I'm extremely uncomfortable about mine and still sorting it out. Strangely enough, HTP has helped me figure out a lot about this part of myself.
Definitely a "once in a while" thing for me.
For me it's mostly one scenario. A really big muscular guy (not my usual type AT ALL) pinning me down and having his way with me. However sometimes this fantasy scares me and so I imagine, say, a character in that role, instead of myself. I really like gangbang scenarios but those are mostly consensual in my fantasies. If my fantasy turns too violent or extreme for that, it scares me off.
Weirdly this tends to tie into my main kink, which I almost always need to get off. Which is executions, or execution set-ups. Not gonna go into detail with that because that's not what you were asking for specifically, but like, say, the executioner pinning me down and having his way with me beforehand.
Re: Non-con fantasies
Definitely a "once in a while" thing for me.
For me it's mostly one scenario. A really big muscular guy (not my usual type AT ALL) pinning me down and having his way with me.
However sometimes this fantasy scares me and so I imagine, say, a character in that role, instead of myself.
I really like gangbang scenarios but those are mostly consensual in my fantasies. If my fantasy turns too violent or extreme for that, it scares me off.
Weirdly this tends to tie into my main kink, which I almost always need to get off. Which is executions, or execution set-ups. Not gonna go into detail with that because that's not what you were asking for specifically, but like, say, the executioner pinning me down and having his way with me beforehand.
So glad this is anon, wow.