hydratrashmeme | Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

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So I've read Warmth in Winter and Lauralot's "Alexander Pierce Should have Died Slower" series
But I love the idea of Bucky having his diapers changed by Steve during recovery. Otherwise capable and independent Bucky would be great.
He just likes the comfort of wearing a diaper at night and Steve changing it for him makes him feel safe. The Hydra agents put diapers on him to laugh at him and wouldn't let him relieve himself unless it was in a diaper then made him wear it dirty. Could combine this with another prompt where Hydra altered him so that he had no bladder control and constantly leaked.

i need this!!

I have been thinking about this all day. How would you feel about fresh out of cryo bucky, embarrassment, and medical kink? I.e Bucky has to be reminded (with force) that he is not allowed to make decisions about when to go to the bathroom.

OP Here. I suppose fresh out of cryo Bucky could be good. I'd just like to see him finding some trashy comfort out of it. :D So maybe when he starts to behave after he gets the diaper on, someone rubs him (where is up to you ;D ) and tells him what a good boy he is

In the early days, in the hospital, when Bucky couldn't even eat solid foods and his arm was a mess of infected tissue and strained muscle and he didn't speak to anyone but Steve, no one really noticed.

He was catheterized by the nurses when he first arrived and his system was a mess. No one thought to ask, really.

So, on discharge day, Bucky is wearing light hospital scrubs and sitting in a wheelchair, when suddenly he feels a dampness spreading across his lap and soaking into his bottom. He looks down and there's a large wet patch and the smell of urine and he stares.

Steve only freezes for a second, if that, then he's apologizing to Bucky that he should've asked if he needed to use the bathroom and let's get you cleaned up and a new wheelchair and I'm so sorry I didn't realize you needed to go.

Bucky doesn't mention that he hadn't realized either.

The nurses get him new scrubs and new underwear and Steve used a soft cloth to clean him when Bucky asks for help.

It becomes obvious though when, just two hours later, when they're in Steve's living room, and Bucky again feels the wet, warm feeling between his legs. This time he's standing, so he stares down as the wetness grows down his pants and then drips all the way to the floor. He stands there, like that, until Steve finds him.

After that, there had been more doctors and more tests and then diapers. And Steve's face had been pinched but his hands had been so gentle every time he cleaned Bucky up.

Bucky had vague memories of rough hands shoving cold tubes up his dick, of freezing water spraying his groin, rough cloths scraping at his most sensitive spots as faceless techs groaned and complained and cursed at him for being dirty, messy, smelly. Of sitting in cold, sticky filth until his skin burned and someone changed him with harsh, cold hands.

Steve was gentle, soft, warm. He never complained or glared. Bucky found that the times he felt most free from Hydra were the times when Steve was gently wiping him clean, smiling down at him from above.

The doctors said there wasn't any lasting damage. But the muscles hadn't been used in years and the brain had become adjusted to ignoring the signals. "It'll just be a matter of retraining," they said encouragingly. "Don't force it though. Wear protection until you're ready."

Bucky had stood in the bathroom that night and stared at the toilet. It looked cold and hard, clinical in the bright lights of the bathroom. He shuddered, rubbed his hands against the soft, warm plastic padding of the diaper Steve had put on him earlier.

"Don't force it," he whispered. A second later, he felt the warm rush of urine as his bladder released and he soaked his diaper. He stood in the bathroom a bit longer, feeling the pee cool around him, knowing Steve will change him whenever he asks.

"I didn't make it," he had told Steve when he had come out. There had been no shame.

Steve had looked up and smiled. "That's okay, Buck. The doctors said it could be awhile." He stood up, held out his hand.

Bucky nodded and had let himself be led away for a change.

Eeeeeh, thank you! :D
*wraps you up in a moth eaten, musty blanket* You're so lovely! Writing me this fill!
I love the mention of cold, harsh hands and tubes being roughly shoved in places :( And how nice and gentle Steve is :)

Oh, this was sad and sweet. I'm trying to picture how Steve might react to finding out Bucky is deliberately avoiding/delaying recontrolling his bladder because he wants to keep Steve's gentleness, and I'm pretty settled on something someone said once, that Steve has no limits when it comes to Bucky. Like, he might hope for Bucky's sake that they could find a healthier coping mechanism, but if changing his diapers is what Bucky genuinely needs for emotional wellbeing, Steve will be there with the talcum powder for the rest of their lives.

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