Dumpster #3: The Great Pacific Garbage Patch

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Holy shitballs, look at us go. Welcome to Captain America fandom's resident wretched hive of scum and villainy: ROUND THREE. AKA Bad Guys Do Dirtybadwrong Things To Your Faves, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

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Twixt the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea - part 3

[(Anonymous)]

I don't know what this is anymore, but I'm pretty sure I'm going to hell for it.

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Steve felt the magnetic cuffs behind his back unlock. The mechanism must have been remotely deactivated, he realized. They fell to the ground with a loud thud.

"Don't get any ideas now. Rules still stand. Try anything funny, you die and your pal suffers for your stupidity."

Rumlow picked up his gun again and took a few steps back.

With his hands free, Steve was finally able to reach for Bucky, though he guessed there weren't many places he could touch without hurting him. He placed his hand on Bucky's forehead. Despite the serum, Bucky was burning up.

"Hey, we're going to make it through this," he said, perhaps more for his own benefit than Bucky's.

"This might be a lot easier without clothes, Cap. Just saying," Rumlow said with a smirk.

There were a thousand things Steve could have said to that, but he realized none of them would help him. Without further protest, he started to undress. He folded his clothes neatly and placed the immaculately-arranged pile next to the slab.

"God, gotta love military boys," Rumlow chuckled, "they sure got their priorities straight".

Steve ignored him, and took minor comfort in simply following this routine. This he could handle. This he had a grip on. If he could have control over the way he folded his clothes, maybe he could get some grip on the situation, no matter how small, and actually make it through. It worked, for a few moments, until he was actually standing before the slab naked. His body seemed smaller to him now, seemed to take up less space than it usually did nowadays. He was shivering despite not really being cold, and was blatantly unaroused.

Rumlow moved in front of him, grabbed a chair, and observed him like he was watching a reality show. His gaze was unmistakably directed at Steve's flaccid dick.

"Well, it's not going to work like that. You'll need to put in some effort."

"Believe it or not, Rumlow, not all of us get hot and bothered at the thought of rape."

Rumlow shrugged.

"You can't really rape the Winter Soldier, you know. You can only rape people. And he has not been people for a looong time.

Steve glared at him, almost forgetting his precarious position.

Rumlow sighed. "Fine, fine. Up to you if you want to play house with him. I don't care either way, as long as your cock goes up his ass.

Steve placed his hand on his crotch, toying with his penis without much conviction. Unsurprisingly, it remained entirely soft.

From the corner of his eye, he could see Rumlow toss something in his direction. His reflexes were good enough to catch it mid-air, even in this predicament. He could tell it was a small pill bottle.

"Viagra," Rumlow explained, "I'm willing to do you a small favor just for the satisfaction of getting to say Captain America can't get it up without little blue pills."

Steve popped a pill almost without thinking. Perhaps this was Rumlow's thing, he thought, worrying about sexual prowess. He did not care. He had nothing to prove, except maybe his loyalty to Bucky, but it wasn't Rumlow he was proving it to. He was glad, in a way, that even his penis had decided that everything about this situation was sick.

Even with the pill, and with more vigorous manual stimulation, Steve's dick proved uncooperative.

"Now now, Cap, I'm willing to give you some leniency here, but if you fail to perform I'll ask one of the boys to fetch me a stun baton to fuck him with instead. Your choice...which one do you think he'll prefer?"

Steve looked at Rumlow murderously. He was biting his tongue, but every muscle in his body was tense and ready for battle.

It was Bucky's voice that broke the silence, and quite possibly stopped Steve from being killed right there.

"Steve," he said faintly, "c'mere. Put it in my mouth. That might work."

Steve looked at him with utter shock, not believing the words he had just heard.

Rumlow burst into laughter. "Well, isn't that just precious. This I gotta see."

He took out his smartphone, presumably to keep a memento of this twisted scene.

"Go on then, Captain, we haven't got all day. Sounds like a generous offer to me."

Steve moved to stand at Bucky's face-level, looking down on him with worry. He looked so broken and weary, his blue eyes red from past and present tears.

"Buck, you sure about this?"

Bucky nodded. "Look, just try to imagine it's Peggy, or whoever you fancy nowadays, okay?"

Steve tried to suppress a gasp as Bucky tentatively took his cock into his mouth. His first thoughts were those of worry - he'd been fighting before this, after all, and he dreaded the thought that stale sweat might be making it even more unpleasant for Bucky. If it did, he gave no sign of it, and he sucked diligently, trying to get Steve to respond.

Bucky had trouble moving in that angle. Steve could see he avoided leaning on his arm stump, and the realization that Bucky must still be in pain made him flinch. Bucky looked up at him, eyes scared because he feared the repercussions if Steve remained flaccid. Steve put one arm under him for leverage, holding him up best as he could. He placed his other hand on Bucky's cheek, still wet from tears, and gently stroked it with his thumb. He didn't know if it was appropriate, but then again who knew in this situation. It seemed to calm Bucky down somewhat, in any case. He got into a sort of rhythm, bobbing his head up and down as he tried to make Steve's cock come to life.

Steve didn't know if it was the pill or Bucky's mouth on him, but sure enough, his penis started to respond favorably. To his horror, Steve realized it felt good and he was instantly ashamed of that, hating himself for gaining pleasure from Bucky like this. He bit his lip, desperately trying to fight any noises of pleasure that might escape his lips. Nonetheless, part of him got swept up in the moment. He didn't think of Peggy, or any other girl. His mind wandered to Bucky, as he was before the war, confident and cocky and charming. He imagined the way he danced, the way he laced his army boots with elegant fingers, and how dashing he looked in uniform. It was somewhat perverse, Steve thought, that he'd imagine Bucky like that now, knowing that he'd never move like that again; that he'd never look like that again. Steve felt his hand instinctively move from Bucky's cheek to his hair, entwining his fingers with it. He wasn't pushing him down, rather he was helping him move, and for a short moment it felt entirely natural, like it was the way their bodies were always meant to fit together. His hips moved gently in time with Bucky's movement, and he could feel he was almost fully erect now, filling Bucky's mouth quite thoroughly. It was wet and warm and tight, and he just wanted to get lost in the feeling forever.

An unconformable choking sound and the realization he was hitting the back of Bucky's throat snapped him back to reality. He withdrew his swollen cock from Bucky's mouth, and released his hair from his grip, realizing only now he'd been holding on tighter than he had thought. Bucky gasped for air as his mouth was emptied. His lips were red and wet. He looked up at Steve like he was the center of the Universe, looking both wrecked and beautiful. Steve wished this was any other time, any other place than this.

But it wasn't, and he felt shame at even thinking it. He cast down his eyes and murmured an apology.

"I'm sorry," he managed, "the serum...it made...it made everything..."

Steve had almost forgotten Rumlow was in the room, but the raspy laugh made him acutely aware of his presence again. "Well, look at that," he said as he pointed his smartphone at Steve's crotch, "I thought those were just old wives tales, but look at the size of you. And you're not even fully hard yet, are you? So, captain americock got himself a growth spurt like the rest of you, huh? This just keeps getting better and better. God bless America."

Rumlow shifted his smartphone so it pointed at Bucky now. "Ain't you lucky, Barnes. You're about to get impaled on the best dick science can make. You should be proud. Terrified, but proud."

Steve could definitely see the fear in Bucky's eyes, but there was also resignation there. Both of them knew there was no getting out of this. This was going to happen. They might buy themselves a few more minutes, but everyone knew what the next step with be.

"Go on now, Barnes. Be a patriot. Help the Captain go full mast," Rumlow coaxed. He sounded like a kid at the funfair. He was enjoying this way too much.

Steve looked at Bucky questioningly. Bucky gave him a short nod that Steve recognized both as permission and as a last attempt to stay brave, but he feared the breaking point was not far off. He placed his hand on Bucky's head again, still holding him up so he wouldn't have to lean on his stump.

As Steve fed Bucky his cock again, he regretted looking at his eyes. I was a look he never wanted to see on his friend's face, let alone when it caused by his own doing. But he felt like he owed it to Bucky; owed him to look at him as he did this. To see him as a human being, and not close his eyes while Bucky was suffering for him.

Bucky accommodated his penis as well as he could. Which was better than expected, considering both the size of Steve's erection and Bucky's lack of experience in the matter. Still Bucky started to choke on it again, his face growing red and his eyes tearing up involuntarily. In any normal circumstance that might have been enough to make Steve go instantly soft gain, but he suspected the drug had taken over at least partially now, which was a small mercy at least. He honestly didn't know if he could do it without it, and he didn't want to think about the consequences of that.

He started to gently stroke Bucky hair again, letting him set the pace rather than fucking his mouth. Bucky made valiant attempts to breathe through his nose and God, while it looked absolutely filthy, he was overwhelmed by an intense feeling of tenderness towards Bucky. It felt like his heart was going to crack open, like it was too much to hold in altogether.

"You're so brave," he whispered to Bucky, "So very, very brave."

I love you , he thought, but didn't say, and he startled himself by even thinking it.

"I respect you so much," he said instead, clumsily but well-meant.

"Respect?!" he heard Rumlow repeat, with disbelief bordering on outrage. "You respect him? You're un-fucking-believable, you know that, Rogers? I swear, you were both brain-damaged by the ice."

Steve feared Rumlow's tone of voice, feared it might lead to Bucky being hurt again, but instead it was him who got kicked against his shin. I wasn't even all that painful, but it startled him. He lost his grip on Bucky, who fell back on the slab, wincing.

"Right," Rumlow said, "that's quite enough foreplay. Now for the main event. Let's see how much respect you have left after that."

Re: Twixt the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea - part 3

[(Anonymous)]

YAAAAASSSSSSS. The whole hating himself because he can get it up vs. hating himself because he can't get it up is exactly where I wanted this to go and you, darling anon, managed to give me the best of both worlds!

Re: Twixt the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea - part 3

[(Anonymous)]

/me bows.

I'm glad that worked out and happy you like it!

Re: Twixt the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea - part 3

[(Anonymous)]

Oh my god. "I respect you so much." That line is just so perfect and awkward and... Well, I mean, I'm trash and this is trash but really. Very good. Like Steve is just trying to be so aware of Bucky as a human, so at least even though Bucky's being raped he isn't being raped by someone who views him as an object or toy (or fuckpotato). Bucky had to choose between two horrors but at least his choice lets him feel as human as possible in this situation.

God. I just need the next part.

Re: Twixt the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea - part 3

[(Anonymous)]

Thank you, and I hope I can pull the next part off.There should be an increase in horribleness.

Re: Twixt the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea - part 3

[(Anonymous)]

Words can't describe how perfectly horrible this is. It's the squelchy end of the trash. The humiliation, Steve trying to hold it together, Steve being in love with Bucky and Rumlow lording it as both MC and heckler - it fits together so beautifully, but it's pure horror.

It's amazing, anon.

Re: Twixt the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea - part 3

[(Anonymous)]

Oh, you praise me too much, I'm blushing!