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garbage all the way down ([personal profile] trashmod) wrote in [community profile] hydratrashmeme2014-12-07 08:43 am

Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

Unholy hell-miracle achieved! Welcome to Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves 2: Electric Boogaloo. AKA the seamy sexual-violence-and-violent-sex underbelly of Captain America fandom, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

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Round 2 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 3.

WS hallucinates while being wiped

(Anonymous) 2015-08-05 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
HYDRA had different power settings for the mind wipes, and the lower power ones didn't take away all of the WS's memories, but he hallucinates vividly during the wipes. Afterwards, he can't tell what happened and what didn't, and his perception of reality is messed up. Naturally, this creates great conditions for gaslighting, and HYDRA doesn't hesitate to take advantage.

- Bucky hallucinating pre-war life, but he gets that mixed up with memories of HYDRA rape and punishment, and all his good memories get tainted, and he confuses rape with a good thing.
- HYDRA convincing him they never raped him. What kind of sick fantasies is he having thinking they would ever touch him that way?
- Making him think Steve isn't real, only a hallucination, and that any time he remembers Steve, it's because he's malfunctioning, and it's the worst kind of malfunction. He must report himself for a wipe, or he will become unstable and die or something bad like that.

Bonus for

++ Post TWS aftermath where he's on the run, and Steve is pursuing him, and he thinks he's broken beyond repair because Steve shows up freaking everywhere.

+++ The memories of Steve all start returning, and Bucky tries to hard reset himself with a high power wipe with full knowledge that a full wipe always leaves him vulnerable and shaking for hours. It's not optimal when HYDRA and half the world's intelligence agencies are trying to find him, but he's so desperate to fix himself that it doesn't matter.