Okay, Bucky/The Asset has always been hard to handle for HYDRA- the Asset, even wiped and broken, had to have orders framed as if they were the just and moral choices. He had to be carefully handled. And while HTP was great for breaking him- the bad men had to be punished- the weak weeded out.
The Magical Healing Cock of Pierce, or whoever was the main handler, was always used to sooth after the party, after the worst missions. Comfort and kindness and sweet touches, praise and pampering aftercare. Bucky and the Asset blending, to open up and fixate on the person who gave him such kindness and order after such a chaotic and harrowing brutal raping/torturing party, trusting them to give him purpose and safety.
Partner (Steve, T'Challa, whoever Author wants) has no clue about all of this. All they know is HYDRA had horrible trash parties, and Bucky is finally free of the awful code *words* after intense sessions with various mind controlling powers and technologies.
They have careful, sweet, loving sex where Partner tries so very hard to make sure Bucky is never triggered to have flashbacks to all his horrific past rapes, going so slow and gently with lots of checking in till he begins to forget to check in as often since it all is going so perfectly. Meanwhile Bucky is sliding into that half Asset, entirely programmable mindset.
When the afterglow settles in, Partner is entirely horrified when Bucky whispers "ready to comply"(Or "your Asset" or something else equally horrifying for the good guy partner) as he nuzzles into his arms.
I know things where accidental triggers have been done before- but I have a craving for caring sex to be a trigger because that is just- something that he would never get with standard HYDRA missions so it makes a great trigger action, and it ruins it for him and partner forever, which is just rancid cherry pits on my gerbil droppings sundae. Also makes any and all his relationship growth, while caring partner was so sweet with him, circumspect as he is programmed to see sexual kindness and sexual intimacy as the ultimate in priority reassignment.
Magical Healing Cock- Yet another trigger
The Magical Healing Cock of Pierce, or whoever was the main handler, was always used to sooth after the party, after the worst missions. Comfort and kindness and sweet touches, praise and pampering aftercare. Bucky and the Asset blending, to open up and fixate on the person who gave him such kindness and order after such a chaotic and harrowing brutal raping/torturing party, trusting them to give him purpose and safety.
Partner (Steve, T'Challa, whoever Author wants) has no clue about all of this. All they know is HYDRA had horrible trash parties, and Bucky is finally free of the awful code *words* after intense sessions with various mind controlling powers and technologies.
They have careful, sweet, loving sex where Partner tries so very hard to make sure Bucky is never triggered to have flashbacks to all his horrific past rapes, going so slow and gently with lots of checking in till he begins to forget to check in as often since it all is going so perfectly. Meanwhile Bucky is sliding into that half Asset, entirely programmable mindset.
When the afterglow settles in, Partner is entirely horrified when Bucky whispers "ready to comply"(Or "your Asset" or something else equally horrifying for the good guy partner) as he nuzzles into his arms.
I know things where accidental triggers have been done before- but I have a craving for caring sex to be a trigger because that is just- something that he would never get with standard HYDRA missions so it makes a great trigger action, and it ruins it for him and partner forever, which is just rancid cherry pits on my gerbil droppings sundae. Also makes any and all his relationship growth, while caring partner was so sweet with him, circumspect as he is programmed to see sexual kindness and sexual intimacy as the ultimate in priority reassignment.