hydratrashmeme | Fill post

Title: I'm a Big Squid Now
Pairing: Gen
Completion status: Complete
Text of prompt: Bucky in diapers
+ for any kind of fill
++ for humiliation
+++ for taking us to a new part of the dumpster
Link to fill: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=1603040#cmt1603040

Also on AO3: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3136073

Title: Full Marks
Pairing: Winter Soldier/OC
Completion status [complete/WIP]: Complete
Text of prompt: Proudly fisting the Fist of HYDRA
Link to fill: Full Marks. Also on Ao3.

Edited 2015-01-09 15:40 (UTC)

Title: Warmth in Winter

Pairing: Winter Soldier/Brock Rumlow

Completion status: Complete

Text of prompt:
Bucky in diapers
+ for any kind of fill
++ for humiliation
+++ for taking us to a new part of the dumpster

Link to fill: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3169694

Title: Dresses and What Daddy Says
Pairing: Brock Rumlow/Bucky Barnes
Completion status: Complete
Text of prompt:
This is an unprompted fill. It's technically a gift I wrote for a friend in a Christmas exchange, but I definitely had Hydra Trash Party in mind, and it is completely HTP.

The asset's Daddy comes to visit.

Warnings: Rape/noncon, forced feminization, forced crossdressing, humiliation, orgasm denial, erotic crying.

Link to fill:
http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=1659104

AO3: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3140612

Title: The Children of a Ghost
Pairing: HYDRA techs/Bucky
Completion status: Complete

Text of prompt: Some Hydra assholes start forcing the asset to sit still as they jerk him off, then save his cum in test tubes. They tell him it's for a cloning program to get them replicas of the Winter Soldier. In reality, there is no such program. But threatening to harm his (nonexistent) children is a good way to keep the asset in line and work harder, no?

(inspired by several different prompts about Bucky having/thinking he has a kid)

+ WS spends his downtime thinking of what he would have named them if he got the chance and wondering how they're doing.

++ After a particularly successful mission WS tries to get up his courage to ask Pierce if he can visit them

+++ He fails and goes back to cryo feeling guilty

Link to fill: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/587.html?thread=1663819#cmt1663819

Title: So Familiar a Gleam
Pairing: Steve/Bucky
Completion status: Complete
Text of prompt: In his dreams, Steve torments Bucky. He asks him if he liked being Hydra's bitch, and how many dicks has he had in him now? And he punishes Bucky for being such a slut and a traitor.

When he's awake, Steve is perfect and very concerned. But Bucky doesn't even want to tell him about how Hydra used him, never mind why he has wet dreams every night, wakes up distressed, and doesn't want Steve to touch him.

Dream Steve keeps getting worse while real Steve gets more concerned and, gradually, Bucky begins to wonder what's a dream and what's real.
Link to fill: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=1632224#cmt1632224

Also on AO3: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3188540

Title: Positive Reinforcement
Pairing: Winter Soldier/OC, James Barnes/Steve Rogers
Completion status: Complete
Text of prompt: Positive reinforcement, HYDRA quickly learns, makes the winter soldier 10000 times easier to manipulate than negative reinforcement. Instead of random punishment, which would make the winter soldier fearful and unresponsive, HYDRA would reward him for missions well done and efficiency with pleasureable, mind blowingly amazing sex. It makes it so that Bucky wants to please his handlers, not only because then they won't punish him, but then he'll also be treated really nicely.

+bonus moldy spiked eggnog from last year if this ruins sex for him and Steve once they are together again. Steve is great and all at sex, but he just can't compare to the specially crafted sex toys and nerve stimulation machines HYDRA liked to pleasure Bucky with.

Link to fill: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=1583840#cmt1583840

Note: Author does not have an AO3, so if anybody would like to copy-and-paste it over there, you have the author's permission to do so :)

Title: You're a Kitty
Pairing: Gen (WS & Westfahl)
Completion status: Complete
Text of prompt: Some HYDRA goons (BONUS if it's Rumlow) decide to order the Winter Soldier to act like a cat for trashy fetishy reasons.

Except the Soldier emulates actual cats (after hours of study)--random, selfish, don't-touch-me-unless-I-say-so-and-only-there, picky assholes.

Link to fill: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=1803232#cmt1803232

http://archiveofourown.org/works/3305747

Title: I was wearing my blue coat
Pairing: Steve/Bucky (consentual) Bucky/Pierce Bucky/Hydra trash party (non-con)
Completion: Complete
Text of Prompt: Hydra torture porn - videos of Bucky's rapes get put on the Internet. A commenter on the thread asked for survivor / activist Bucky, and this is what they got.
Link to fill: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3316508

Title [if applicable]: Tightrope
Pairing: Bucky/Steve
Completion status [complete/WIP]: Complete
Text of prompt: After coming in from the cold and beginning to recover, Bucky picks up where he left off with Steve. In bed. But he has seventy years of nasty memories, and navigating that minefield is hard. He'll kiss Steve for hours. He'll rim and finger him (no one ever made him do that) or fuck him with toys. He's jerked him off one or twice, when he felt like he could handle it, but it doesn't always go so well. But the only one who ever touches Bucky below the waist is Bucky.
Link to fill:
http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/587.html?thread=1819979#cmt1819979

Title: Little Deaths
Pairing: Bucky/Steve, Winter Soldier/Machines
Completion status [complete/WIP]: Complete
Text of prompt: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=1583840#cmt1583840
Positive reinforcement, HYDRA quickly learns, makes the winter soldier 10000 times easier to manipulate than negative reinforcement. Instead of random punishment, which would make the winter soldier fearful and unresponsive, HYDRA would reward him for missions well done and efficiency with pleasureable, mind blowingly amazing sex. It makes it so that Bucky wants to please his handlers, not only because then they won't punish him, but then he'll also be treated really nicely.

+bonus moldy spiked eggnog from last year if this ruins sex for him and Steve once they are together again. Steve is great and all at sex, but he just can't compare to the specially crafted sex toys and nerve stimulation machines HYDRA liked to pleasure Bucky with.
Link to fill: Little Deaths. Also on Ao3.

Title: Dinner and a Show
Pairing: Winter Soldier/Steve, Pierce
Completion status [complete/WIP]: Complete
Text of prompt: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/587.html?thread=76875#cmt76875
Pierce orders the Winter Soldier to fuck a captive Steve Rogers, and has him get Steve ready with his tongue.

Anon who wrote the long interrogation fill on page 1 here, and I'm kicking myself for not including this because it hits so many badwrong kinks: really potent unwanted pleasure, and it's even more evil than say making WS!Bucky suck Steve off, because it's an even more servile/humiliating position to put him in and it's a violation that sort of prefigures what's coming next.

+ Steve comes untouched or comes the instant Bucky gets a hand on his dick
++ Pierce is a jerk and has Bucky get a hand on Steve's dick right as he's first penetrating him
+++ additional embarrassment because Pierce is sitting right there watching them
++++ defiant!Steve (my ultimate kink)
Link to fill: Dinner and a Show. Also on Ao3.

Title: Windmills
Pairing: past (pre-war) Steve/Bucky, Winter Soldier/HYDRA personnel
Completion status [complete/WIP]: ongoing, but posting this here because it might be ongoing for a while
Text of prompt: In the aftermath of everything Hydra put him through, Bucky's sense of what is appropriate to share and when is severely screwed up.

Like, maybe he'd never even dream of asking for food even when he sits at a set table full of various delicious-smelling dishes - much less eat unless being offered anything at all - he has no problem whatsoever chiming in to a discussion about fun ways to spend the holidays with the suggestion that Steve & friends could have their way with him like so many of the teams he worked with under Hydra, if they were into that sort of thing?

Link to fill: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=1639136#cmt1639136

Title [if applicable]: Five Times Steve Copes Surprisingly Well, Considering (And One Time He Just... Can't)

Pairing: Steve/OMCs, Steve/Zola, Steve/Hydra Agents, Steve/Loki, Steve/Strike Team, Steve/Bucky

Completion status [complete/WIP]: complete

Text of prompt: Every once in a while, when Steve/the Commandos/the Avengers are captured, some bad guy takes it into his head that it would be oh-so-creative to defile a pure, wholesome national icon like Captain America. A few of them even succeed at raping or molesting him before inevitably getting their asses kicked. And every single one thinks he's the first to get this bright idea, because not only is Steve close-lipped about the ways he's been hurt, enduring sexual torture doesn't actually make him come off any less pure or wholesome.
Bonus: Steve copes unnervingly well, shrugging the repeated assaults off as a particularly gross kind of beating... until he gets into a relationship and his first attempt at consensual sex kind of breaks him, because he was so used to sex-as-violence and so unprepared for gentle, loving touch. (Make it a 5+1 and YOU CAN HAVE IT ALL, MY EMPIRE OF DIRT--)

Link to fill: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3486692 http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/587.html?thread=1186123

Title: And Eve Was Weak
Pairing: Winter Soldier/HYDRA Agents
Completion status: Complete
Text of prompt: If the Winter Soldier were female, would HYDRA keep her body intact? Or would they make decisions like "Breasts are too vulnerable and annoying to design protective gear around. Get rid of them. Pap smears and dealing with periods and birth control to keep agents from knocking her up are a waste of time. Take everything out. We can just harvest the eggs if we ever want to breed her, and then someone else can carry the baby so we don't have to keep her out of the field."

Or if they do leave her body unaltered, how much understanding of it does she maintain? Does she worry about being impregnated? We've had Winter Soldier fics where he doesn't understand arousal; does she understand a period? Or does it give her Carrie-esque freakouts when it happens?
Link to fill: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/587.html?thread=1914699#cmt1914699

Also on AO3: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3510530

Title: The Fist of HYDRA

Pairing: The Winter Soldier/Steve Rogers, Various HYDRA agents/Steve Rogers

Completion status [complete/WIP]: Complete

Text of prompt: (Character A) gets fucked/gangbanged until they're gaping open, so then (Character B) decides to put their whole hand into that loose, sloppy hole, just because they can. But now that Character A's ass is completely wrecked and can't clench anymore, the only option left for Character B to fuck his own fist while it's still inside the other person.

All of the trash in the world if it's WS using his metal hand in Steve.

Link to fill: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3717394

WIP

Prompt: After coming in, Bucky agrees to undergo therapy. And because trash is forever, his therapist is a scumbag. Specifically, the kind of scumbag who's drawn to Bucky's vulnerability and sexual trauma.

I'd enjoy some combination of total trash content and tragic emotional abuse. So, on one level, the aftereffects of trauma, conditioned obedience, and identity destruction have left Bucky very vulnerable to the manipulation of his emotions and beliefs. The doctor tells Bucky things that sound plausible, even comforting, but are actually incredibly toxic lies. He undermines Bucky's trust in himself and isolates him from his support network. He reinforces Bucky's worst fears about himself. And then, as Bucky gets moodier, more withdrawn, and more temperamental, that just puts him more in the doctor's power: he should see more often... I'm afraid we need to have him institutionalized, for his own good, just for a few weeks...

And, on another level, the therapist is salaciously fascinated by Bucky's abuse by Hydra. He gets Bucky to recount his rapes and humiliations, in increasingly lurid detail as Bucky falls more under his influence. Maybe this culminates with the therapist himself raping Bucky.

Don't care whether this guy is just a terrible person or whether this is a scheme by Hydra.

Fill: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3748864/chapters/8318782

Title: Sense of Touch
Pairing: Steve/Bucky (...kind of), Bucky/various torture equipment
Completion status: Complete
Prompt: The Asset has finally broken program and escaped, and now that he's out and free, he's never going back. Never; he'd rather die than go back. And they won't want him, no one will want him, if he can't perform as a Soldier.

So the Asset calmly sets about methodically, unemotionally mutilating his own body. Get rid of the fingers so he can't pull a trigger or hold a gun, gouge out an eye to destroy depth perception. Carefully, CAREFULLY puncture one or both eardrums, cuz he knows being even partially deaf will make him '4F' (he isn't sure what 4F is, but he knows they won't want him like that). Puncture a lung, maybe. Genital mutilation isn't pleasant, but it's a must; they won't use him that way, either. Cut out the tongue, slice clean through the cheeks (glasgow grin style) so his mouth is useless to them, too.
Lastly, crush the arm with something and pull out as much circuitry as possible.

Only once he has been rendered useless in his primary and secondary function does he feel safe enough to get in contact with Steve; he can't trust Steve unless he knows he's useless as a weapon, unless he KNOWS he cant be used that way.

Link to fill: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=2105056#cmt2105056

Title: Beauty in the Breaking
Pairing: Steve/Bucky
Completion status: Complete
Text of prompt: Steve slowly breaking.
Link to fill: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=1902048#cmt1902048
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3625134/chapters/8513503

Title: Hunter Class
Pairing: Winter Soldier/Pierce, Rumlow
Completion status [complete/WIP]: Complete
Text of prompt: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=2049760#cmt2049760

Give me all the complicated leather bondage, whips, "training" accessories, and the asset decked out like Pierce's pretty little show pony (how 'good' he is at being a pony is up to you). Pierce uses the asset like a horse, then rides him hard and puts him away wet.

Link to fill: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=2054112#cmt2054112.
Final version posted to Ao3: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3797596

Title [if applicable]: N/A
Pairing: Natasha/Winter Soldier
Completion status [complete/WIP]: WIP

Text of prompt: Natasha's graduation exercises from the Black Widow program involve being required to get a semen sample from the Winter Soldier (thanks, fellow trashster!)

Link to fill: https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/587.html?thread=20299#cmt20299

Title: I Did It Looking There in the Mirror
Pairing: Gen
Completion status: Complete
Text of prompt: The Winter Soldier wants to hurt Steve because [insert reason here], and discovers the best possible method; telling him everything they did to his stupid dead friend and laughing about it.
Link to fill: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=2243808#cmt2243808

Also on AO3: http://archiveofourown.org/works/4018795

Title: Take Me Away
Pairing: Slight Bucky/Steve
Completion Status: Complete
Text of prompt:

Dr. Ivchenko, the Russian doctor from Agent Carter, was involved in Bucky's transformation into the Winter Soldier. Because of the serum, anesthesia wasn't effective on him, but when he thinks he's at home smelling his mother's cooking, or sleeping off the drink on the floor of Steve's rented room with his coat for a pillow, he doesn't even mind the metal anchors they're screwing into his spine.

And then, mid-1946, Ivchenko has a new mission and Bucky is left sitting there hoping and hoping he'll get to go back into his memories again...but pretty soon they're going to wipe him for the first time and he never, ever will.

Link to fill: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=2243296#cmt2243296

Title: "Dry Your Eyes"
Pairing: Winter Soldier/Alexander Pierce; Winter Soldier/Hydra Agents [Implied]
Completion status: Complete
Text of prompt:

The Asset cries when he's abused, but he doesn't know why. Any sense of shame and the ability to pity himself should, by rights, have been burnt out of his mind, like the rest of his personality and memories. But still it happens, and The Asset weeps whenever sex is used as his reward or punishment.

The Asset's casual abusers - the techs, medics and STRIKE/mission personnel - consider his tears an inconvenience or something they can verbally abuse him for, even though the latter has no effect. Rumlow finds it very off-putting and outright prefers hitting/torturing The Asset until he screams. Pierce finds it delightful and almost enjoys asking The Asset why he's crying (knowing that The Asset doesn't know why he's crying either) as much as he does inducing the tears.

Link to fill:

On-meme: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=2319584#cmt2319584

AO3 [very slightly edited]: http://archiveofourown.org/works/4158435

Title: Bloodlust: A Taste of Hybristophilia
Pairing: WS / OFC, eventually possibly WS/OFC/OMC
Completion status: WIP (still actively writing it)
Prompt: 1WS/Anyone; hybristophilia, worship, blowjobs
(Anonymous)
2014-06-17 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
Inspired by that WS-Jimmy/Rumlow fic!

Someone (I'm not picky about who. Pierce, Rumlow, a random Hydra agent, an AU Steve) gets really turned on by watching the Winter Soldier commit acts of violence. They manage to get the Soldier alone and just start like ... worshiping him for being a killing machine. Undressing him, running their hands all over him, licking blood off his metal fingers, then finally they get on their knees and suck his cock.

I'd prefer there to be some level of consent on the Winter Soldier's part. Like, obviously it's gonna be sketchy no matter what, but I'd rather him not be totally unwilling.

http://archiveofourown.org/works/3860083/chapters/8620567

Fill post

Bucky in diapers

Sequel Link: Bucky in diapers

Full Marks, Winter Soldier/OC

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Dresses and What Daddy Says

Fill: The Children of a Ghost, HYDRA/Bucky

Re: Fill: The Children of a Ghost, HYDRA/Bucky

Dreamed up Evil!Steve and fragile grasp on reality (Steve/Bucky)

positive reinforcement always trumps negative

Re: positive reinforcement always trumps negative

Re: positive reinforcement always trumps negative

Re: positive reinforcement always trumps negative

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post-HTP Bucky is a stone top

Re: post-HTP Bucky is a stone top

Postitive reinforcement always trumps negative

Winter Soldier/Steve(/Pierce), rimming before fucking

Fill: "Windmills"

Bad guys/Steve - trying to dirty up Captain America

Re: Bad guys/Steve - trying to dirty up Captain America

Re: Bad guys/Steve - trying to dirty up Captain America

Female Winter Soldier, Body Horror

no subject

Bucky/OC, The Talking Cure

Post CA:TWS Bucky mutilates himself before going back to Steve

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Fill: Ponyplay

Natasha/Winter Soldier

"Hey, FYI, they didn't use anaesthetic when they cut off Barnes's arm."

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Minifill: "Dry Your Eyes"

Fill: Hybristophilia (WIP)