The Asset gets injured on a mission and they have to perform field surgery. They dope him up and go for it, but he is semi-conscious and having vivid hallucinations. He thinks they're stuffing him like a plush.

+He's more worried about mission effectiveness than any mutilation on his part
+The memory sticks and he actually thinks he's made of fabric and stuffing until the next wipe
+Rapes are extra confusing for him at this point