hydratrashmeme | Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

Unholy hell-miracle achieved! Welcome to Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves 2: Electric Boogaloo. AKA the seamy sexual-violence-and-violent-sex underbelly of Captain America fandom, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

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So Bucky is out of Hydra's clutches and he's doing okay, he's not completely there yet but he's making good progress. He and Steve have a somewhat kinky sex life, once he's up to going into those kinds of head spaces. And maybe they switch or Bucky always doms, but however they prefer it, for the purpose of this prompt, Bucky is being rough with Steve and Steve is loving it, sobbing and writhing and begging for Bucky to stop when he really wants Bucky to continue, all that good stuff. Except that something triggers Bucky, maybe it's the smell of the neighbour's cooking or the sight of blood trailing down Steve's skin where he's struggled too hard against the super soldier strength bonds. Whatever it is, it triggers Bucky and he goes into winter soldier mode, and Steve becomes one of any number of terrified begging victims he's been forced to rape over the years. Maybe he is usually a little bit gentler with Steve than Steve likes, but suddenly Bucky starts fucking Steve really brutally, humiliating him and taunting him and roughing him up and fucking his ass so hard it hurts. And Steve loves it.

And then after Bucky comes, he comes back to himself, and has to go throw up in the bathroom. Steve is feeling the beginnings of eh drop because Bucky just left him alone, but he pushed aside his own emotions and has to comfort Bucky, who has locked himself in the bathroom and won't talk to Steve
I don't really mind what you do with the sex, I just want the horrible a very aftermath, give me full on self loathing Bucky who feels like he just raped Steve, maybe "dirtied" him with hydra's taint, who feels like he's gone back to square one of his recovery because of the loss of control. Give me anxious Steve who is maybe going through sub drop trying to comfort Bucky even as he feels awful himself. Give me Bucky's reluctance to touch Steve after and how it's affected their sex lives. Does Bucky feel betrayed that Steve liked it? Maybe he's angry that Steve enjoyed it by he's got to deal with all the people who decidedly did not enjoy bei raped by the winter soldier. Maybe Bucky feels his skin crawl at the thought of Steve getting off to the Asset, getting off to him being dead eyed and brutal and a puppet to the wills of others. Steve did get off harder than usual, because Bucky was so rough and degraded him a lot more than Bucky is usually comfortable with. And Steve feels so ashamed and apologetic even as he nurses a shame boner. Give me all the angst, please ;)

This is relevant to my interests. And if Bucky dissociates when he goes into Winter Soldier mode, he might not even know all of what he did to Steve, so Steve might have to explain what happened (and that he liked it), which is really not helping, Steve.

yes to this!!!

HNG, so good <3 Dat prompting.

Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

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