I love the feeling of endgame here, that palpable feeling that everything is going to come to a head and it's not going to be pretty. And the Soldier, just clinging to the possibility of keeping Steve for a moment longer. I wonder if this is the first time he feared the Chair out of wanting to care for someone else rather than "just" losing his own memories. You have done such a good job of portraying that these are still good guys in bad circumstances. What makes the Soldier different from all the other HYDRA people, is that when he is shown even the tiniest bit of human decency, he repays it with humane actions of his own. The kindness has to be literally burned out of him with electricity, or dulled by drugs.
I am so afraid of what's going to happen. Does Steve already know that Bucky is WS? Will the Soldier get a last chance with Steve before they put him in the chair? How will Steve react when facing the chill of the Winter Soldier?
My heart is pre-emptively breaking.
On another note, I love that the things that Steve shares here, despite its honesty, is still so clearly different from the rawness of delirious!Steve. Delirious!Steve had no filter and shared things that he probably never told Bucky. Whereas here, Steve considers his every move. Hnnng I just love your character portrayals so much. <3 <3 <3
Re: FILL: Daybreak part 13b Re: Identity Porn in captivity
I love the feeling of endgame here, that palpable feeling that everything is going to come to a head and it's not going to be pretty. And the Soldier, just clinging to the possibility of keeping Steve for a moment longer. I wonder if this is the first time he feared the Chair out of wanting to care for someone else rather than "just" losing his own memories. You have done such a good job of portraying that these are still good guys in bad circumstances. What makes the Soldier different from all the other HYDRA people, is that when he is shown even the tiniest bit of human decency, he repays it with humane actions of his own. The kindness has to be literally burned out of him with electricity, or dulled by drugs.
I am so afraid of what's going to happen. Does Steve already know that Bucky is WS? Will the Soldier get a last chance with Steve before they put him in the chair? How will Steve react when facing the chill of the Winter Soldier?
My heart is pre-emptively breaking.
On another note, I love that the things that Steve shares here, despite its honesty, is still so clearly different from the rawness of delirious!Steve. Delirious!Steve had no filter and shared things that he probably never told Bucky. Whereas here, Steve considers his every move. Hnnng I just love your character portrayals so much. <3 <3 <3