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garbage all the way down ([personal profile] trashmod) wrote in [community profile] hydratrashmeme2014-12-07 08:43 am

Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop

Unholy hell-miracle achieved! Welcome to Bad Guys Do Bad Things To Your Faves 2: Electric Boogaloo. AKA the seamy sexual-violence-and-violent-sex underbelly of Captain America fandom, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

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Round 2 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 3.

Re: FILL: The Only Animal (8e/8e)

(Anonymous) 2015-09-13 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
You are very welcome! It was a fic that demanded my tears and love. :D

I.... Yes. This is very true. I am trying to imagine him explaining this to Steve (probably as part of a, "Um, yeah, Sam is right, I'm not the type you save" argument), or Steve reading reports about this and trying to puzzle out what the fuck happened. Just... uuuuugh.

I would be all over either of these situations. Poor Steve, trying to pierce together what horror could have broken Bucky, and then later learning something from Bucky that was worse than what he'd feared. Or I'm imagining Bucky in a debrief situation, and they'd want to know all about the process by which he became the Winter Soldier. So there's Steve, behind the glass, kept from intervening as the debriefing agent draws out Bucky's tortured description of the events of this fic...

You asked earlier when Bucky was going to learn Captain America was dead. Yeah, probably later in the process when they can't use Cap against him anymore, and want to show him exactly how pointless this betrayal was.

It's good to know how much more misery is awaiting Bucky. This is one of those great Hydra-era fics that makes me sit back and think: how could he ever recover from this? How could he ever learn to like himself again? Lots of material to agonize over even now that it's finished!