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garbage all the way down ([personal profile] trashmod) wrote in [community profile] hydratrashmeme2014-12-07 08:43 am

Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

Unholy hell-miracle achieved! Welcome to Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves 2: Electric Boogaloo. AKA the seamy sexual-violence-and-violent-sex underbelly of Captain America fandom, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

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Round 2 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 3.

More hole abuse

(Anonymous) 2015-08-03 09:35 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky is raped so often and so badly, that every now and then the Hydra medical team have to suture him back up, only to be raped open again before he even heals properly.

+Bonus if the people having to sew him up are very casual about it, sort of like "really, again?" but in a way like you'd say if someone crashed their car again, and they talk about him like he's not there when working on him.

++Bonus if anesthetics are optional.

+++ Bonus if someone "tries out the new hole" right after surgery.

++++Bonus if they shame him for being too loose and he end up WANTING to have "maintenance" by getting sewn back up. Maybe even begging for it.

+++++ Bonus if Bucky ends up with Steve after, and as he starts remembering the abuse, he gets it in his head he's disgracefully loose for Steve and he seeks someone to tighten his ass up.

++++++ Bonus if he succeeds, resulting in Steve not being able to penetrate him without hurting him after, but Bucky being "proud" to take the pain for Steve's pleasure. Because he thinks that's how it works.

Re: More hole abuse

(Anonymous) 2015-08-03 09:41 am (UTC)(link)
I'm loving the upsurge of hole abuse on the meme ❤️
Jesus the idea of Bucky begging for his loose hope to get sewn up shorted out my brain for like a good minute

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I've discovered young Robert Redford

(Anonymous) 2015-08-03 07:51 pm (UTC)(link)
...and now I need a scene with mid-to-late 1960s Alexander Pierce and the Winter Soldier based on this scene from "Inside Daisy Clover": (go watch the clip JUST DO IT), where he wipes off the soldier's black eye makeup after a mission and calls him some sickeningly sweet pet name like "Dear Heart".

For an expanded prompt, maybe he's not the Soldier's handler yet but instead is a charming new friend who the Soldier immediately likes because he's really nice and apparently sympathetic and also Bucky doesn't have any other friend options. But then he lets him down when it counts and the Soldier realizes he wasn't worth anything to him and he's on his own.

[additional note: lest anyone think the movie clip is too cutesy to be twisted into a trash prompt... Natalie Wood's character is SIXTEEN when she gets romantically involved; the story is all about how in old Hollywood the studio heads had TOTAL control over their stars, and can do things like send Daisy Clover's mother to a mental institution, rape her, and drive her to a nervous breakdown. Christopher Plummer (quite excellently) plays the evil studio boss, and Redford actually plays another trapped star who breaks Daisy's heart because he's secretly a PROMISCUOUS BISEXUAL. Basically, the whole thing is perfect trash fodder.]

Re: I've discovered young Robert Redford

(Anonymous) 2015-08-04 10:36 am (UTC)(link)
So much yes for IDC-inspired trash.

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reverse aftermath trash

(Anonymous) 2015-08-04 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
So there's lots of fic where Bucky thinks horrible hydra things are normal and tries to do them with Steve, but what about the other way around?

Because of it being illegal and all, Bucky and Steve had all sorts of euphemism codes for what they did together. Like kissing and calling it practice, but taken to an extreme. For example, they say they're just going to 'wash up' and it means some very specifically located, repetitive washing (of the dick, if that wasn't clear). Or 'cleaning the floor' involves about as much hands and knees as you'd expect but far fewer rags and sponges. And so on. So they can talk (and dirty talk) about their relationship in public as though it's normal-- Bucky says he's gonna clean up when they get home, means he wants Steve to bend him over and fuck him.

So when HYDRA's had Bucky long enough to remove personality, inhibitions, etc, but not quite all of those deeply-rooted Steve Memories, some agent or tech just happens to mention washing up (or a totally different euphemism, I encourage creativity!) and Bucky immediately tries to give the guy a sweet, affectionate hand job, because isn't that the normal response to that? So Bucky ends up trying to make love to HYDRA.

HYDRA, of course, thinks this is hilarious, and everybody starts triggering him on purpose and then being rough and cruel with him while he's in his Lover mode. He, however, has just enough programming that he can't fight back, and enough muscle-memory of how he was with Steve that he doesn't know how to be anything but an attentive and generous lover.

Re: reverse aftermath trash

(Anonymous) 2015-08-04 03:09 pm (UTC)(link)
O.O Imagine if you carried the "rough and cruel" to the extreme... like Bucky desperately trying to give a sweet suckjob to someone who's beating the shit out of him with a baseball bat.

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Dirty Talking Top Bucky

(Anonymous) 2015-08-04 08:23 am (UTC)(link)
So Bucky is now with Steve after Hydra fell, they're fumbling along into a relationship, and then Bucky gets Steve into bed. Bucky dirty talks like a pro, low velvety voice whispering filthy things into Steve's ear about how he loves Steve's slutty hole and his perky titties and how desperate he is to get fucked. And Steve loves it, rides that edge of helplessness and shame and comes like a speeding train
Bucky doesn't realise that this is kinky behaviour and thinks this is how normal vanilla sex is supposed to go. Because when he was getting raped by hydra lots of them liked to verbally degrade him and make him feel humiliated and awful while also making him feel good and come (all the more to humiliate him and prove them right about being a slut for it). They probably did terrible things to him too, all kinds of painful torture, but those were the only time he ever got to feel good, and he wants to make Steve feel good.
And when Bucky fucks Steve he's triggered to all hells but he wants to please Steve so even though it's triggering him he keeps going. And he deliberately tried to recall the worst most nasty things they said to him because he wants to be better for Steve. So basically Bucky us all dirty talking Dom but on the inside he is constantly on the verge of a panic attack. And also he had trouble keeping it up sometimes because he doesn't want to hurt Steve like this, even if Steve wants it, he knows this isn't right, but he doesn't know any other way of having sex that includes making it good for the bottom, and he really wants Steve to feel good.
Cue self loathing and confusion
Bonus if Steve finds out but only after weeks of mindblowing orgasms and then he is promptly horrified and then cue more angst and self loathing.

Re: Dirty Talking Top Bucky

(Anonymous) 2015-08-04 09:03 am (UTC)(link)
Yasss, this is the trash I came here for.

I also really have a thing for fics where the abuse basically lead to Bucky being (mostly) a top, as a way to get some semblance f control in his sex life, but this ould twist and complicate that and it's beautiful!

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touch-starved AND touchphobic

(Anonymous) 2015-08-04 04:34 pm (UTC)(link)
In short: Bucky can't bear to be touched. At all. But after decades of isolation he's also desperate for physical affection, so this is a huge problem.

I'm thinking that even in Hydra's care, the Winter Soldier already couldn't tolerate touch. (Maybe a leftover of the torture it took to break Bucky, embedded in his muscle memory.) This was an obstacle for Hydra in three arenas, and so they conditioned Bucky to force himself to put up with touch during:
- combat
- torture/medical treatment/experimentation
- rape

So now, post-Hydra, even as Bucky starves for simple human contact, the only way he can get into the headspace to transcend his crippling touch aversion is to be beaten, tortured, or violently fucked out of his mind.

+ Steve/Bucky
+ Bucky's so hungry for touch that he wants to be hurt way more often than is emotionally or physically safe -- not to mention, more often than Steve can handle doling it out
+ shit happens like: something upsets Bucky, when he initiates one of their sessions Steve assumes it means he needs the violence to work it out of his system, and instead Bucky stops halfway through and it turns out he just wanted a long hug. Just the contrast between the basic comfort Bucky's yearning for and the extreme violence it takes to get it -- that would kill me.

Re: touch-starved AND touchphobic

(Anonymous) 2015-08-04 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Ooooh, this prompt is lovely.

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assailant unknown

(Anonymous) 2015-08-04 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
A few months after Bucky comes in, a masked, unidentifiable perpetrator rapes him in his own home.

Think not only about Bucky's shattered sense of safety, but also his escalating paranoia. Who was it? Could it have been random? Could it have been Hydra? Why would anyone break into his apartment/the Tower/the Avengers facility just to rape him, and not try to steal anything (including Bucky himself)? Could this have been someone Bucky knows? Someone he trusts? At least it can't have been Steve, though. ...Surely. Probably. Right?

Unless anyone comes up with a better ending, I'd prefer the attacker's identity not to be revealed; it's more about Bucky's uncertainty and terror slowly destroying his relationships with everyone around him. :D

coming untouched

(Anonymous) 2015-08-04 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
A gang of Hydra agents fuck the asset with the goal of getting him to come just from their cocks.

+ verbal humiliation
+ trying to figure out how badly they can hurt him before it ruins any chance of making him come

Re: coming untouched

(Anonymous) 2015-08-04 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
here for it! *tenderly licks broken mothball*

Bucky lies about being raped (sort of)

(Anonymous) 2015-08-04 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
1. At some point pre-war, Bucky was raped: maybe once, maybe by a gang, maybe repeatedly by someone who had power over him. He never told anyone, and he spent years blaming himself, letting it eat him up from the inside.

2. Post-Winter Soldier, Bucky and Steve begin a romantic relationship, and Steve guesses Bucky has been raped. And the truth is Hydra didn't sexually abuse him, but Bucky just... goes with it, and instead tells the story of his pre-war rape as though it had been perpetrated during his captivity. Then he eats up all the reassurances that it wasn't his fault, he didn't know he could fight back, etc.

The problem is that despite how much Bucky needs these reassurances, he believes that Steve is only exculpating him because he thinks Hydra did it; Bucky fears that if Steve knew the truth, that no brainwashing or torture was involved, he'd blame Bucky just as much as Bucky blames himself. But he can't stop talking about it and he can't stop lying, because it feels SO GOOD to finally be told it wasn't his fault. And then it feels worse because he doesn't deserve to feel good -- and so it goes.

3. self-hatred. pain. drama

+ if Steve is part of the reason Bucky blames himself. Like he saw something and misinterpreted it; what was really evidence of the rape, Steve understands as Bucky having been out drinking with/buddying up to/having consensual sex with some bully. So he makes a snide remark and forgets about it. Only Bucky doesn't know that Steve misunderstood what he saw. Or something!

+ if Bucky confesses but along the lines of "I lied, Hydra never raped me" so Steve is angry and STILL doesn't understand

Re: Bucky lies about being raped (sort of)

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
Oooooooh, please. This prompt pokes so many of my sad Bucky trash feels.

attempted suicide

(Anonymous) 2015-08-04 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
First off, kudos to the author of "Drinking Games" for tearing my heart into pieces :( this prompt is totally inspired by that fic and all the pain it caused me.

I'd like to see a take on suicidal!Bucky where Bucky tries to kill himself, and comes very very close to succeeding, but is ultimately saved. I want all the pain of Bucky being there in the aftermath, having to live with his own agony and be the target of Steve's. Other than that, I'm not picky. Was Bucky at a moment of crisis and he feels better now that he's survived? Is he just numb now, but he knows he could feel suicidal again? Was he not entirely in control of himself, and now he doesn't want to die but he could have an episode anytime? Is he insistent that he has to kill himself, and he's going to do it the moment he escapes the supersoldier-strength cuffs Steve has on him?

Re: attempted suicide

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
There was a similar prompt a while back, and I started filling it but summer was sort of crazy, other WIPS too over, and...but if you like it I could try writing more for it?

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Steve/Bucky Sam/Bucky rape non-con

(Anonymous) 2015-08-04 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve and Bucky reunite after the events of Captain America 2. Bucky is still very cold, silent and distant and Steve begins dropping him off at therapy led by Sam, his newest best friend.

Sam does everything he can to help the quiet broken person that was formerly the Winter Soldier. However one day during a particularly intense session, Bucky goes into Winter Soldier mode and violently rapes Sam. Steve is the one who catches Bucky and manages to save Sam before "The Asset" deals him a fatal blow. Thus Steve finds himself torn between trying to save James Barnes, a man who might no longer exist.

The Asset Must Always Have a Steve

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
So maybe the asset gets a crush on a Hydra tech who looks like Steve, like a young blonde tech guy who is just kind of nice to him or at least doesn't hurt him and then maybe he accidentally calls the guy "Steve" in this worshipful, affectionate way. So Hydra notices and they try testing this. Maybe they have the guy play along with it, etc to see how far it can go. Like will he do things for this "Steve?" The next time Bucky wakes up, ta da! There's another Steve. Maybe Zola or the Russians noticed this so it went into the asset's "guide" on how to handle him: The Asset Must Always Have a Steve. He probably doesn't even remember who Steve is. He just knows that he loves Steve and he has to keep Steve safe.

I've seen this done with Pierce before, like a younger Pierce looking like Steve, but I was thinking someone not Pierce. Like a junior member of Hydra, some poor unfortunate rookie who ends up having to play the asset's boyfriend. All because he looks like Steve Rogers :) And this includes sexually pleasing the asset as reward/being locked in a room with him.

As a note, I prefer Skinny Steves and a protective WS. Maybe he'll even take orders from the Steve person, so Hydra uses this as both motivation and reward. If he does a good job doing what "Steve" tells him to do, he gets to spend time with Steve afterward.

BONUS points if the asset is always nice to his Steves. He never forces himself on them but they're terrified that he will so they're cowering in the corner. And he's all "Shh, it's okay Stevie"

+ MOAR bonus points if he likes to steal his Steves away and hide them somewhere, during missions, much like a cat hides its kittens and Hydra allows this because why not if it keeps their weapon in working order.
When the mission is over the Steve climbs down from whatever building they've been sequestered in and reports back.

+ A full trash can of moldy tomatoes for the person who writes Rumlow and Rollins playing "Where's Waldo" by either finding where the asset hid his current Steve or kidnapping the Steve in question back and hiding him somewhere for the asset to find. And laughing and filming the whole thing because they're dicks.

+ It'd also be great if the actual Steve learned about this little tradition post CATWS from a former "Steve" while searching for Bucky.

Re: The Asset Must Always Have a Steve

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I would like to second this with the voice of a thousand songbirds, and also to suggest that the former Steve encountered by actual-Steve be in fact a complete asshole, who enjoys telling actual-Steve about how much Bucky doted on him, how he was there with/for him when actual-Steve wasn't, and how fake-Steve got a kick out of playing with Bucky's emotions (eg, manipulating him, pretending to be angry to see him grovel, etc).

+ If actual Steve, in his wisdom, tries to take some of what fake-Steve tells him (words, touches, little activities) and use it to comfort Bucky because it's apparently the only thing that works

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The Asset is cunning and devious and manipulates his way into power

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
So I've seen fics where he's not Bucky anymore, he's the Asset post CATWS and I love iiiit.

I'd love to see something where he's self aware and it's been that way for a long time, and he's been plotting all this time - maybe the wipes stopped working a while back and he's just been playing along? - at how to escape from Hydra. But he's not happy with just escaping, no - he wants to have Hydra on it's knees for him. And he's actually very devious, cunning, etc.

So he notices when people aren't quite happy with Hydra or the direction its taken. Maybe he eavesdrops on Rumlow complaining about Pierce while he's pretending to be braindead/ doing the whole thousand yard stare thing? And during one mission, while they lose contact with SHIELD/HYDRA, he takes advantage of this time to come out and show his true nature? And not only are they impressed, but they start to come around to his view of things. He's all "join me and let's make Hydra what we want it to be" OR he could suggest they go off on their own, create their own organization. So when they return from their mission, they play along, pretend everything is just like always except this time they start to put things in motion. So the next time the Asset wakes up, he's got more people on his side. Each time he wakes up, more and more of Hydra is his to command and he's like this inspiring leader for them because he embodies Order through Pain or some crap like that.

He was pretending with the whole 'traumatized Bucky Barnes' thing on the helicarrier because he honestly likes Steve and doesn't want to kill him and really it was the perfect opportunity for him to bring the current leadership of Hydra down. Like 'Thank you so much, Nick Fury and Natasha Romanoff for taking care of Pierce for me!'

+ points If the STRIKE team becomes the Asset's first 'followers.' They admire his deadly ability in combat. Maybe he's not even that bloodthirsty but he notices they like it so he uses it. I just really want to see brilliant, manipulative Asset winning people over with sociopathic charm.

++ The Asset is doing the nasty with Rumlow and/or Rollins. You can decide what kind of nasty they do; whether he likes giving or receiving or both or whatever.

+++ even more points if he doesn't give a rat's ass about right or wrong but he does like Steve a lot and he tries to find a way to manipulate Steve into joining him, possibly via 'sad traumatized Bucky vibes'

++++ If Steve sees through that shit, because he's not stupid. Maybe he's fooled at first but he realizes what's going on and the Asset is like "Okay fine, I'm not really Bucky anymore but I still like you and I think we could be awesome together"

Re: The Asset is cunning and devious and manipulates his way into power

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
OP here. Just to clarify, maybe he does remember his past as Bucky Barnes but he just doesn't identify as Bucky Barnes anymore. It's up to the writer how much he remembers, really, but I just want him not identifying as Bucky/feeling like that was somebody else entirely. Maybe he's even apologetic to Steve about it in the end but like "This is who I am now - sorry you lost your friend"

Pierce as Steve's "Daddy"

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
So this is two-fold:

I want Steve having a secret relationship with Pierce during or just before CATWS. And it's a super kinky one that if anybody knew about, Steve would be MORTIFIED. Like Pierce dominates him and he calls Pierce "Daddy" in private. Steve is his dirty, slutty boy - gives him blow jobs, thanks him for spankings, the whole nine yards. Maybe he even wears skimpy clothes while at Pierce's place like a tight little crop top?

Pierce for his part pretends to love Steve and their relationship is consensual and caring. BUT - and here's where the rotting garbage juice comes seeping in - he also likes to film everything. Steve of course has no idea.

Maybe other members of Hydra get to watch and laugh about it. Like the STRIKE team. Maybe sometimes Pierce even drugs Steve with something they use on the WS, like something that will ensure he remembers nothing of his time while drugged and "Daddy's friends" have a little fun with him. Steve just wakes up later and thinks he was having a kinky dream.

The best part would be if after all the files on SHIELD are released to the internet, all of Pierce's files on Steve are released also. So there are suddenly pictures and videos on the internet of Steve being slutty and calling Pierce "Daddy."

Cue humiliated Steve barely able to face anyone in the aftermath of DC, Natasha feeling horribly guilty because she had NO IDEA 'STEVE I'm SO SORRY.' Bonus points if Coulson or Tony Stark jacks off to one or more of these videos/pictures. Also, people demanding for Steve to stand trial because hey, he was clearly in league with that Pierce guy, I mean they were fucking!

All my bags of used grown up diapers if Steve feels horrible guilt/self loathing because while all this was happening and he was enjoying himself, Pierce was secretly laughing at him and Bucky was suffering as the WS.

Re: Pierce as Steve's "Daddy"

(Anonymous) 2015-08-15 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm, I hope someone fills this

buttsex wrongness

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
Give me Hydra baddies doing dirtybadwrong things to a Steve who is not just a virgin, he's barely aware that anal is a thing and it never occurred to him that men could be on the receiving end too. And getting it up the ass feels wrong, and dirty, and unnatural in the sense of "oh god that's not supposed to GO THERE/that wasn't designed to stretch that way/my entire body is freaking out and rejecting this so hard I'm going to be sick." Meanwhile the bad guys are spewing all this dirty talk about taking the filthiest part of his body and repurposing it into a hole to fuck, how they're doing him a favor opening up his tight little cunt, etc--all about remaking Captain America's body so it exists for their pleasure.

And alllll the shame and confusion. Maybe Steve doesn't even have a word for what they're doing to him, because it's obviously a sick parody of raping a woman, but he's not a woman no matter what crap they're spouting in his ear.

My garbage kingdom to you if you add in some creepy eugenics talk a la that amazing Red Skull/skinny Steve fill. Man taking over for evolution in reshaping mankind. Steve as a "failed übermensch" hobbled by his identification with the weak. Making him a sterile dumping ground for their seed until they've found partners fit to reproduce with. So many gross, creepy possibilities.

Re: buttsex wrongness

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 03:38 am (UTC)(link)


Steve is so busy going NOPE that he doesn't think at all about where this is going, so the first man coming inside him is a horrible shock. Like, mental blue-screen-of-death from pure disgust and humiliation.

...and just when Steve thinks it can't get worse, the second guy starts to fuck him. And this time, the dick slides in so easily that it barely hurts at all.

Bucky always was the better dancer

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
As a prize for whoever fills this particular prompt, I have some half-melted candle stubs, a crown made out of old beer cans, and three quarters of a dead rat!!

So pre-CATFA, Bucky was always taking the girls out dancing, and it seems to me that he was always a really good dancer. Steve knew this and was always kinda loved that Bucky could dance, even though he wasn't much of a dancer himself. (This is canon right? It's not just my head canon?). ANYWAY, that's before Bucky falls, obviously. Now fast forward to Bucky-as-Soldier days. The STRIKE team figures out (maybe Steve is even reminiscing about his old friend?) that the Winter Soldier used to be a dancer, back in the day.

Queue the STRIKE team forcing the WS to give the dirtiest, sexiest strip teases and lap dances at every opportunity. They make him grind on them, put him in slutty dance outfits, etc etc. which of course leads to sex and kinky ness. Any kinks are good, honestly :3 Give me the most creepy, degrading trash you can think of

That's part one! Part two is post-CATWS, once bucky is back and readjusting to normal life with Steve. Bucky is doing really well with recovery (the nightmares only come five times a week now, he can digest food not given to him through a nasal tube, he can smile and joke a bit on good days), and Steve is so proud of him. Bucky's doing so well, Steve asks him if he wants to go dancing, because that's what the old Bucky would have loved to do.

Of course, Bucky only remembers what HYDRA calls dancing. And Steve said he was good at it, so Steve must like his dancing, right?

Extra bonuses for:

+The other Avengers being there when Bucky goes into lap-dance mode

++Steve being absolutely horrified but also completely turned on because Bucky is amazing at strip teases, like come on.

Re: Bucky always was the better dancer

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
OP again, sorry! Other ways Steve could find out:

1) Steve gets captured by Strike during CATWS, and they decide it would be hilarious to show Cap how good his best friend is at stripping for them. They make Steve watch as brainwashed Bucky performs

2) post-CATWS, both Steve and Bucky get captured, and Hydra goons (who know about Bucky's dancing) threaten to kill/rape Steve if Bucky doesn't put on a good show

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WS hallucinates while being wiped

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
HYDRA had different power settings for the mind wipes, and the lower power ones didn't take away all of the WS's memories, but he hallucinates vividly during the wipes. Afterwards, he can't tell what happened and what didn't, and his perception of reality is messed up. Naturally, this creates great conditions for gaslighting, and HYDRA doesn't hesitate to take advantage.

- Bucky hallucinating pre-war life, but he gets that mixed up with memories of HYDRA rape and punishment, and all his good memories get tainted, and he confuses rape with a good thing.
- HYDRA convincing him they never raped him. What kind of sick fantasies is he having thinking they would ever touch him that way?
- Making him think Steve isn't real, only a hallucination, and that any time he remembers Steve, it's because he's malfunctioning, and it's the worst kind of malfunction. He must report himself for a wipe, or he will become unstable and die or something bad like that.

Bonus for

++ Post TWS aftermath where he's on the run, and Steve is pursuing him, and he thinks he's broken beyond repair because Steve shows up freaking everywhere.

+++ The memories of Steve all start returning, and Bucky tries to hard reset himself with a high power wipe with full knowledge that a full wipe always leaves him vulnerable and shaking for hours. It's not optimal when HYDRA and half the world's intelligence agencies are trying to find him, but he's so desperate to fix himself that it doesn't matter.

Every rape is the first rape (as far as Bucky knows)

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
What it says on the tin. Because of frequent mind-wipes, Bucky doesn't remember being raped, despite it happening quite frequently.

So every time they rape him, as far as he recalls, is the first time - with all the pain, shock, horror, humiliation and panic that comes with it...because he thinks he never had anyone fuck him before.

Even when he gets to the point where he's obedient and no more struggles, in his mind he's still equally shocked, and his body reacts like it's a new trauma.

Bonus points if at some point he begs them not to fuck him "because he's still a virgin there" (even though he was raped often before) and tries to bargain with them offering to suck them off. They take him up on the offer, then laugh and rape his ass anyway. And/or variations on that for subsequent rapes.

Extra bonus point if after he's free and starts regaining his memories, he breaks down crying finally remembering just HOW MUCH and how often he was raped, and not being able to deal with it.

Extra super bonus points if he BEGS Steve to fuck him, just so that he can have the experience of being fucked consensually even if it's just once, but he still feels all that pain, shock, horror, humiliation and panic all the while of being fucked, despite it being consensual. He cries all the way through, but still keeps begging Steve to keep going until it's finished. Steve is horrified by feeling like a violator, but in the end it does seem to give Bucky some sort of twisted sense of catharsis.

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Steve/Sam wild and rough super strength sex rub con

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
I want something where Sam is bottoming and he and Steve start out making love slowly and gently, and then after it turns wild and rough. Steve forgets about his super strength and ends up hurting Sam, but he doesn't realise until after he's finished. Steve has to confront the idea that his supersoldier strength can also make him a monster.

+ For a graphic sex scene with lots of blood and body fluids.
++ If Steve feels an enormous amount of guilt when he overheads Sam lying about where he got his injuries to someone else.
+++Someone misinterprets Sam's injuries and labels Captain America as an abuser.

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(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 08:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I love this because I love Steve/guilt almost as much as I love Steve/Sam, but where is the Hydra trash element?

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baseball bat short prompt

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
all the prompts are so loooong now, i guess wordiness is going around. so i'm here to contribute a short prompt, because i loved the mention of a baseball bat in the comment up ^there^.

hydra finds out that baseball bats are multi-purpose-- you can beat the asset into submission, you can shove the handle up his hole and tear it with the rough grip, you can fuck him with the fat end and stretch him so wide he cries, you can use the bat for its intended purpose (sort of) and whack him in the balls...

Bucky's small dick

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky has a small/smaller than average dick. He knows how to use it, and it doesn't stop him from being pretty popular with the ladies/fellas/Steve, but he's still self conscious about it. Maybe he's been teased about it before and/or it's just some internalized "how can I call myself a MAN with this thing" angst (so fragile masculinity Bucky I guess?). Then he gets captured by Hydra. First time, second time, or both times, they figure out pretty early on that it's a really good way to get to him and proceed to mock and humiliate him for his tiny dick. And whatever other trash party activities the author may want to include.

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(Anonymous) 2015-08-07 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
UGH. Dammit I want this.

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Hydra feminization party

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 09:09 am (UTC)(link)
Hydra is actually not in the habit of raping Bucky...until one specific mission incident.

At some undefined time, Bucky goes on a mission with about 30 hydra operatives somewhere in Siberia, but the weather turns shitty, or the road is blocked, or the target is delayed (pick your random reason).

In any case, they need to retreat to a safehouse/cabin to wait it out for a week or two.

Bucky ends up in too-small living quarters with 30 guys who were all hyped up to fight and kill and now have nothing to do.

They grow restless, fights start happening, anarchy looms.

The handler and/or leader of this operation therefore asks permission to ask Bucky recreationlly to placate the men.

The safehouse has all sorts of things: food supplies, recreational items, but also clothes...including clothes for female agents on honeytrap missions.

The handler decides to dress Bucky up in a pretty red dress, shave his body, put up his hair real nice, put make-up on him and give him to the men, who treat them like their whore for the duration of the week(s) of them being stuck there.

Besides the sex, the also call him feminine names, make him cook for them, clean the safehouse and other "womanly duties".

+ bonus points if Bucky gets fucked at least once or twice while he's doing housework or menial tasks, like where he takes dick with scrubbing the floor on his knees or cooking food (in a dress of course!)

++ there being so many men they actually draw up a "rape schedule" to decide who gets to fuck the whore when, leaving just minimal time for Bucky to even sleep between rapes.

+++ Bucky's ass bleeding after a while from all the dick he has to take, and them giving him a tampon or maxipad between rapes and convince him he's on his "period".

++++Bucky being out of cryo too long, and starting to remember things, but being so confused because his memories totally do not add up with his life right now.

+++++ Years later, either Brock or Pierce or both finding out, and having some quality time with "Miss Barnes".

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hello there I did a quick artfill:

(because menial tasks while being fucked + forced feminization is just too good)

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Rumlow/Sam, panic attack

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
This chewed over rat corpse shamelessly “inspired” by a-social-construct’s fabulous To Build a Better World on Ao3: in a world where HYDRA’s won. Sam is Rumlow’s prize and has been treated about as well as you’d think but is outwardly holding it together, until he has a panic attack.

Brock appears to put aside not only being evil but even his fragile masculinity. He’s great about it. Or, sort of rude and awkward still, but largely he does all the right things. He’s comforting. Whether Sam is so far gone in the moment that he accepts the comfort or it just freaks him out more, I'm good either way.

But once Sam comes out of it and can pay attention to things, he realizes Brock was being nice because he was cripplingly turned on by Sam's overt, uncontainable fear, and by the illusion that Sam depended on Brock for support.

Maybe it ends there, or maybe Sam has more panic attacks and has this extra layer of Faustian bargain trash to deal with when he already can't breathe, or Brock drops the comfort part and rapes Sam during a panic attack. My immediate need is for Sam's "oh, fuck" realization of how deep the garbage river runs in this guy who has total control of his life.

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Praise you. Praise this. Praise be.

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Winter Soldier/Natasha, extreme trash warning, something something Nabokov's Lolita

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Winter Soldier is brought to the Red Room to train all the little KGB supersoldier children, and is ordered to rape one of them to teach them a lesson. Natasha is chosen at random....or is she??? Is she a hapless barely pubescent girl who has been randomly picked to make an example, or is she so sharp and ruthless that she has reverse-groomed the Winter Soldier all this time to pick her when it comes time to fuck? Because now that he's fucked her (multiple times, usually with others watching, but maybe once or twice just the two of them) she owns a piece of him in a way even his handlers can't. And then throughout the rest of her life, she uses that connection with him however she needs to to meet her mission objectives.

Bonus: when he's recovered as Bucky again, they have a really complicated relationship of half-remembered abuses and extreme sexual chemistry, and have a lot of really not sane and not safe and probably quite dubiously consensual power-play sex.

(Note: OBVIOUSLY IRL THIRTEEN OR FOURTEEN YEAR OLD GIRLS CANNOT CONSENT TO ADULT SEX, but in the dark noir tone I'm imagining these characters' brains are set to, both Natasha herself and also Bucky view it as possible. I want to clarify that I know this is horrible and wrong and gross irl, but I promise i know the difference between that and fantasy.)

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(Anonymous) 2015-08-06 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
SA I forgot to clarify (the most important thing lol) that the reason Natasha's and buck's brains are set to think it's possible is because their handlers have made them that way.

Hydra/Steve post catws gangbang

(Anonymous) 2015-08-06 07:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Sorry if this has been requested before (though there can never be too much trash in the dumpster)

The movie events proceed as usual up until after the helicarriers crash. Bucky pulls Steve to shore as usual and wanders off on his journey of self discovery. But Steve is not found by his allies, instead the remaining Hydra agents come across him and take him in while he's unconscious. Cue a nasty revenge gangbang with Hydra agents taking advantage of Steve's injured state.

+1 Sam and Natasha have no idea if Steve even survived the crash, spending their time trying to find his body in the wreckage. They don't get tipped off until Bucky shows up however long after.

+10 They put him in the chair and wipe him, then fuck him while he had no clue what's going on while they tell him about the many times they've done this to Barnes.

Re: Hydra/Steve post catws gangbang

(Anonymous) 2015-08-07 01:05 am (UTC)(link)
God, I really want to see like, aftermath of this when/if Steve gets rescued! How messed up will he be now knowing intimately what Bucky's been through?

Bucky is the trophy husband

(Anonymous) 2015-08-07 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
TL;DR I just need powerful female Hydra agent and needy Winter Soldier.

So Bucky is obviously the ideal boyfriend for a female Hydra leader. I mean, he's cute, he's got a great ass, he does everything you tell him to do immediately, never talks back, etc

I want to see a powerful female Hydra agent discovering the Winter Soldier is the perfect boyfriend. Maybe he gives her full body massages? Maybe she rides his face and comes over and over? (And he loves the taste and begs for more?)
Maybe he lies by the pool at her spacious modern house drinking mimosas and wearing a speedo? (After brutally murdering anyone who happens to be an obstacle in her path to power. "Win-terrrr, you can't just leave the body in the pool, silly bear!")

Bonus points if post CATWS, Bucky returns to her because he remembers being happy with her.
Lovingly baked plate of turd brownies with cockroach shell sprinkles if Steve finds Bucky at her house and Bucky not only refuses to leave but thinks Steve should stick around forever so he too can see how wonderful she is.