I could see it being post-CATWS Bucky trying to sort through some of his sexual-abuse related trauma from HYDRA (slash maybe it was something he remembers being into pre-WS, and HYDRA corrupted that, and this is him trying to reclaim it back.)
And so he plans it, carefully; stakes out every single guy on the team he's chosen to make sure that they know what they're doing, that they're safe, but most of all, that they stop when asked. Maybe he knows what whatever gear they'd usually use isn't gonna be enough to hold him down, so he brings along his own: all the stuff he'd taken from HYDRA bases before he burned them down - stun batons, mag cuffs, gags, you name it.
At the time, he hadn't known exactly why he'd taken them, something associated with such shame and disgust and horror, only that beneath that there'd been an aching sense of need, and maybe these guys are finally gonna be the ones to satisfy it in a way he can control.
Cue the scene being set up, the pass phrase said, and things getting going. Maybe he's a little hard, already, before they've even touched him, even as the shame of it makes him burn. They lean into it - he'd asked them to - and call him a slut, yeah, look at it, it likes that doesn't it, so greedy for it, as they start fucking him, tugging him back and forth between them as they fill him up, and he lets them, goes limp and pliant between them, and somewhere between the fifth and sixth the lingering discomfort simmering beneath the arousal bubbles up into full blown panic, and he fights against all the instinct telling him to stay quiet, stay unresisting. He gives them the signal to stop.
Then the men pull off their masks, and it's HYDRA, and they tell him, Why are you fighting, Soldier? This is what you asked for, after all; this is what you wanted, and here he is again, at HYDRA's mercy, being fucked by them again no matter how much he struggles, but that's not the worst part, no; the worst part is knowing that everything they say is true, because he did ask for it, this is what he wanted, and after everything he's done this - the pain, the shame - is what he deserves.
Aaaand that's all l've got so far! Sorry that this isn't even close to a fill, I just had to get this out of me, but it's definitely on my to-write list (and if it's not quite your flavour of trash, feel free to nudge me off your prompt!)
Re: surprise, this SSC gangbang roleplay scene was trash all along
I could see it being post-CATWS Bucky trying to sort through some of his sexual-abuse related trauma from HYDRA (slash maybe it was something he remembers being into pre-WS, and HYDRA corrupted that, and this is him trying to reclaim it back.)
And so he plans it, carefully; stakes out every single guy on the team he's chosen to make sure that they know what they're doing, that they're safe, but most of all, that they stop when asked. Maybe he knows what whatever gear they'd usually use isn't gonna be enough to hold him down, so he brings along his own: all the stuff he'd taken from HYDRA bases before he burned them down - stun batons, mag cuffs, gags, you name it.
At the time, he hadn't known exactly why he'd taken them, something associated with such shame and disgust and horror, only that beneath that there'd been an aching sense of need, and maybe these guys are finally gonna be the ones to satisfy it in a way he can control.
Cue the scene being set up, the pass phrase said, and things getting going. Maybe he's a little hard, already, before they've even touched him, even as the shame of it makes him burn. They lean into it - he'd asked them to - and call him a slut, yeah, look at it, it likes that doesn't it, so greedy for it, as they start fucking him, tugging him back and forth between them as they fill him up, and he lets them, goes limp and pliant between them, and somewhere between the fifth and sixth the lingering discomfort simmering beneath the arousal bubbles up into full blown panic, and he fights against all the instinct telling him to stay quiet, stay unresisting. He gives them the signal to stop.
Then the men pull off their masks, and it's HYDRA, and they tell him, Why are you fighting, Soldier? This is what you asked for, after all; this is what you wanted, and here he is again, at HYDRA's mercy, being fucked by them again no matter how much he struggles, but that's not the worst part, no; the worst part is knowing that everything they say is true, because he did ask for it, this is what he wanted, and after everything he's done this - the pain, the shame - is what he deserves.
Aaaand that's all l've got so far! Sorry that this isn't even close to a fill, I just had to get this out of me, but it's definitely on my to-write list (and if it's not quite your flavour of trash, feel free to nudge me off your prompt!)