Morbid humor aside, You won't believe how much I'm smiling right now! My face HURTS but I can't stop smiling because you make me so HAPPY! If reading my fic is like a bath for you, then reading your comments is like a spa massage treatment for me! THANK YOU SO MUCH, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME TO READ THIS! *dying whale noises* [throws a garbage mountain on you]
Somewhat more coherently,
>the asset's neediness, its total lack of self-esteem, its desire to be objectified and be of use, its helpless touch starvation and desperation for affection, the way any little kindness or gentleness is like a hit to its damaged psyche and a hotline to its poor needy cock.
Yes, yes, YES, YAS, YAAAASSSS!!!!!!!! This glorious little whump-muffin is my heart!
>You have such a lavish way with words that reading this is like being the asset and experiencing everything through its eyes and in its poor touch deprived skin.
You really think so? I feel like I'm word-vomiting this incoherent mess, repeating the same adjectives to describe Handler Rogers's hands and voice and eyes over and over again, making an ass of myself trying to remain consistent with "what is the Asset wearing right now? did he take that tings off in the scene before or not?" [flipping through the bird's nest that is my notes] and generally being a clumsy idiot trying to get the idea of the fic from my mind into writing without molesting the thing with my amateur skills beyond recognition and give it the justice it deserves.
> You've basically hit all of my kinks right on the head, including ones I didn't know I had, like the restraints and plugging and sounding and the human furniture thing, which aren't on my normal kink list but work so perfectly in this context.
I'm glad they worked for you. I was mostly just going: "Is that enough? Nah, lets twist the knife even further by incorporating another one of my secret unrealistic fantasy kinks into this sexual miss-match pie! Or maybe two!"
>And then that last part, with Steve having no choice but to give in and seeing Pierce in the mirror, and the plot twist that the asset has tried to be Bucky before! Is the asset going to be able to comfort his hurting handler? *puppy eyes*
The Asset will definitely try its hardest, but- well...comfort might not be the right word for it, given what Handler Rogers just dreamed about.
>You are brilliant writer and I could read a million years of this so THANK YOU for being so good to us with this nice long sumptuous fill!
*Heart cracks from the internal pressure of all the love overloading the emotional regulatory system*
> I would love to see more whenever life allows you to come back to this!
I'm almost finished with the next part. So, unless I hit another road bump (Murphy's Law and all that) I should be able to get it out soon...ish-like, sort of, idk. But let me tell you that reading your's and everyone else's comments have really spurred me on!
>OP again, I just saw your comment above (----) and I just have to say that I'm so looking forward to that!
[doing the Mr Burns fingers] EEEEEEXCCEEELLLLLEEENNNT...hopefully it will hurt just as deliciously as I intend it to.
>One reason I love this fic is that it's gorgeously fulfilling fantasy idfic for me, but it's also so interesting and smart with the glimpses it gives us of Steve's struggles and tactics as a handler.
Thank you that's so nice of you to say! I try...I do, but I don't know where I hit on the scale between subtle and overt. Could you maybe point some of those glimpses out for me or something?
>He really is the asset's handler, doing his best to deal with its difficulties and to bring out the best in it.
"Yes! Handler Rogers is Best Handler Ever! He takes care of the Asset because he can see some good use in it and is the most patient and kind handler ever to be so careful with the Asset when he uses it! The Asset would do ANYTHING for Handler Rogers if it were good enough, it would kill and even DIE for him in a second if he wanted it and even though there are some things the Asset is too broken, useless, pathetic, weak and stupid to do for him he still keeps it close to him and lets it serve him in what little ways it can."
Or in other words, you could say that the Asset loves Handler Rogers, if you could say that a thing such as it is capable of feeling love at all.
>Poor darlings.
I KNNNOOOWWWW!!!!!
Thank you so much for commenting! You are awesome!
Re: Fill: Asset Management 11/?
Life *Sigh*. That shit kills you.
Morbid humor aside, You won't believe how much I'm smiling right now! My face HURTS but I can't stop smiling because you make me so HAPPY! If reading my fic is like a bath for you, then reading your comments is like a spa massage treatment for me! THANK YOU SO MUCH, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME TO READ THIS! *dying whale noises* [throws a garbage mountain on you]
Somewhat more coherently,
>the asset's neediness, its total lack of self-esteem, its desire to be objectified and be of use, its helpless touch starvation and desperation for affection, the way any little kindness or gentleness is like a hit to its damaged psyche and a hotline to its poor needy cock.
Yes, yes, YES, YAS, YAAAASSSS!!!!!!!! This glorious little whump-muffin is my heart!
>You have such a lavish way with words that reading this is like being the asset and experiencing everything through its eyes and in its poor touch deprived skin.
You really think so? I feel like I'm word-vomiting this incoherent mess, repeating the same adjectives to describe Handler Rogers's hands and voice and eyes over and over again, making an ass of myself trying to remain consistent with "what is the Asset wearing right now? did he take that tings off in the scene before or not?" [flipping through the bird's nest that is my notes] and generally being a clumsy idiot trying to get the idea of the fic from my mind into writing without molesting the thing with my amateur skills beyond recognition and give it the justice it deserves.
> You've basically hit all of my kinks right on the head, including ones I didn't know I had, like the restraints and plugging and sounding and the human furniture thing, which aren't on my normal kink list but work so perfectly in this context.
I'm glad they worked for you. I was mostly just going: "Is that enough? Nah, lets twist the knife even further by incorporating another one of my secret unrealistic fantasy kinks into this sexual miss-match pie! Or maybe two!"
>And then that last part, with Steve having no choice but to give in and seeing Pierce in the mirror, and the plot twist that the asset has tried to be Bucky before! Is the asset going to be able to comfort his hurting handler? *puppy eyes*
The Asset will definitely try its hardest, but- well...comfort might not be the right word for it, given what Handler Rogers just dreamed about.
>You are brilliant writer and I could read a million years of this so THANK YOU for being so good to us with this nice long sumptuous fill!
*Heart cracks from the internal pressure of all the love overloading the emotional regulatory system*
> I would love to see more whenever life allows you to come back to this!
I'm almost finished with the next part. So, unless I hit another road bump (Murphy's Law and all that) I should be able to get it out soon...ish-like, sort of, idk. But let me tell you that reading your's and everyone else's comments have really spurred me on!
>OP again, I just saw your comment above (----) and I just have to say that I'm so looking forward to that!
[doing the Mr Burns fingers] EEEEEEXCCEEELLLLLEEENNNT...hopefully it will hurt just as deliciously as I intend it to.
>One reason I love this fic is that it's gorgeously fulfilling fantasy idfic for me, but it's also so interesting and smart with the glimpses it gives us of Steve's struggles and tactics as a handler.
Thank you that's so nice of you to say! I try...I do, but I don't know where I hit on the scale between subtle and overt. Could you maybe point some of those glimpses out for me or something?
>He really is the asset's handler, doing his best to deal with its difficulties and to bring out the best in it.
"Yes! Handler Rogers is Best Handler Ever! He takes care of the Asset because he can see some good use in it and is the most patient and kind handler ever to be so careful with the Asset when he uses it! The Asset would do ANYTHING for Handler Rogers if it were good enough, it would kill and even DIE for him in a second if he wanted it and even though there are some things the Asset is too broken, useless, pathetic, weak and stupid to do for him he still keeps it close to him and lets it serve him in what little ways it can."
Or in other words, you could say that the Asset loves Handler Rogers, if you could say that a thing such as it is capable of feeling love at all.
>Poor darlings.
I KNNNOOOWWWW!!!!!
Thank you so much for commenting! You are awesome!