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garbage all the way down ([personal profile] trashmod) wrote in [community profile] hydratrashmeme2014-12-07 08:43 am

Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

Unholy hell-miracle achieved! Welcome to Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves 2: Electric Boogaloo. AKA the seamy sexual-violence-and-violent-sex underbelly of Captain America fandom, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

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Round 2 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 3.

Re: attempted suicide

(Anonymous) 2015-08-06 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
Drinking Games author here. Thank you for the kudos. I'm glad I'm inspiring more feels-stabbing trash :)

Because I'm apparently going to hell already(yay,) what about the bodily damage he could suffer from a failed suicide attempt? What if Bucky tried to overdose and failed, and now he has to deal with severe organ damage too? How much would he hate himself? One of his favorite things after HYDRA was how much flavor the food had, but now he can barely stomach them. He can't perform strenuous activity without internal pain and bleeding, and Steve no longer lets him join them in the field. How useless does he feel? Getting out of bed used to be hard, but now getting out of bed makes him throw up 75% of the time. What if he burns his esophagus so much that he has to be fed intravenously, again, like HYDRA used to? And the kidney damage? Having to be put on dialysis? He never wanted to see a doctor again, but now here he is, and he's so ashamed. How much does he hate Steve for being sad over all this so he feels obligated to stay alive? How much does he hate himself for how sad Steve looks all the time?

Re: attempted suicide

(Anonymous) 2015-08-06 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
Oh my GOD my heart. Would pay to read this.