuse and rape he suffered at Hydra's hands. He's ashamed beyond the telling of it, he's repressing hard, and he's trying to bury it deep. No one can ever know. He works with the Avengers, but he's only close to Steve (+ Nat + Sam, potentially!), and perhaps his relationships with some of the others are pretty tense.

AND THEN

Something happens to release a ton of awful details to the Avengers (or maybe THE WORLD), like they capture an extremely talkative trash party participant, or a video of a rape (or several rapes) gets leaked and blows up the internet, etc. All of a sudden everyone knows what happened to Bucky; they can't not. And Bucky knows they know. Maybe he was there when the news broke. He saw the way they looked at him.

It's awkward for the Avengers -- no one wanted to invade Bucky's privacy, and most of them have no idea what to do in this situation -- but it's devastating for Bucky. He thinks everyone will see him as soiled and shameful as he sees himself. Give me all of the painful dynamics as Bucky fails to cope with his worst shame becoming common knowledge, and as the team tries to readjust in light of how damaged Bucky is acting.

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YES I have a huge thing for this too!!!

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"He sees you when you're sleeping,
He knows when you're awake..."

You didn't actually think Zola was gone, now, did you? How foolish and shor-sighted! He was connected to the Internet, and it was so simple, really, to back himself up in the cloud. Such a pity that Project Insight failed, but there are other ways to do HYDRA's good work in the world, for the good of mankind. Every scientist knows that reults take effort, and not every experiment is going to work. It's heloful to gather data on why they fail. So Zola decides to gather data on one of the principle reasons Insight failed, Captain America. And he has a very powerful means to use; the Internet is everywhere these days, as are surveillance, smart phones, google glass, you name it. And one can never be sure when one is being observed or not.

So Zola stalks Steve using the Internet and gets progressively creepier about it, observing him everywhere, on the street, in his home, in the bath, in bed. Of course, like a good scientist, Zola records his observations. And when the time is right, he makes contact with the good captain, first in little ways, then in more obvious ones... maybe he even decides to take Captain Rogers as his very own, for more "intimate" data collection.

Bonus for Bucky/Steve because that's my jam, but no helpless, childlike puppet Bucky, please. I very much prefer traumatized-but-functional badass Bucky.

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Ack, the typos!

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anterograde amnesia

(Anonymous) 2014-12-07 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Inspired by a conversation last night in #hydratrashparty:

In addition to wiping his past memories, HYDRA also does things to the Winter Soldier that render him unable to create new memories for a certain period of time. He's conscious and lucid while doing whatever it is he's doing, but he won't remember a bit of it afterwards.

Up to you whether this is used to keep him from remembering details of particularly classified missions, when he's a party favor (so he'll be surprised every time?), or some delightfully trashy option I've failed to think of.

Also feel free to use this thread brainstorm fun anterograde amnesia stuff more generally.

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Memories of trash parties upset his conditioning too much -- he's always unstable the entire time between the end of the party and the next wipe. So they condition him not to be able to formulate new memories during sexual encounters. The party happens, the asset gets cleaned up, goes to sleep, resets. Wakes up the next day thinking the injuries and aches must be from a fight.

Now imagine Steve's surprise when he and Bucky finally have the hot, sweet first time he's been fantasizing about since the 1930s, and Bucky wakes up the next morning and remembers nothing.

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I love Bucky's broken dick just as much as the next person, but hey, let's try something new. So say Bucky has recovered enough to want sex with Steve. More specifically, he wants Steve to fuck him. The only problem is, ever since learning about Bucky's rapes at the hands of Hydra, Steve gets soft as soon as he attempts penetration.

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this is amazing? and, of course, Bucky probably thinks it's because there's something wrong with him, it doesn't escape him that his rapes make Steve unable to get it up, and it's beautiful angst all around.

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I'm not sure how to voice this but I just REALLY need more of post-tws Steve and Bucky in a romantic relationship BUT once they start having sex, Bucky'll check out completely. And it takes Steve a little while to notice this. And then comes the flood of Bucky confessing all the ways Hydra sexually abused him and angry Steve and hurt Bucky and feels.

Bucky has food issues/phobias

(Anonymous) 2014-12-08 10:44 am (UTC)(link)
Think the cumulative effects of Bucky surviving the Great Depression, European rationing during WW2 and Soviet bloc food shortages giving him the appreciation to not take the availability of good food for granted.

Buuuut decades of trash partying with food used as punishment, reward and incentive/bait makes eating a minefield of scent and texture triggers. For example: tasting chocolate cake gives Bucky an erection because it was used to reward him for becoming aroused during a trash party. But he can't swallow it because the texture/mouth-feel triggers a memory of being force-fed it to suffocation point or being raped and beaten until he vomited his reward.

Result is that Bucky is constantly hungry and really wants to eat but everything triggers him, and the remnants of his conditioning means he can't articulate something as simple as "No, thank you. I can't eat that."

I want HYDRA torturing Bucky through food even when HYDRA isn't a presence in his life anymore.

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HELL yes I need this. Bucky with food issues is one of my favorite kinds of trash.

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I have a simple need, and it's people being pissed on. HYDRA agents having a laugh pissing on Bucky (or Steve! ... or both!) in a very non-con way while the other person is tied up and can't escape

+ bonus points for "we're marking our property because ur our bitch" style stuff
++ bonus points and eternal love for someone like rumlow fucking into ws/steve's mouth and then once he's finished being like "well i need to piss and i'm already here so i may as well!" and pissing in their mouth

100% trash. 1000% sorry.

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I'm sorry, this doesn't quite fulfill your prompt but I saw watersports and I just had to draw some!! Here's the Winter Soldier being pissed on by some fellow (likely Rumlow).
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Podfic: "The Very Empty Soldier"

[personal profile] stoatsandwich 2014-12-08 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I realized I'd posted this on Tumblr, but not here. Anyway, I wrote a parody of the Very Hungry Caterpillar and recorded myself reading it in my best Bedtime Story voice. You can listen to it here. (Text here.)

dream trash

(Anonymous) 2014-12-08 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky's in recovery, living with Steve, doing okay. He gets bad dreams, of course, but after a while he starts getting nightly occurrences of vivid, awful, prolonged nightmares. Only they aren't just nightmares. It turns out what's actually happening is the remnants of Hydra have gained access to his dreams somehow. Every time he goes to sleep, they're there to torture him, rape him, reenact his worst memories, do everything possible to torment him until he breaks and submits for a wipe.

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What an evil idea. I love it.

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hooker Bucky

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Back in the '30s, Bucky occasionally prostituted himself to be able to afford rent, food, medicine, and sundry necessities for Steve, his sisters, and himself. This wasn't consensual sex work: he was desperate, he wasn't happy about having to do it, and he ended up being forced to do some very unpleasant things. Post-TWS, it's just Bucky's luck that he remembers his prostitution before he's recovered enough to handle it.

Bucky has been throwing himself into being Bucky Barnes, wanting so badly to be the charming, happy, emotionally whole person that Steve idealizes. The desperate belief that he'd once been something other than a victim, and that he could wear that life like a mask and thus not be a victim anymore either, was all that was keeping him going. It shatters him to realize that sexual victimization/trash content was a part of that Bucky's life too. So:

+ he begins to think he deserved every sexual horror Hydra subjected him to
+ he feels like sexual violence is neverending for him, that he's fated to endure victimization over and over and over, forever
+ Bucky's often expressed feelings of anger and hatred toward himself post-TWS, but now he's regarding the person he was before the war that way, which alarms and confuses Steve
+ he starts to either self-destruct or act out in sexually unhealthy ways, like doing things he doesn't want to do with people he doesn't want to have sex with, because what else is he good for, right?

++ Steve never knew.

Re: hooker Bucky

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OP here, re: that last +

I have a trashy preference for Bucky offering himself to teammates, like a lesson learned from Hydra, who taught him that his body was property to be doled out as a reward, but I don't want to turn any non-evil character into a rapist. So, initially, perhaps Bucky is good at faking wanting it. The complication is that I'm also super not into idea that sometimes consent is impossible to determine, and that you can have consensually iffy sex without being able to tell. Just: no. The line between consent and non-consent is hugely important to me, and it's like an ice water shower when good guys ignore signs that their partner isn't fully on board. So basically what I'm saying is that the ideal scenario for me is that Bucky sleeps around with randoms who are probably totally shady people, and when he does end up tumbling into bed with an Avenger, the warning bells go off, the other person stops in the middle of the woohoo, and maybe that's how the cat first pokes its head out of the bag.

Anyway, I can't decide what's better: if the Avenger Bucky takes to bed is Steve, or whether it's, like, Clint, and before the trash comes out Clint is stunned and pleased, and Steve is trying to make himself be happy for Bucky instead of scorchingly jealous.

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(Anonymous) 2014-12-08 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky knows that Steve has read the files on the torture HYDRA put him through. What Steve doesn't know is all the sexual abuse/trash parties that were had (HYDRA didn't deem that information relevant to any missions).

Bucky knows that if Steve ever found out, he wouldn't stop fussing/looking at him with pitiful puppy dog eyes all the time, so he chooses not to reveal it (or worse, Bucky's afraid that if Steve found out, he'd be too disgusted to ever touch him again.)

Cue this info accidentally coming out in little bits and pieces, via Bucky crying out at night because of nightmares, little insignificant things (Steve kissing/touching anywhere close to his neck) that set him off.

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Ugh, gimme. *grabby hands*

Frottage

(Anonymous) 2014-12-08 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
The Winter Soldier still has a sex drive, he just has no healthy contextual framework for what to do about it, and none of the Hydra goons feel like lowering themselves by getting their attack dog off. However, you can't have him learning that any of his needs can be fulfilled without Hydra, so he's not allowed to use his hands to get himself off. Instead, he has to rub against whatever's available -a table, the concrete floor, someone's shoe...

Re: Frottage

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OMG yes the degradation in this prompt is really doin it for me.
Please, some trash-angel fill this!

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Art or fic prompt - WS in pointe shoes.

(Anonymous) 2014-12-08 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Because HYDRA would throw off Bucky's centre of balance with a 90lb metal arm and make him move on the tips of his toes for laughs.

Also, satin ankle ribbons. They'd look lovely woven across an ankle spreader.

And suspension bondage is good, but Bucky chained by the neck to a dancing pole is better.

Re: Art or fic prompt - WS in pointe shoes.

(Anonymous) 2014-12-09 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
If any sort of flimsy justification beyond pure sadism is needed for this, may I introduce knife pointes? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4nB7CQRni50

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Soooooo I'm thinking about recording some of these fills as podfics, because I literally cannot stop thinking about this beautiful trash heap 24/7 & want to contribute something.

So, this is not so much of a prompt as a you-guys-prompt-me: are there any fills in particular you guys want to hear?

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I think it might be polite to ask the authors if they would like for their fills to be podficced. Not everyone is OK with having their work transferred into another format, and they may not necessarily want it taken off the meme, either. After all, they're the ones who put in the hard work of writing the stories, and I think their wishes should be respected.

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I love the gentle end of the trash can. I would ADORE some truly fucked up hand-feeding, where food is used as a reward or to some other trashy purpose.
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FILL: See the Master's Hand (1/?)

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Word of the mission's successful completion had arrived at noon in a businesslike report from the field commander with the necessary details. Four hours later, Pierce's secretary finished listing the messages received during his last meeting with, "And Agent Sullivan reports the package was delivered to your house without problems."

"Ah," Pierce said, and reached for the slip of paper, which Miranda handed over. Sullivan had filled out the memo slip with a few coded indicators. The asset had been left in the usual location at Pierce's, and in the usual condition.

Pierce had just been getting impatient with the last stretch of the day extending before him, knowing that the asset had completed a mission today and that a reward for a job well done was therefore in the offing. Now, knowing for certain that the asset was in place, and that every moment he spent in his office was an additional moment the asset would spend waiting for him, Pierce felt himself inclined to be very thorough with the rest of the work he had to do. It just went to show how important proper motivation was for instilling a good work ethic up and down the chain of command.

"Will there be anything else, sir?" Miranda was still standing there, watching him attentively, a handful of messages clutched in her hand.

Pierce gave her an appreciative smile. Miranda knew exactly what followed the notification that the package had been delivered to his house, but she wouldn't presume to take the next step without his order. He liked Miranda; she was bright and efficient, but she knew how not to overstep. He hoped she wouldn't forget that. It was hell breaking in a new secretary, and they didn't all turn out as well as she had, the last couple of years.

"Yes, one more thing," Pierce said. "If you could put in an order for me for dinner."

Miranda took down his order on her message pad, and didn't say a word about how many people it would feed.

Pierce watched her out of his office and then settled down at his desk. He had the better part of three hours to get work done before he needed to pick up the order.

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Pierce took all the takeout boxes out of the insulated bag at the kitchen table. It was better to do this here than in the dining room; the kitchen floor was easier to clean. He opened all the containers and arranged them around the chair where he would sit, making sure that he could reach everything he was going to want without having to make a visible effort. He set out chopsticks and a few napkins, and then picked up a bite of the tuna foie gras roll to savor. He'd had a long day, too, after all; he'd worked up quite an appetite.

When he'd finished that first bite, he wiped his hands and walked over to the door into the mud room, a chilly concrete-floored space that connected the house to the garage. He'd come in through the front door, tonight, so that the asset could hear him moving around but wouldn't see him until everything was ready.

As Sullivan had reported, the asset was correctly presented: on his knees facing the house door, naked except for a bandage wrapped around the top of his left thigh. There was a red-raw patch on his upper right arm, thin red lines of scratches highlighting the broad scrape, and a patch of bruising already going purple-black over his ribs on the left side. Well, these little scratches and scuffs were inevitable; a weapon wasn't meant to stay in its case, even if it would be more ornamental that way.

"Come in," Pierce said, stepping back from the door and beckoning to the asset with his hand. "You did well today. It's time for your reward."

The asset folded forward smoothly onto his hands and knees. Pierce could have wasted a lot more time than he allowed himself just watching the asset move; he was a beautiful machine. The asset crawled up just to the threshold before he looked up at Pierce again.

Pierce stepped back further and said, "Go ahead. You know where you're supposed to be."

The asset betrayed no expression of uncertainty, so maybe he actually did know this time, or was confident in his ability to guess. Well, he could always be corrected. Pierce watched him crawl away. The ripple of muscle in his back and the slight sway of his ass as he went were a thing to behold; he could have been built to move on all fours, like some jungle cat.

Pierce shook off the fanciful thought of the asset pacing a cage, with a long tail to twitch behind him, and pulled the door shut, locking it and punching in the relevant codes on the security system panel beside it.

When he walked into the kitchen, the asset was on his knees, a couple of feet in front of the chair that Pierce had pulled out for himself and turned side on to the table. It wasn't a bad guess; if the asset had chosen a different one Pierce might have corrected him into it. The correction wouldn't be very harsh, then. That was fine. The point of all this was to teach the asset to accept his rewards gracefully; corrections were only a means to an end.

"Mm, almost," Pierce said, and saw faint unease appear on the asset's face. Pierce walked over and sat down, pointedly relaxed as he studied the asset in front of him. He reached over and picked up another piece of the tuna foie gras roll, and watched the asset's eyes follow it with desperate attention, though he didn't otherwise move.

The asset was fed mostly by nasogastric tube, with certain nutritional additions by IV as necessary. The liquid feedings and IV supplements were scientifically balanced to keep him functioning--but like any good attack dog, the asset was always kept hungry. After the enormous calorie expenditure of a mission, plus hours of waiting, even the standard top-up he would have gotten during his post-mission medical care would leave him feeling the kind of hunger that people with access to colloquial expressions referred to as starving.

The asset, properly, would not report himself to be starving until he was well into the process of lean muscle metabolism.

Food was thus a very powerful motivator for the asset, and Pierce liked to reinforce the asset's knowledge of who had ultimate command over him with these little positive feedback sessions. Of course, there were a variety of lessons to be imparted in one of these sessions. They so rarely had uninterrupted quality time like this; it was necessary to multi-task.

Pierce brought the piece of sushi to his own mouth in a leisurely motion, watching the asset's eyes track his hand. Then he popped it into his own mouth, closing his eyes in an exaggerated expression of pleasure, easy even for the asset to read.

When he looked again, the asset had lowered his gaze to somewhere around Pierce's knees, his posture strung tight. That was good; if he'd been looking at the table, watching the food instead of Pierce, a very harsh correction indeed would have been required. He really was learning.

"Over here," Pierce directed at last, snapping his fingers and pointing to the spot at his right hand. The asset crawled over and knelt up again, and all the time he kept his gaze fixed on Pierce, never straying.

"Good," Pierce said. It was important to acknowledge and reward desirable behavior. He picked up the chopsticks he'd left out, snagging a piece of the California roll. Avocado was one of the easiest fats for the asset to digest, and rice and fish were also well-tolerated. Sushi was the ideal food to supplement the asset's diet.

There was also the fact that the asset hadn't liked sushi to begin with, though he had always been dutiful about eating what he was given. In the time Pierce had been conducting these little reward sessions with him, though, the asset had acquired a taste for it, and now he was nearly drooling as he watched Pierce's hands move.

When Pierce's right hand began to extend obviously toward the asset, the asset's gaze snapped up to watch Pierce's face instead of his hand, his eyes silently beseeching.

"What do you say," Pierce prompted. The asset would not speak without being invited.

"Please, sir," the asset said, his voice a hoarse rasp. He likely hadn't had occasion to speak since the mission ended, if not before.

Pierce paused with the sushi hovering a few inches short of the asset's lips and said, "Give me your hand."

The asset kept his gaze steady on Pierce's hand, and raised his right hand to hover over Pierce's knees, reaching nowhere near the food.

"Good boy," Pierce murmured, and pinched the back of the asset's hand with his left thumb and forefinger. The skin sank back down immediately; the asset might be thirsty, but he wasn't significantly dehydrated. "Now. What did you say?"

"Please, sir," the asset repeated, putting a little more expression into his voice. "Please, may I have some food?"

"Of course," Pierce said, bestowing a warm smile for that performance. "You've earned it. Open up."

The asset opened his mouth wide, and Pierce brought the piece of sushi down to hover just above his tongue. The asset's gaze didn't waver from Pierce's, and the asset didn't move. His right hand still hovered open in the air where Pierce had let go of it, and his left hand was behind his back. Pierce waited until he could see saliva glistening at the corner of the asset's wide-open mouth, and then he let the sushi drop onto his tongue.

The asset still stayed frozen for another second, until Pierce made a go-ahead gesture with the chopsticks, and then he closed his mouth and chewed frantically. His eyelids shivered a little in pleasure, but his gaze didn't waver.

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(frozen comment) Submissive Bucky

(Anonymous) 2014-12-09 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
I just really want Bucky who wants to be totally submissive to Steve, and he and Bucky working out their feelings about Bucky's trash party past (Bucky thinks there's something wrong with him and Steve doesn't want to hurt him in any way) and eventually forming a loving, totally consensual D/S relationship.

The Winter Soldier, pecker gag

(Anonymous) 2014-12-09 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
That xxxhydra Tumblr has put the image into my head and I cannot get it out.

Scenario is up to you. Punishment with a side of extra humiliation? To train him to keep his mouth open and slack when that shape is in it? If he's already been brainwashed to go pliant when sex is involved, maybe they use it to keep him docile during a procedure? Seriously, go where ever you want with this.

Amputee Bucky Trash

(Anonymous) 2014-12-09 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
So I'm mostly interested in the point of time after he fell off the train and before he got the arm. Basically the scenario that while they are finessing the metal arm, they are also working on breaking Sargent Barnes.

He can hear them coming to his cell/hospital room. Soldiers and doctors enter. Maybe he's only wearing a hospital gown. He doesn't understand the commands to get up and he is dragged from his bed by the ankle. He tries to claw at the floor with his one hand, his other arm is just a useless shoulder-wing-nub. Tries to hold onto the gurney/ door frame.
Maybe they threaten to cut off other parts. "We've been developing bionic legs but this dangly part has to go" no actual castration please just like strapping it to a thigh or some other way of "keeping it out of the way during surgery" because it seems logical they would replace/reinforce his pelvis and legs at least on the opposite side of his body to even out the weight

Maybe after they break him but before the arm is attached they bring him before some superiors in suits and army uniforms. "This is how weak Americans are" show and tell on what they can force him to do. Trash party starts :) Maybe they get really inventive with his balance because he only has one arm to restrain. Maybe there are some positions that are less awkward because he only has the metal shoulder installed and not the full arm. Like, dp or a side position is not as difficult because there's no arm in the way.

Give me pre-WS amputee Bucky VS Russian Hydra





Just an observation not really related to the prompt: his arm in the movies is made in a way that looks like it is actually a ribcage and shoulder replacement (or reinforcement like adamantium on Wolverines bones) and this ribcage-to-shoulder piece looks like it fits INTO a socket of the upper arm piece. It's my speculation that after the elbow there is another piece that has rotation like the two bones in the forearm and maybe it's yet another piece for the wrist and hand.

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yes please

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WS/HYDRA, "with great responsibility comes great power"

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If you've ever had one of those high school baby-prevention classes, you've probably been assigned The Egg. Some jackass once thought it was a good idea to teach kids about the heavy responsibility of parenting by giving them eggs to carry around without smashing them.

Imagine the trashy HYDRA version of that, only it's a part of initiation onto the STRIKE team (or the Winter Soldier project, or whatever). If you want to prove you have what it takes, you have to wrangle the Winter Soldier by yourself for a week. In your house. Without him being seen, or killing anyone important, or causing any major disasters.

+ The Soldier doesn't understand human social conventions at all (eating with dull knives, peeing indoors, wearing clothing)
++ The HYDRA operative has to deal with the uncomfortable realities of Bucky's trauma under the conceit that he just 'needs maintenance'
+++ The HYDRA operative has to host a trash party at the end of the week to show off how well they've learned to control the Asset. The party planning turns out to be the most stressful part.

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This is stupidly amazing

Awesome and Mysterious Instruments for Doing God Knows What

(Anonymous) 2014-12-09 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm stealing this link from another prompt on another meme. I think it's fair because my interest is different.

http://www.comicbookmovie.com/fansites/nailbiter111/news/?a=110431

What the hell do these machines do? I guess they didn't include most of them in the movie because that might traumatize a lot of kids. I would love to read about their function, their development, and their malfunctions. Imagine the first time the asset is placed inside of them, how terrified he is, maybe he screams, wets himself, etc. The techs either soothing him or yelling at him... something goes wrong and they damage him badly and then everybody's running around trying to hide their mistake from either Zola or Pierce.

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Rumlow/Bucky reciprocally fucked up

(Anonymous) 2014-12-09 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I desperately want aftermath fic where Rumlow had been appointed as the rape-dealer for times where punishment needed to be particularly rough on the WS. this is something that get introduced for the first time on Pierce's rule.

So I'd want to read about Bucky and (a reasonably in health) Rumlow seeking each other to get closure after what they were both forced to do.

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I'm actually in the process of writing a fic like this. Stay hungry trash baby.

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mercy repaid

(Anonymous) 2014-12-09 06:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Rumlow is a Bad Guy, of that there's no doubt. But maybe on a whim, or because some inkling of pity flashes through his black heart, Rumlow shows a little mercy towards the Winter Soldier.

Maybe Rumlow lets him have a bite or two from his sandwich (the asset is definitely not supposed to eat food unless it's HYDRA scientist-approved). Maybe the asset falls asleep on an exhausting cross-country mission, and instead of waking him up (no sleeping on the mission), Rumlow lets him nap.

Little things that would otherwise be common courtesy as a human being, the soldier usually doesn't get the privilege of having. None of these small niceties from Rumlow escape the notice of the Winter Soldier though. And he's learned that receiving good things comes at a price.

Author!anon can choose how the winter soldier decides to repay Rumlow for all his mercy.

Bonus points if Rumlow, after realizing the winter soldier will always "pay" him back, then goes out of his way to do nice things to keep adding on to the "debt" the winter soldier owes him.

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want

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Pain Tolerance Training

(Anonymous) 2014-12-10 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
Fear is a good motivator, as is pain. However, HYDRA needs to make sure their best weapon isn't going to run away crying after getting a few broken bones, or, on the off chance that the winter soldier is captured, that he won't spill the beans on their world domination plans.

They torture + physically/sexually/mentally/emotionally abuse him to "train" him and incrase his pain tolerance, just in case.

As a result of going through every possible abuse/torture under the sun, Bucky no longer fears a lot of things, just accepts them. Brutal rapes? He takes it with his breakfast. Beatings until he's half-blind with pain? A weekly occurrence.

Cue Steve finding this out in unpleasant ways. Ex: Bucky falls ten stories and breaks three ribs and his ankle. He gets right back up and keeps fighting until the battle is over, and it's not until Steve catches him limping that he knows something is wrong. Bucky just shrugs it off easily and says "I've been through worse."

At first maybe Steve just thinks Bucky's trying to play tough guy. And it's not until he sees other things (Bucky getting shot four times, almost slicing his finger off, losing multiple pints of blood, breaking his leg bad enough that the bone sticks out, and treating it like it's no big deal) until Steve things there is something very, terribly wrong.

Steve is horrified. What exactly did HYDRA do to Bucky to make him so impervious to pain and suffering?

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Ungh, this is literally my favorite thing. Could read all day.

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