This is apparently my bullet-proof trash. I want this. I refuse to start another fill with one already in progress but once that other one is done... MAYBE. (And someone else should fill it if they want!)

Because Bucky is obviously convinced that not only has the rape made him dirty but all of his scars and the added muscle mean he's not even nice looking the way he used to be, the way all those girls back in Brooklyn told him he was.

Would it be okay if and also Steve's probably still freaked out because it's great not being sick? (He'll never be upset about not being sick.) But his body is still just SO DIFFERENT that sometimes it really doesn't feel like his and he's not sure but he doesn't think most people are really into bodies like his anyway (he's seen some of the comments that get thrown at weightlifters, okay? the way people say those guys are gross and obviously on steroids and how they must all have shrunken dicks and he doesn't think anything happened to his penis when he got the serum but it isn't like he makes a habit of checking out other men's penises and he tried to Google for that but that's also when he learned why Safe Search was important and had Jarvis turn it on immediately, ahem).