hydratrashmeme | Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

Unholy hell-miracle achieved! Welcome to Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves 2: Electric Boogaloo. AKA the seamy sexual-violence-and-violent-sex underbelly of Captain America fandom, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

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So Bucky is now with Steve after Hydra fell, they're fumbling along into a relationship, and then Bucky gets Steve into bed. Bucky dirty talks like a pro, low velvety voice whispering filthy things into Steve's ear about how he loves Steve's slutty hole and his perky titties and how desperate he is to get fucked. And Steve loves it, rides that edge of helplessness and shame and comes like a speeding train
EXCEPT
Bucky doesn't realise that this is kinky behaviour and thinks this is how normal vanilla sex is supposed to go. Because when he was getting raped by hydra lots of them liked to verbally degrade him and make him feel humiliated and awful while also making him feel good and come (all the more to humiliate him and prove them right about being a slut for it). They probably did terrible things to him too, all kinds of painful torture, but those were the only time he ever got to feel good, and he wants to make Steve feel good.
And when Bucky fucks Steve he's triggered to all hells but he wants to please Steve so even though it's triggering him he keeps going. And he deliberately tried to recall the worst most nasty things they said to him because he wants to be better for Steve. So basically Bucky us all dirty talking Dom but on the inside he is constantly on the verge of a panic attack. And also he had trouble keeping it up sometimes because he doesn't want to hurt Steve like this, even if Steve wants it, he knows this isn't right, but he doesn't know any other way of having sex that includes making it good for the bottom, and he really wants Steve to feel good.
Cue self loathing and confusion
Bonus if Steve finds out but only after weeks of mindblowing orgasms and then he is promptly horrified and then cue more angst and self loathing.

Yasss, this is the trash I came here for.

I also really have a thing for fics where the abuse basically lead to Bucky being (mostly) a top, as a way to get some semblance f control in his sex life, but this ould twist and complicate that and it's beautiful!

Op here
When I came up with the prompt I was actually thinking about how I loved Bucky being on top and in control and feeling safe while fucking Steve and how lovely it was that they could work out a compromise for him to both feel safe and feel good and then my brain was like, BUT WHAT IF

Yeahhh, this is basically everything I love about trash plus everything I love about functional Steve/Bucky, all rolled into one deliciously moldy package!

are you cool with Bucky's realizing it's not vanilla but knowing Steve is really into it? like, he knows vanilla sex is a thing, but Steve also has a major kink and Bucky wants to indulge him (even though it makes him kind of miserable)

also how do you feel about Bucky being kind of turned on and horrified at being on the other side of it, like, how could he possibly enjoy saying this shit to Steve (but oh, he does)

if that's not your cup of tea I will save my ideas for another time

(OP) I would absolutely be fine with any and all of the above!!! Tbh that sounds even angstier and trashier than my original prompt which means it sounds significantly better! Give me your filth nonny ;)

Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

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