Natasha always knew that rape was a risk of her job, and she thought that she was mentally prepared. When it actually happens, she can't handle it.
+ gang rape
+ at first she's coping, but it just goes on and on and on...
+ she was initially allowing this to happen for the sake of the mission, but eventually she breaks and starts to fight back in earnest. by then she's too weakened and they genuinely overpower her
+ she's surprised and overwhelmed by how horrifying, painful, degrading, and disgusting she finds this; she thought she knew how to handle torture but it looks like she can't handle rape
Natasha's first rape is worse than she imagined
+ gang rape
+ at first she's coping, but it just goes on and on and on...
+ she was initially allowing this to happen for the sake of the mission, but eventually she breaks and starts to fight back in earnest. by then she's too weakened and they genuinely overpower her
+ she's surprised and overwhelmed by how horrifying, painful, degrading, and disgusting she finds this; she thought she knew how to handle torture but it looks like she can't handle rape