Oh, man, so much this. Rapefic is so my thing, but I'm really fucking picky about how it's written.
So, man, I love non-con fic and it's like the first thing I search out when I get a new fandom, but I'm weird about it. I like non-con, but I only like straight-up non-con; I can't deal with dub-con unless it's of the sex-pollen, fuck-or-die variety, I can't deal with fic that portrays the rapist as a sympathetic character, especially if they are forgiven by their victim and ESPECIALLY if the plot encourages this, I'm seriously squicked out by psychological manipulation and mindfuck, and I really prefer a victim who resists or is defiant in some way.
Basically, my rape kink is emotional, and it rubs right up against my own ugly personal history, so yeah. If I can find what I want (and oh how the trash party has delivered), I'm golden. But there are so many ways it can go wrong for me.
Re: No-go Kinks that go together?
So, man, I love non-con fic and it's like the first thing I search out when I get a new fandom, but I'm weird about it. I like non-con, but I only like straight-up non-con; I can't deal with dub-con unless it's of the sex-pollen, fuck-or-die variety, I can't deal with fic that portrays the rapist as a sympathetic character, especially if they are forgiven by their victim and ESPECIALLY if the plot encourages this, I'm seriously squicked out by psychological manipulation and mindfuck, and I really prefer a victim who resists or is defiant in some way.
Basically, my rape kink is emotional, and it rubs right up against my own ugly personal history, so yeah. If I can find what I want (and oh how the trash party has delivered), I'm golden. But there are so many ways it can go wrong for me.
/TMI