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garbage all the way down ([personal profile] trashmod) wrote in [community profile] hydratrashmeme2015-09-09 07:23 pm

Dumpster #3: The Great Pacific Garbage Patch

Holy shitballs, look at us go. Welcome to Captain America fandom's resident wretched hive of scum and villainy: ROUND THREE. AKA Bad Guys Do Dirtybadwrong Things To Your Faves, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

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Round 3 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 4.

Hydra ruined Bucky's life attempted suicide addition with Steve/Bucky aftermath

(Anonymous) 2016-08-08 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Lots of self-harm/suicidal themes and thoughts in this one, just to warn you.
And maybe past rape. Also ableism?



So I can't get the idea of Bucky using The Chair to kill himself out of my head. I think it would go like this: Steve hasn't given up looking for Bucky after CA:TWS, but he doesn't seem to want to be found so Steve backs off just a bit. But Bucky is constantly plagued by all the noise in his head. Hydra really fucked him over -possibly literally- and he can't stop hating himself for being "evil" and "insane" and wanting to hurt and/or kill himself.

It gets to be too much and Bucky decides to end it- but wants to make it look like an accident in case Steve finds out because for some reason the idea of Steve finding out he killed himself all alone bothers him. He decides to set The Chair up to max power and fry himself to death.

But it doesn't work- he survives but is in massive pain and confusion and might have caused some permanent damage. This ends in him stumbling to Steve out of desperation. Until now Steve didn't realize just how badly Bucky was doing.

Re: Hydra ruined Bucky's life attempted suicide addition with Steve/Bucky aftermath

(Anonymous) 2016-08-12 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
love it love it love it. i came off my bike a few years ago & hit my head and i had to recover alone in the aftermath being very confused so it'd be in my interests to see bucky getting looked after by steve. maybe bucky is more loose-lipped about stuff hydra did to him when his head has been all messed around with like that..? poor steve