Prompt: So Bucky's free and trying to simultaneously deal with his past and become culturally fluent again. Let's say he finds a fandom he loves and really immerses himself in it for escapism, for comfort, and maybe because characters or themes resonate with him.
And then he finds trash. He's shocked at first, horrified that it even exists and people enjoy it, but he can't stop reading and maybe looking at art.
And then he comes across a prompt. It's similar to something his therapist or someone close to him has asked him to talk about but he can't because he's terrified they'll react badly or that he won't show them the emotional response they're expecting and that will do it. Writing's worked for him before...
Bonus: Bucky starts with anonymous posts defending the meme from people who claim it harms survivors and then goes on to commenting on prompts and fills and maybe even posting prompts of his own.
Extra Bonus: Bucky's fill is so well-received he desperately wants to share his success with his friends but doesn't know how they'll react to the whole thing. Anonymous comments on the internet are one thing but he's not sure how well he can explain in real life. He doesn't want Steve to misunderstand and try to fight the commenters or something.
Warning- Puppy play as HTP and as fairly innocent kink clashing in ways that may sound like yucking a kink, panic attacks, disassociation, Author's love affair with Nerdy Bucky and Bucky on Tumblr, plus all the usual HTP rape, blood, awfulness of HYDRA as it parties with Bucky. Updates will come as fast as possible.
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Bucky heals through Fandom and TrashMemes
(Anonymous) 2018-04-18 04:13 pm (UTC)(link)And then he finds trash. He's shocked at first, horrified that it even exists and people enjoy it, but he can't stop reading and maybe looking at art.
And then he comes across a prompt. It's similar to something his therapist or someone close to him has asked him to talk about but he can't because he's terrified they'll react badly or that he won't show them the emotional response they're expecting and that will do it. Writing's worked for him before...
Bonus: Bucky starts with anonymous posts defending the meme from people who claim it harms survivors and then goes on to commenting on prompts and fills and maybe even posting prompts of his own.
Extra Bonus: Bucky's fill is so well-received he desperately wants to share his success with his friends but doesn't know how they'll react to the whole thing. Anonymous comments on the internet are one thing but he's not sure how well he can explain in real life. He doesn't want Steve to misunderstand and try to fight the commenters or something.
Fill: https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2271.html?thread=5985759#cmt5985759
Warning- Puppy play as HTP and as fairly innocent kink clashing in ways that may sound like yucking a kink, panic attacks, disassociation, Author's love affair with Nerdy Bucky and Bucky on Tumblr, plus all the usual HTP rape, blood, awfulness of HYDRA as it parties with Bucky.
Updates will come as fast as possible.