Yeah, honestly it will be about his horrible guilt over killing people and how he doesn't deserve to feel good, vs how he keeps remembering all the good sex and sexual stuff and he tries to focus on the dirtybadwrong because he doesn't deserve nice things, but winds up sexually responding... and then embracing he is messed up, but he comes to terms with that. He vows to not do the harming anyone thing anymore... including himself. He decides instead, he will feed the pleasure. He has a killer in him and a cockslut, both predate HYDRA. Honestly I was thinking I'd go Stucky but Stucky more open pre-war with this.

If I follow the thread long enough it probably ends up more like combo of this prompt and the gangbang prompt, but with Bucky making the best of his trash, and embracing the good things he can manage to salvage from all the trauma. Basically reclaiming his sexuality and taking an almost perverse joy in getting off to the HYDRA memories,because something that was about degrading and breaking him is now being used to help him. A fuck you HYDRA through wanking and feeling good.