Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

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Unholy hell-miracle achieved! Welcome to Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves 2: Electric Boogaloo. AKA the seamy sexual-violence-and-violent-sex underbelly of Captain America fandom, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

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Round 2 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 3.

Comments

Re: anterograde amnesia

[(Anonymous)]

Memories of trash parties upset his conditioning too much -- he's always unstable the entire time between the end of the party and the next wipe. So they condition him not to be able to formulate new memories during sexual encounters. The party happens, the asset gets cleaned up, goes to sleep, resets. Wakes up the next day thinking the injuries and aches must be from a fight.

Now imagine Steve's surprise when he and Bucky finally have the hot, sweet first time he's been fantasizing about since the 1930s, and Bucky wakes up the next morning and remembers nothing.

Re: anterograde amnesia

[(Anonymous)]

Yessss, I love this idea! So many possibilities.

What if Bucky quickly connects the dots between naked Steve and what he can’t remember from the night before, but because he doesn’t want to fuck things up, or lump Steve with yet another mental issue, he just decides to pretend and play along. So when Steve rolls over for a cuddle and is all “was it good for you too?” Bucky croaks out “yeah amazing”. Steve is lying there all post-coital glowy and content, while Bucky is over the other side of the bed freaking out about keeping up the façade.

Re: anterograde amnesia

[(Anonymous)]

(ayrt) YES. The worst, terriblest, most painful option from that point out, obviously, is for Bucky to decide he is absolutely not gonna freak out, and he's not gonna freak Steve out or hurt or burden Steve, he's just gonna go along with it. So every time Steve initiates something, Bucky goes along with it, and it's always surprisingly good. Sweet. He likes it. But then he forgets it. And he gradually gets more and more fucked up, and Steve knows that's something's off but doesn't know what it is (but is also quietly freaking out).

Or -- this violates the prompt a little bit -- but it might not be genuine inability to record memory, it's more like insta-repression: just like amnesia, except the memories are retrievable. So it all finally comes out, and Steve reassures and comforts Bucky, and they're full of beautiful optimism. A therapist gives Bucky a few tricks for trying to retrieve repressed memories. It works. But he doesn't just remember being with Steve. Every single rape comes flooding back too.

Re: anterograde amnesia

[(Anonymous)]

Both of those. So much!

Oh, or, instead of Steve being suspicious that something strange is going on he’d be totally oblivious. Because hey, he doesn’t have a whole lot of experience when it comes to sex, since we all know he was a virgin before he and Bucky first did the deed. He mortifyingly confessed to this on that occasion. Of course Bucky forgot all about it afterwards, but Steve just thinks he’s being polite by not bringing it up.