(AA) Bucky is so ashamed to get the help he desperately needs. Steve is too, but for different reasons, and he doesn't want to go behind Bucky's back because he's afraid Bucky will never forgive him.

Yes, I definitely think the situation, and Steve's dread of what comes after missions, is effecting his field performance.

I like the description of Steve as touch-starved in this story. He's touching Bucky, but Bucky's not really touching him back. Ouch.

I'm glad you like the title, too! The ritual has the semblance of a lullaby, but it's so much darker underneath.

Thank you again for your encouragement and feedback. It makes writing very enjoyable!