Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

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Unholy hell-miracle achieved! Welcome to Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves 2: Electric Boogaloo. AKA the seamy sexual-violence-and-violent-sex underbelly of Captain America fandom, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

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Round 2 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 3.

Comments

Reverse corrective rape

[(Anonymous)]

So basically I want a story where Bucky and Steve weren't together pre CA:TWS.

For all we know, Bucky was genuinely into ladies.

But Hydra makes it into a sport of it to see if they can "rape him gay", which they do in fact succeed in, over the years, at least on the physical side. They train Bucky to enjoy sucking cock, and taking it up the ass. Perhaps he's only ever allowed to come or feel pleasure when he's being penetrated. Part of it would have also been verbal humiliation calling him gay slurs.

Fast forward to the aftermath trash. After his return, it becomes clear that Steve has feelings for Bucky. Bucky reciprocates them, or at least *thinks$ he does...but he's not sure, he *can't* be sure, because there's a nagging feeling it might be because of his "training". I mean, he never quite felt *love* for a man before, so he can't be sure either way.

Cue angst about uncertainty on Bucky's side, and Steve's horror when he finds out.

+ if Bucky lets himself be fucked by Steve long before he got the chance to figure this shit out.

++ if Bucky actually *hates* that he *enjoys* it and the mere fact he now gets off on man-on-man sex voluntarily leads to self-loathing and he finds himself disgusting.

+++ if pre-war homophobic attitudes play a part in his shame

++++If he loves Steve either way, but can't figure out if it's " best friend love" or romantic love, but maybe making Steve happy is more important than figuring that out.

Up to the writer what "the truth" is. Was he actually bi to begin with but did what happen to him make him doubt forever? Was he straight before but did the corrective rape actually work? Does he come to a point where he decides it doesn't really matter or will there forever be nagging doubt? Do he and Steve make this dysfunctional shit work or does it end in tears? Or first tears then comfort?

Re: Reverse corrective rape

[(Anonymous)]

Nice! I love the angst potential.

Re: Reverse corrective rape

[(Anonymous)]

This actually makes perfect sense to me because it could be part of a fawn response or like you said, those were the few times Bucky was allowed any pleasure. And I'd love to see those two deal with that.
I may write some kind of short fill for this. Possibly. Can't promise anything! I'm writing like 9 million fills. I'm going to have a compilation of Hydra Trash at some point. I'll call it "Hydra Trash: Best Hits"

Re: Reverse corrective rape

[(Anonymous)]

OP: hey, I'd love you for it! Even if it takes a long time or is short. The idea has been inm head for a while and won't let me go.